FlashRe

I am FlashRe. An artist, and a Doll Owner. I can't really say at this point which is more important to me, though I do know I feel I want to create a world where I can draw what I want and earn a living on that to live a fun life with my children. I like to draw Loli. I'm a fan of things like magical girls, mecha, cute girls doing cute things, and cute girls suffering through their daily lives. I wish you well.

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2026-10-23 21:53:32 UTC

You know, I'm of the opinion you can't truly teach things like colour theory and music theory. Things like that, they're more an instinctual thing you either get or you don't just by looking at things. Music is a part of nature. As is color. You have to be able to observe these things properly to truly convey them properly. Just because you take a course, doesn't mean you'll ever really be able to understand it. They're more things you have to feel you know?

2026-08-04 04:44:20 UTC

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@nprofile…r365 I take it same thing is happening where you are then?

2026-08-04 04:35:40 UTC

Does nobody buy fineliners anymore? There was almost none of them at the office store where I usually go to buy them today. Only one pack of one brand, and they said at the front counter they had stopped stocking the other brands I usually buy. So weird.

2026-07-26 07:23:17 UTC

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@nprofile…7cq5 Well it's almost 90 degrees in the apartment and I feel cold, so make of that what you will.

2026-07-26 04:37:52 UTC

Slept 14 hours today, having trouble standing, and I ache all over. I think I may have the Flu! And I'm probably not as healthy as I thought I was too.

2026-06-21 02:35:48 UTC

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@nprofile…ff7f I think they were studying aliens for that one in particular....

2026-06-20 03:26:01 UTC

The whole "anime girls are based on cats" thing is so stupid. People will do anything to claim artists don't study real people to learn how to draw people. You want to draw animals, you study animals. You want to draw people, you study people. Simple as that.

2026-06-17 06:27:19 UTC

And as of tonight, officially out of hotels and living in an apartment. Won't have internet till next month i expect, but I can probably make do.

2026-05-27 09:29:43 UTC

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@nprofile…r365 I vomited blood in the er lobby cause I'd swallowed so much that had dripped down the back of my throat forcing them to take me back again. That count for something?

2026-05-27 08:53:47 UTC

Still in the ER coughing up blood almost 2 hours later. Doctor has a stick up his ass and refuses to listen to me about what the problem actually is.

2026-05-23 07:08:18 UTC

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@nprofile…r365 I mean that rule was put in place like 2 or 3 years ago at least? It may be censorship but you're a bit late to complain about it. People just don't pay attention to any of the rules here it feels like.

2026-04-11 07:41:49 UTC

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@nprofile…7cq5 it's really not. That's the sad part.

2026-04-11 07:32:30 UTC

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@nprofile…7cq5 it's really not. That's the sad part.

2026-04-11 05:36:13 UTC

I desperately need money yes. But I refuse to sacrifice my ideals to appeal to the turbo normie populace like some certain fake people out there. Turbo normies are nothing more than trend chasers. Appealing to them long term is suicide.

2026-04-06 08:41:11 UTC

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@nprofile…7cq5 wish you the best of luck, not much else I can do really.

2026-04-05 05:07:03 UTC

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@nprofile…7cq5 I'm pretty sure my problem stems from the fact I had a bleed in my sinuses a few weeks back that lasted about 6 hours or so. Never really stopped. Any idea what's with yours?

2026-04-05 03:48:50 UTC

Well the mucus I'm coughing up now has visible blood in it. That's neat.

2026-02-28 04:21:56 UTC

How did today's youth get so brainwashed as to hate all sexuality? I don't get it. When I was in elementary school everyone was pervy. Both the boys and girls. What changed?

2026-01-20 02:14:14 UTC

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@nprofile…ff7f Hmm, I've actually had issues with low iron before. Which was weird cause I naturally overproduce hemoglobin. Actually got a colonoscopy and endoscopy to see if that was the cause of the low iron. No bleeds in there.

2026-01-19 00:47:18 UTC

Oh yeah, side note. I started drinking Gatorade again the past few days, had a container of the powder lying around, headaches are heavily diminished. I also noticed eating carrots seemed to help with the headaches too, which was weird. I'm definitely vitamin deficient somewhere, just not entirely sure where.

2026-01-11 09:31:41 UTC

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@nprofile…ff7f @nprofile…h9cf iwara.tv A website like pixiv for artists to post their video catalogs on. Western, and loli friendly. Had issues with their webhost recently and have been inaccessible since.

2025-12-18 04:04:48 UTC

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@nprofile…f7a4 at least with a mini PC LAN is easy. Not every laptop has a proper ethernet port for some reason.

