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Last Notes

2024-11-30 17:15:48 UTC

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you're hosting an instance of your own judging from your handle, right?
is there a particular reason why your post size is so constrained?

2024-11-11 17:08:10 UTC

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are the lowercase and uppercase h pronounced differently too?

2024-10-21 10:54:40 UTC

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> how much time do you spend thinking about being of a gender different to the one assigned unto you at birth?
< the normal amount
> the normal amount is zero.
*head explodes*

2024-10-21 10:12:15 UTC

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yeah, all of that is really relatable, and it's manifesting itself as we speak, since i tried to describe how i feel about this most of the time and ended up confusing myself about it in the process :D

2024-10-20 22:43:38 UTC

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every time i find myself questioning "should i really be posting this, no one will listen anyway and no one will like it, stop posting, erase the post, go outside" i just try my best to silence the noise because i want to sound like myself and every time i do post it and i get any sort of reaction to it i immediately go "wow really glad i did post it after all"
i'm not completely sure if that's what you meant with this too :blobbee_think:
but i have both of those modes at any given point during a day, like, both the part where you carefully think a specific post a couple hours in advance, with the exact punctuation and phrasing and all, and other times, like this, where you just randomly run into a post and go "oh, i think brain is trying to tell me something, i should just write it down directly here and see how the post comes across"

2024-10-11 11:02:17 UTC

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she's a 10 *because* she's emotionally distant and never makes an effort to talk to you

2024-09-23 18:25:37 UTC

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oh yeah, i think i could make those flat text files manageable, i just have to actively monitor when it gets too big :blobbee_thought_bubble: and maybe even start organizing them into directories instead of ~ being absolutely filled with incoherently named files all over and having to ls -latr just to figure out what i was working on last time?

2024-09-23 18:08:42 UTC

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oh yeah, ive noticed myself doing that a lot with browser bookmarks! on the topic of having to do anything adult-y, saving it for later and having in the back of your mind, "oh right i should finish that thing once i have the *time* and energy"
i should consider getting a physical notebook of sorts that i could use as a journal too :blobbee_think: my ideas text file is just barely a couple hundred lines long since i just started it but my work to-do file was over 2000 lines the last time i looked and i think that's beyond saving now but there's something about tangible things that could potentially help with that

2024-09-23 17:38:03 UTC

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to get back on topic just a bit though,
how *do* y'all get over the fear of going to an expert about an issue youre having? whether that's physical, mental, all of the above [as in gender]

2024-09-23 16:53:36 UTC

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since the content warning wasn't quite elaborate enough yet, let me chip in,
im kinda underweight and have very irregular eating habits but im scared to go to a doctor about that as well because some doctors would consider it completely reasonable to just suggest "have you considered eating [insert animal product name here] instead"

2024-09-23 15:13:22 UTC

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this is pretty much why ive never gone to any sort of therapy even though i think i may have needed it several times over within the past ten years at least, maybe more, because i think there's a much bigger chance they'll make it worse instead of helping it

2024-09-18 20:48:29 UTC

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i don't really know how legislation at the union level like this works, but i mean just looking at the list of who's for it looked pretty grim, especially with the updated charts that the undecided ones had apparently just turned in favor too
honest question though, what would be a good place to host infrastructure in these days?