ebel aurora

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♀ trans woman
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Liberate everything. Ⓐ Destroy Patriarchy.
Sister of Dorley

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2026-10-29 17:48:02 UTC

I've been playing around the soundscapes/white noise stuff with the MyNoise app. I had been using it for sounds of oceans before.
It actually helps get me relaxed. Maybe theres something to this!! 😅😅

2026-10-29 12:13:01 UTC

Sieht so aus, dass E ist ein guter Größe für mich bei Snag Tights! 😁😁

2026-10-29 12:12:03 UTC

It looks like size E for snag tights is a good fit for me! 😁😁

2026-10-28 12:13:02 UTC

Ich habe endlich das 4. #Matrix Movie (Matrix Resurrections) gesehen. Sorry, aber es ist so schlect... 😔
Oft gab es genauy das gleiche Szene von 1. Movie.
Ich kann nicht errinnen, was is int 3. passiert.
Oft dachte ich, „Moment wer ist das? Warum machen sie das?“
schade.

2026-10-28 12:12:01 UTC

I finally watched the last #Matrix movie (2021's Matrix Resurrections).... and... it's not good... 😔
Cripes. So much was just copying, scene for scene things from №1. It doesn't help that I can't remember how №3 ended...
So much was “wait, who is that again? Why are they doing that?”

2026-10-27 13:42:07 UTC

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ich habe von https://www.wildling.shoes/ bekommen

2026-10-27 09:36:24 UTC

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oh wow!
I'd love to have this sort of change! Shoe shops rarely have much over 42, and hardly nothing at 44 ish.

2026-10-27 09:32:54 UTC

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na ja, viellecht sind diese Schuhe ziemlich breit und groß (weil sie Barfußschuhe sind).

2026-10-27 09:32:53 UTC

Ich habe neulich neue Barfußschuhe gekauft. Sie sind bequem und bereit fürs Winter.
Sie sind Schuhegroße 42! Bevor HRT/meiner Transition, war ich 44. Meine letzte Schuch (meine erste Barfußschuhe) war 43. Ich hab 43 für diese Model bestellt, aber sie waren zu groß!
#trans #transfemme #OEstrogen

2026-10-27 09:32:53 UTC

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(Viele trans Frauen berichten, dass ihrere Füße durch HET/Hormonen verkleinen)

2026-10-27 09:27:34 UTC

So I recently bought some barefoot shoes, and they're nice and comfy and winter-ready!
They are a shoe size 42! Before transition I was 44. the last set of shoes (my first barefoot shoes) were 43. I ordered the 43 with this model, and that was too big!
#trans #transfemme #hrt #EstrogenIsMagic

2026-10-27 09:27:34 UTC

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It's also possible, that since they are barefoot shoes, that they are wider & larger than other. 😅

2026-10-27 09:27:34 UTC

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(Many trans woman report their feet shrinking during HRT/taking hormones).

2026-10-23 11:13:00 UTC

🏳️‍⚧️ ✊🏻 östrogen soll nicht verschreibungspflictig sein! ✊🏻 🏳️‍⚧️

2026-10-23 11:12:00 UTC

🏳️‍⚧️ ✊🏻 estrogen should be available without perscription! ✊🏻 🏳️‍⚧️

2026-10-23 09:43:12 UTC

Today's outfit!
Heutige Outfit!
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/489/570/024/145/971/original/4deda86afc36da67.png

2026-10-23 09:04:05 UTC

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ja, Famileenverlust, und -tod betrifft mich immer stark, wegen mein eigenen Geschicht und Familen.

2026-10-23 09:04:04 UTC

Bei #PridePicturesKA sah ich „Between Goodbyes“. Eine Frau, die aus Korea adoptiert wird, und ihre Bezeihung mit ihre koreanische Famile, mit sich selbt, mir ihr Identität, mit ihrem Verlust.
Diese hat mir so stark bestroffen. Ich war standig am Weinen.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt32938050/

2026-10-23 08:54:45 UTC

At #PridePicturesKA, I saw Between Goodbyes, about a woman adopted from Korean, and her relationship with her birth family, with herself, with her loss.
My gods, but this film ripped my heart open. I cried the whole time.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt32938050/
#film #movie #queer

2026-10-23 08:54:45 UTC

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family loss & death hit my especially hard, due to my own bad experiences around that in my past.