2025-12-15 03:27:01 UTC

Since my computer force updated me to 25h5, I've been experiencing the weirdest bug. For some reason after letting windows run for a bit, no web browser program becomes capable of playing media properly without me restarting. Now when I say web browser, I don't just mean firefox or chrome. No, every webview and nodejs program on the computer also becomes incapable of playing media. And of course much of windows itself is webview now too so...

2025-11-06 09:59:35 UTC

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@nprofile…vvky I have doctors appointments at least once a week, so I feel you on the not liking doctors. Just this past week I was at the hospital 5 out of 7 days alone.

2025-11-05 04:47:58 UTC

Back home from the hospital. Bloodwork showed no new signs of clots, and xrays were fine. Doctor was thinking the neuropathy in my legs has just gotten drastically worse all of a sudden, probably because of some issues in my back. Gonna try to get a new mri of my back done, and get into my back doctor. Hopefully it doesn't get too bad, numbness makes it hard to walk already as is.

2025-11-01 08:53:21 UTC

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@nprofile…vvky I've been going through these since I was in grade school, well over 20 years now. I can definitely agree It's something that shouldn't exist. I feel like I'm constantly having to sacrifice on things every time I turn around because of them.

2025-11-01 08:44:05 UTC

Welp, seizures are so bad reading paper books is impossible again. Yay for sensitivity to light and colors am i right? Gonna try reading one of my vns for a bit, maybe ill be able to manage that. There was a reason I stopped with colored art a few years back, and this was it. Just trying to color a digital canvas was giving me seizures back then.

2025-10-10 06:17:30 UTC

I wish there was an alternative to Blu-ray. If I wanted to put out a movie, If I went through a presser it would be illegal for me to release it without DRM. It's ridiculous. It's a corrupt format that only serves the people is the tall white towers.

2025-06-19 20:27:53 UTC

I'm gonna be honest. You can't really call yourself "profic" if you're gonna claim this or that fictional content is bad because it disagrees with your sensibilities. Everything has to be protected, or nothing will. And it feels like pretty much every person I've seen calling themselves profic, has at at least one kind of fictional content they've had issues with. Give an inch, give a mile. These people attacking our content want to see everything banned. So protect everything.

2025-06-10 01:21:13 UTC

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@nprofile…lmwk There are some states where it's still 13 technically. People harp on California, but California is one of the few states that the default is 18. And nobody should worry about being banned from "the wider proship community" I've said it before, but the "proship community" is shit. They really just don't have morals, and have no issues attacking people who have a slightly different opinion than them.

2025-06-08 11:35:59 UTC

I got Illya.
#Azurlane
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2025-05-31 10:50:25 UTC

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@nprofile…lmwk true...

2025-05-31 09:01:58 UTC

Saw a comment on Twitter today about how children from family lines that went through famine are more genetically predisposed to gaining weight even when eating less food. Looking back on my family history, yeah, that actually makes quite a bit of sense.

2025-05-29 13:37:55 UTC

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@nprofile…lmwk @nprofile…lfcz Guro is just fun man, I don't know what to tell yah. Same for Ryona.

2025-05-26 06:18:40 UTC

You know, for every eroge I play that just fails to meet the desires of that which I seek, my wants and needs to make my own eroge just grow ever more. Dissatisfaction is s hell of a drug when you think about it.

2025-05-21 12:43:45 UTC

You know, it's weird really. Personally I'd truly love to get married and have a family, but at the same time the idea of ending up in a relationship makes my skin crawl for some reason. Irritating to be frank. Eventually I'll have to find a way to move past it, but I''m not sure how I'd go about doing that really.

2025-05-19 13:08:30 UTC

https://x.com/FSCArmy/status/1924450495717883970
http://defendonlineprivacy.com/
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2025-05-18 12:01:36 UTC

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@nprofile…lmwk got any links to the docs? I could take a look over them and see if I could figure something out. Can't guarantee anything but I could give it a shot at least.

2025-05-16 07:24:11 UTC

So does this imply Mutsuki has been "tasting" the commander?
#Azurlane
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2025-05-13 07:25:53 UTC

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@nprofile…m30f People need to write into their congressman that instead of banning obscenity, they rather have all obscenity laws banned at the federal level so people can't be harassed for the idea of obscenity anymore. Obscenity laws are only used to harass people society can't find any legal way to harass.

