Souru

multiverse of coping
(Daydream Formalizer)

Last Notes

2024-05-27 03:10:40 UTC

Today was a surprisingly good day.
Most bad days happen in the week, and getting some rest is liberating. You don't even care after a weekend. It's like being a drug addict, getting a few more hours of sleep makes it all worth it.

2023-09-05 05:49:05 UTC

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That's what I'd do if life allowed me to be happy, but I can't link my real life friends this. They'll realize I'm into weird shit.

2023-09-05 05:27:26 UTC

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I might have to build a blog. I really don't want to, though.

2023-09-02 16:41:22 UTC

She's in my dms what the fuck do I do

2023-08-27 00:32:33 UTC

Cute girls as a propaganda machine are a double edge sword because they will get the point across like no other medium could, but autists (people you want to convince) will inmediately doubt everything they say because of the mind fuckery games they are used to.

2023-08-23 17:35:29 UTC

Feeling the effects of the coming Autumn. Classes will be over for a few weeks starting next week, and it's like the relationships I've been building are slowly coming to an end, even the ones that are recent. I'm done with Uni in less than a year, so this is to be expected, but I truly am stressed by the time stolen from me by the pandemic. I am barely catching up--being generous--and it's over already. The progress I made as a human being will not fade, but it won't speed up anytime soon. What should I do if I lose the last reason I have to meet people? I'm not getting good enough at this to pretend I can close the distance between others and me, yesterday night was a prime example of that. People expect a base level competence at fitting in, and I'm not there yet. It's apparent I'm not another piece in the group, that I am an outlier, and it strains my ability to be approachable. It's not that I am actively resentful of most normies, it's that we both can tell we're not the same.

2023-07-21 02:57:29 UTC

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This is what being truly lucid is actually like.

2023-07-20 23:37:19 UTC

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Prostitute correction...

2023-07-18 18:47:32 UTC

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What bet did you lose for you to act this consistently gay in my TL?

2023-07-18 16:08:13 UTC

Loliphile is a word that amazes me, but loliphobe fucking slams my head into the pavement everytime I read it. These are powerful enchantments.

2023-07-18 05:09:30 UTC

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They actually threw the ball right at me, but I did not swing. We have the problem of sandjews here, regular jews are a minority in the elite, so it would come off as a pathologized reaction rather than a genuine concern. The strategy here is to lump them all as sandjews and call it a day, because people don't hold any punches when it comes to naming THE ETERNAL ARAB.

2023-07-17 05:17:26 UTC

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Her blouse is very pretty too. Good animewife potential.

2023-07-16 07:23:31 UTC

This week, starting today is going to be tough, but by the end of it I'll be having a really good time. This is why we live for, those tense moments of stress that lead you to the cathartic euphoria of goofing around knowing you earned it.

2023-07-13 20:26:30 UTC

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I've deactivated favorites, follows, repeats and reactions to stop myself from becoming addicted to dopamine, but now I crave replies. This is like when you drop cigars and beer to exclusively smoke meth.

2023-06-13 23:44:21 UTC

coming to fedi looking for approval from trans people and internet racists to show people irl that one's actually right and well adjusted (unlike common opinion)

2023-05-18 19:10:23 UTC

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YEAH, I WON'T
FUCK OFF

2023-03-30 04:33:19 UTC

In a world where Salinger had never existed, I would have written The Catcher in the Rye. It's mine.