2026-10-23 08:48:09 UTC

Bei Pride Pictures habe ich Miss Carbón (Königin von Kohl), einen bioographischer Movie über eine argentisches trans Frau, die gekampft hat, in einer Mine zu arbeiten! Da ist eine starke Frau!
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt32832410/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Queen_of_Coal #trans #PridePicturesKA #queer #Movie

2026-10-23 08:46:05 UTC

At Pride Pictures, I saw Miss Carbón (Queen of Coal), biography of an Argentinian trans woman who successfully fought to work as a miner, even after she legally changed gender. A strong woman!
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt32832410/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Queen_of_Coal #trans #PridePicturesKA #queer #Movie

2026-10-22 11:13:01 UTC

Soll ich wieder Wikipedia Artikel über queer & feministische Sachen schreiben?
(Nah toll, noch ein Hobby)

2026-10-22 11:12:01 UTC

Maybe I'll start getting back in writing Wikipedia articles about queer/feminist topics?
(oh great another hobby)

2026-10-21 16:49:01 UTC

Meine Götter, aber ich bin wieder in der “Speicher alle Daten” Modus. Ich will Geschichte speichern. Vllt soll ich eine Menge PDFs von queer & feministische Magazins herunterladen! 🤣️

2026-10-21 16:48:02 UTC

Gods help me, but I'm getting back in the mood to start archiving and collecting digital history again. Maybe I should mass scrape and download lots of PDFs of queer/feminist magazines! 😅

2026-10-21 13:23:08 UTC

Ich habe neue Gläser in meiner Brille. Meine alte war super gekratzt. Ich bin tolpatchig.
Meine Götter, der Welt ist so klar! 🤣

2026-10-21 13:22:09 UTC

I got new lenses in my glasses, cause my glasses were so scratched. (I'm very clumsy).
And my gods, but the world is so much clearer now!

2026-10-20 12:59:37 UTC

Neues Handy bestellt! Ein Google Pixel 10a für meine 4½ J alte OnePlus 8T.
Es gibt ein Kratz auf mein Bildschirm, und das Akku ist schrecklicher geworden.
Wahrscheinlich steigen die Preise von Handys und andere elektronische Geräte auf.
Ein*e Freund*in von mir hat gestern diesen Handy für 409€ in MediaMarkt gekauft. Jetzt 449€! ich habe es für 409€ bei Amazon bestellt.

2026-10-20 12:54:50 UTC

Taking the leap and ordering a new phone! A Google Pixel 10a to replace my 4½ yr old OnePlus 8T.
There is a crack on my screen, and the battery is getting rubbish.
It's also likely phone & all electronics are going up in price.
A friend got this phone for 409€ in MediaMarkt yesterday. Now it's 449€ there. (I got the 409€ price on amazon today 😛 )

2026-10-18 13:00:58 UTC

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Maybe @npub1cca…lpn4 can help 🥺😅

2026-10-18 11:52:53 UTC

Ok, time to finally do a Snag Tights order!
Do yous have tips for me for the size?
I'm a trans woman, 172cm, 85cm weight, normally wear a dress size ~44.
Is a D the right size?
#SnagTights #Snag #Tights

2026-10-18 11:51:21 UTC

Ok, Zeit für eine Snagtights Bestellung!
Habt ihr Tips für mich wegen große?
Ich bin eine trans Frau, 172cm, 85kg, normalerweise Kleidergröße ca. 44.
Ist ein D?
#SnagTights #Snag #Tights

2026-10-18 08:49:51 UTC

Wir sind in Erkältungen Saison, und ja ich bin erkältet.

2026-10-18 08:49:16 UTC

We're moving into cold season, and yes, I now have a cold.

2026-10-16 13:15:21 UTC

The UK media regulator now lists “TERF” & “cis” as low level insults.
#transphobia #ukpol
https://www.ofcom.org.uk/siteassets/resources/documents/research-and-data/tv-radio-and-on-demand-research/tv-research/offensive-language/2026/quick-reference-guide-to-offensive-language-2026.pdf#:~:text=TERF

2026-10-16 09:22:52 UTC

Irish author Sally Rooney's books can no longer be sold in the UK, because of the authors support of Palestine.
Meanwhile, Mein Kampf is legal to sell in the UK. 🤯
https://www.rte.ie/entertainment/2026/1014/1595383-sally-rooneys-books-to-be-withdrawn-from-sale-in-the-uk/