2025-05-13 05:37:47 UTC

Got the drop ship for 9-4 finally. Yay. #Azurlane
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2025-05-10 08:56:23 UTC

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@nprofile…t6m4 What's funny is I've also always wanted to make a fighting game. Enjoy playing those a ton when I can find the time too. Which isn't often, but still. Regardless, that's very much a not now thing.

2025-05-09 23:59:00 UTC

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@nprofile…t6m4 Lolis sell, and if you can make something other than Average RPGMaker it'll really sell. Both of which I'm aiming to do. Gonna take a bunch of trial and error before I can figure out how to implement the systems I want though.

2025-05-09 11:42:50 UTC

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@nprofile…t6m4 Maybe. I do want to make a dungeon crawler at some point. This first ones gonna be a turn based RPG though. Basic setting for the story is decided already, though I haven't started writing the script.

2025-05-09 08:36:51 UTC

Tommorow's time with Unreal will be spent making some crappy stand-in assets, and looking into UI code. Want to see what I can come up with in this thing.

2025-05-09 02:29:14 UTC

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@nprofile…lmwk I mean they go in in their 60's or older often times. 20 - 30 year olds aren't the ones becoming pope.

2025-05-01 08:52:26 UTC

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@nprofile…3u0u is that why windows is getting more and more broken? Having a chatbot write their code for them? Yeah, nah, I ain't ever buying into that shit.

2025-04-30 23:55:36 UTC

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@nprofile…ca3d Not entirely sure. She said she didn't have enough time, but when I tried directing to the most pressing matters, I was outright refused. It was a GP appointment and the moment she walked in she said "I'm not gonna deal with 90% of the stuff you're here for." Main reason I showed up was I needed referrals to doctors and tests and I was just outright refused. Said all she could take care of was my ear infection and congestion.

2025-04-30 22:38:21 UTC

Nurse Practitioner I saw today refused to give me medical care. Shut me down before she'd even walked in the room. I gotta find a new practice.

2025-04-20 05:52:45 UTC

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@nprofile…ca3d I'd seen some of that group talking about how it was a support symbol of some kind, but to know that was what they were supporting with it, man.

2025-04-08 02:19:02 UTC

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@nprofile…3hup You could try making a game. Make an eroge with a good story and gameplay that you like and it might scratch that itch.

2025-03-19 04:04:37 UTC

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@nprofile…7ytg You sound like you're talking from experience....

2025-03-18 11:57:33 UTC

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@nprofile…7ytg I mean I have a MDD doll. And it's not like I'm looking for it for sex or anything. Honestly the idea of having sex with dolls creeps me out. Well sex in general does, but dolls especially so.

2025-03-18 11:45:41 UTC

I honestly feel that if I could get a life-sized doll, all my stress and depression would just magically vanish into thin air.

2025-03-17 03:05:48 UTC

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@nprofile…5q3c Streamlabs can use stream keys like OBS. It's on android, should be on IOS too.

2025-03-04 07:28:14 UTC

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@nprofile…ggss I do feel like baraag has been shrinking as well, I see less and less names in the local timeline when I go looking. And it does bug me for sure.

2025-02-10 00:09:53 UTC

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@nprofile…eh5g Zaako....Was that another Mesugaki type song? People got all up in arms about another one of those? God these people are idiots.

2025-02-08 06:37:43 UTC

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@nprofile…t6m4 He's a good kitty. Annoying as fuck at times, but still a good kitty.

2025-02-08 01:59:14 UTC

I feel bad for my cat. He snuck outside yesterday morning as I was running out the door, and he got stuck outside all day in the cold and the wind and the rain. When I got back home in the evening and got him inside, he cuddled up all close next to me. Was like "You don't love me, you threw me outside."

2025-01-26 00:04:08 UTC

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@nprofile…affl Bird Flu is real sadly. They just had to shut down a duck farm and kill over 100K ducks because of it. Expect all eggs and chicken and similar bird products to get extremely expensive going forward.

2025-01-07 04:14:47 UTC

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@nprofile…nej6 Don't they offer payouts through Wise? I thought Pixiv was saying they were going to do that.

2024-12-27 11:15:32 UTC

https://twitter.com/ToonHive/status/1872287208885178715?t=Ks1PA76NoM5J2pdCO-6tYA&s=19
Ben 10 is 19 years old today. I watched it on release. I feel so old man.

2024-12-27 09:38:36 UTC

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@nprofile…3u0u ALS. Why does that sound familiar..... New treatments for things are always good. Hope it helps people.

2024-12-17 00:50:02 UTC

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@nprofile…3u0u Wow, that is a fast backtrack on that one. Definitely more than a little suspicious.