2026-10-16 09:18:34 UTC

„Trans Meschen müssen Raum nach „biologisches Geschlect“, laut NHS England“
Das britisches Gesundheitssystem will jetzt trans Leute trennen. Trans Frauen (wie ich) werden ins Männer Teil von Krankenhäuser. Diese neue Regel würden Leute töten.
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cry83dyddv6no
#trans #transphobia #ukpol

2026-10-16 09:15:56 UTC

“Trans people should use hospital spaces according to biological sex, NHS England says”
The NHS has introduced segregation for trans people. Trans women like me would be sent to the male wards. These rules use transphobic insults, and will kill people. The NHS is transphobic.
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cry83dyddv6no
#trans #transphobia #ukpol

2026-10-15 13:39:54 UTC

RE: https://infosec.exchange/@JessTheUnstill/117439956914383391
this is 100% true.
I'm a trans woman and it meant SO MUCH to me that some cis women started inviting me to women's events!
#note184l…9h3m

2026-10-15 11:13:04 UTC

Tja, ich habe es getan. Ich bin offiziele Teil deiese sapphice Sekte.
Ich habe mein zweites Paar Barfußschuhe bestellt. Heute Winterschuhe.
Ganz Erhlich, sie sind super süß, und definitiv mein Stil!
https://www.wildling.shoes/products/haldy-burgunder-rw?variant=54808851022092
#Shopping #Trans #TransFemme #Sapphic #Barfuss #Barfussschuhe
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/444/626/479/011/821/original/ef28fb72d2e303af.png

2026-10-15 11:12:05 UTC

Well I've done it. I'm officially in this part of the sapphic cult.
I've ordered my second set of barefoot shoes. This time winter shows.
TBH they look really really cute and this is definitely my style!
https://www.wildling.shoes/products/haldy-burgunder-rw?variant=54808851022092
#Shopping #Trans #TransFemme #Sapphic #Barefoot #BarefootShoes
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/444/622/618/962/958/original/badf72780de18f7a.png

2026-10-14 12:27:12 UTC

Wir plannen ein Sisters of Dorley Treff in Nuremberg, Germany on Sa 05.12./ So 06.12.
Mehr info in der (englisch sprachige) Dorley Discord Server.
#trans #Dorley #SistersOfDorley

2026-10-14 12:23:40 UTC

We're planning a Sisters of Dorley meet up in Nuremberg, Germany on Sat 5th Dec/Sun 6th Dec.
More info in the “Central Europe” on the Dorley Discord.
#trans #Dorley #SistersOfDorley

2026-10-14 11:13:01 UTC

Also, Zeit für fortgeschrittende Bougieren! Ich habe seit lange die #Vagiwell № 6 gekauft, aber selten benutzt. Aber jetzt will ich VORWARTS!
#trans #gaop

2026-10-14 11:12:01 UTC

OK, time to take dilation to a next level! I bought the #Vagiwell №6 ages ago, but never saw the need. Now I wanna go to the NEXT LEVEL!

2026-10-13 11:13:01 UTC

meine Göttin. Ich denke gerade „Moment, welche Sprach haben ich und $ANDERE_PERSON gesprochen? War es englisch oder deutsch?” Aber ich erinnere mich, person № 2 war dort, und sie spricht kein deutsche. Das heißt es musste englisch!

2026-10-13 11:12:02 UTC

oh dear. I've gotten to the stage where I think “wait did I & $OTHER_PERSON speak English or German to each other at $EVENT?”. But then I remember person №2 was also there and they don't speak German. So we must have spoken English!

2026-10-12 16:49:01 UTC

Meine Göttin! Seo Linn, ein irisches Folk Band, das ich liebe, spielen in Maulbronn (nah zu mir) in Aprili!
Aber 90€ pro tix

2026-10-12 16:48:02 UTC

OMG, Seo Linn, an Irish band I love, are playing in a Maulbronn (real near me) in April!
But 90€ a ticket...

2026-10-12 12:21:41 UTC

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yes!

2026-10-12 11:13:01 UTC

Ich trag mir Kleider jetzt. Ich muss mehr Strumpfhosen kaufen

2026-10-12 11:12:01 UTC

Now that it looks like I only wear tights, maybe I need some nice colourful tights, instead of the half dozen black ones I have...

2026-10-09 11:12:02 UTC

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Clever phrasing helps, but will never solve the root issue obv.

2026-10-09 11:12:01 UTC

“Why are men so worried about getting raped in prison? Not all men are rapists”
oh that's a.... very clever way to phrase it! 💡 🤔 😊

2026-10-09 09:28:01 UTC

People say you don't get compliments often in German workplaces. But there are loads of compliments in my workplace!
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/410/239/502/855/724/original/7ad3ac121ecf66b3.png

2026-10-05 17:46:27 UTC

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soooooo gooood

2026-10-05 17:45:42 UTC

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in the BDSM context those people are called Switches!

2026-10-05 17:45:07 UTC

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some people are refusing. Ahem.
Time to make it weird for them

2026-10-05 16:49:00 UTC

Leute “Teenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma” ist ein tolles Movie. 😍
Sehr queer, sehr kinky. Verrückt – aber auf die Art, wie viele queere Menschen es sind.
Meine Zusammenfassung: „Stell dir vor, Gillian Anderson findet 80s Slasher-Film erotisch”
#CampMiasma

2026-10-05 16:48:01 UTC

wow, “Teenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma” is a great movie. 😍
So queer, so kinky. Kinda fucked up in the way that queer people are. 😅 😅
My summary: “Imagine if Gillian Anderson found 80s slasher movies arousing”.
#CampMiasma

2026-10-05 13:32:48 UTC

When open source projects have their main git branch be called `master`, I'm going to start asking them if it's a BDSM master/slave thing. 😈 😈 😈
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Master/slave_(BDSM)

2026-10-04 16:49:04 UTC

Ich versuche etwas, die viele trans Frauen mögen
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/383/662/303/836/449/original/aa5da1dc9a6b0dbe.jpeg

2026-10-04 16:48:04 UTC

Trying something all the trans women like
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/383/658/373/574/820/original/3fa9a297493b23c5.jpeg

2026-10-03 18:58:20 UTC

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This is about the #30Daysofmaps

2026-10-03 11:13:03 UTC

„Tue das Richtiges!“
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/376/678/730/755/495/original/e154882db82da2fa.jpeg

2026-10-03 11:12:04 UTC

“Do the right thing!”
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/376/674/835/912/592/original/70e58b6b39f3b9aa.png

2026-10-03 08:37:40 UTC

You can link to your project's code of conduct or it's X.com account. You cannot have both. 😅😅

2026-09-28 09:33:59 UTC

Guten Morgen alles!

2026-09-28 09:33:46 UTC

Good Morning everyone! Start of a new week! 🌄

2026-09-26 11:12:00 UTC

Ich habe mein Weihnachtsreise nach Dublin gebuchet! 🎅
Ich bin in Dublin con 19.12. bis 09.01. Ein langes Zeit!
Falls du dort bist, wir konnen uns sehen!

2026-09-25 16:54:10 UTC

I've booked travel to Dublin for Christmas! 🎅
I'll be there from 19 Dec → 9 Jan. Nice long stretch!
If you're about, let's meet up!

2026-09-25 16:48:02 UTC

You know you're from a different culture from Americans when you see people my age (40s) describing their lives.
They were sent to therapy in the 80s/90s when they were kids? Whaaaa... We never had that...

2026-09-25 11:13:01 UTC

Ich bin eine queer Trans Frau, und ich muss mich beibringen! Ich schaue die _The L Word_ TV Serie! Ja, die originale amerikanische TV Serie von 2000s.
Sie ist sehr... 2004! Ganz ehrlich, sie ist ein bischen langweilig. 😅
Viele sehr dünne, reiche Frauen tun Sachen. OK. Aber meh
#TV #drama #LWord #lesbian

2026-09-25 11:12:01 UTC

In order to improve my “queer woman knowledge”, I'm watching _The L Word_! Yes the original lesbian drama TV show from the early aughts.
It's... very of it's time. 😅 It's very 2004.
It's a little boring. Just a pile of v. skinny rich white woman in LA doing things. Which.. fine. But, also, meh?
#TV #drama #LWord #lesbian

2026-09-25 09:20:21 UTC

Ich habe gerade neue Scholadekeke in der Büro erfunden.
Diese ist gut. Diese gefällt mir.

2026-09-25 09:19:36 UTC

I have just discovered 2 different, previously, hidden stashes of chocolate biscuits in the office.
This is good. I like this.

2026-09-23 11:13:01 UTC

also, komm amanda, warte nicht mehr, Kauf Flüge nach Irland für Weihnachten

2026-09-23 11:12:01 UTC

ok, c'mon amanda, stop waiting around and book flights to ireland for christmas

2026-09-20 21:03:44 UTC

diese Wochenende war wieder ein DIY & renovation Wochenende für das Bärlehäuschen

2026-09-20 20:51:31 UTC

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Oh wow. I think I saw that deck,but I found it way too psychodedelic for me.
Good to know there's another reason
@npub1ax8…cenc

2026-09-20 20:10:42 UTC

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yay tarot mention!
Wait,which deck has RMS?
I hope it was ages ago....
@npub1ax8…cenc

2026-09-20 16:49:01 UTC

kreig gegen gaop narben geht stärker! ich habe richtige deutsche Narben Pflaster bestellt. ich will etwas besser als rando Mark von Amazon!
#trans #srs #op #gaop

2026-09-20 16:48:01 UTC

war against post-bottom surgery scars takes a new step, as I order proper expensive scar tape. no more rando brand from amazon!
#trans #srs #op

2026-09-17 18:21:12 UTC

RE: https://moytura.org/@ebel/117240920889962226
ok, can I just say, they were right.
A wand vibrator is something else. Oh girl.... It's soooo good. It's able to get me there so quickly... 🤤🤤🤤🤤
#note1ka5…w8zx

2026-09-16 17:02:34 UTC

RE: https://eldritch.cafe/@Tattie/117281023579180327
Oh yes. I was so afraid to go into women's spaces at first. It was cis women, acting like I should be there, welcoming me, that's what gave me courage to do it.
#note1fra…7n2r

2026-09-13 19:37:30 UTC

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I'm not happy with part of the results from my surgery, so I wanted to get a fuller picture. 😅

2026-09-13 19:36:56 UTC

I got a speculum and a little endoscope camera so that I could look inside my #vagina, and see what's in there. 😅😅

2026-09-10 16:49:00 UTC

Dieses Jahr, ich soll definitive zu einem #Samhain Fest oder Jubeliäum.
Aber gibt's sowas in #Karlsruhe...

2026-09-10 16:48:01 UTC

This year I should really try to get to some sort of #Samhain festival or celebration.
Anything going on around #Karlsurhe though...

2026-09-10 08:06:14 UTC

Hat jemand Erfahrung mit Haarentfernungcreme? Ins. in der Intimbereich?
Welche Marke kannst du empfehlen? Hast du Tips?
#Haar #HaarEntfernung

2026-09-10 08:05:16 UTC

Does anyone have any experience with hair removal cream? Esp. in the genital area?
Any brands (available in Germany) that you recommend? Any tips?
#hair #HairRemoval

2026-09-09 14:02:27 UTC

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something like that 😅😅

2026-09-09 14:01:04 UTC

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hahah. Not really. I have several vibrators from Fun Factory and am very impressed with the quality.
I wanted to try a wand vibrator, so I just ordered the FF one. 😅😅

2026-09-09 11:48:33 UTC

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My latest present to myself arrived on my 1 year vaginaversary

2026-09-09 11:48:01 UTC

I've been using #vim for 20+ years, but this is the first time I've gotten an accessory!
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/117/240/920/720/539/623/original/48cb3faf3da994bd.jpg

2026-09-09 10:42:58 UTC

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Surgery was in Uniklink Mannheim (UMM). 2 weeks in hospital, then 4 weeks off sick at home.
Communication is poor with them, others have complained about that.
Waiting time was a shockingly low 4½ months.

2026-09-09 10:42:50 UTC

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Dilation is fine. It's not painful, it's just really time consuming. I do 30 min probably every 1→2 days. (my doc says ×1 day forever which wtf).
They didn't explain it properly in hospital, so I didn't do it right for 3 months. Luckily I recovered from that.
It's just so time consuming!

2026-09-09 10:42:41 UTC

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Though I'm unhappy with some of the aesthetics and some parts.
Perhaps some parts are fixable, but alas I'm stuck with some things that could never be changed, and possibly could have been done differently

2026-09-09 10:42:25 UTC

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The biggest risk from this operation is that one might never orgasm again, and I'm happy to say that I can do that. That whole area works pretty well! It's like my body & sexuality have woken up after the surgery.
I didn't expect that!