River J. Hopkins

Bestselling #Author of #SometimeAfterMidnight⭐ #Writer 📚 #Editor ✏️ #Musician 🎶 #Disabled ♿ #Gamer 🎮 An #ActualCyborg ⚙ She/Her/Hers ♀️✳ No DMs, please🚫

My latest series: #TheOutcrossedSeries; #IntoTheForgottenForest & #UnderTheWolfMoon

The game I run on here: #OfGhostsAndGods

My one person band: #Pseudonumb

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My Website: riverjhopkins.com
My Twitch Channel: twitch.tv/river__rabbit
My Instagram: instagram.com/river__rabbit
My TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/river__rabbit

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2026-10-30 10:34:50 UTC

I found out about Patrick Stewart, live on Twitch. I had to mute my mic while I sobbed.
If you ever come to my streams...PLEASE do NOT give me distressing news in chat. Wait until stream is over, and post it in the Discord server. It took me like a half hour to recover.

2026-10-29 18:27:41 UTC

Doing another Halloweek stream today and tomorrow!! If you show up and subscribe or gift a sub, you get the Frankenriver badge. If you watch for three hours, you get the Flapper River badge. If you're in the top ten gifters, you get the Clown River badge.
And if I get at least ten subs by the end of tomorrow's stream...I will also stream on Halloween!!!!!!!!!!!
Join me at 4PM EST for some sp0o0o0o0o0o0o0oky shennanigations!
https://www.twitch.tv/river__rabbit
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2026-10-26 19:25:04 UTC

I have had feelings for exactly three people in the past decade, and have been rejected by all of them.
I need to move somewhere where I can meet more people.
I can't keep being alone all day, every day.

2026-10-26 14:01:34 UTC

Finally figured out how to block Mattables on Twitch the other day!! 🥳

2026-10-24 23:50:15 UTC

Men feel comfortable crying around me and talking about their feelings, and I feel like that's probably a good thing.

2026-10-22 13:57:37 UTC

Somehow, my party was able to kill the captain of a slaver ship and most of the other slavers, then convince the pilots to surrender. WE STOLE A SPACESHIP, Y'ALL. AND WE'RE GONNA LIBERATE SOME SLAVES. Captain Eliza Rook is finally flying again!! Next session, we go to Mercury and shut the whole damn operation down, and I find my lost love.
#EclipsePhase

2026-10-19 14:53:18 UTC

I'm thinking, once again, of starting a new account here. I don't think there's a way I can change my username here, because I haven't found it, and I don't use cyborg_writer anywhere else now.

2026-10-18 17:18:37 UTC

I was trying to choose a comfort film to stream in my server last night, and my friend kept throwing suggestions at me and I kept trying to tell her I was choosing from a very specific list of films I find comforting, but she kept insisting she was finding me a new comfort film. When I finally just put a movie on, she understood. 😂

2026-10-17 16:27:13 UTC

Sometimes the way you show care is not the way someone wants to be cared for.

2026-10-17 13:58:06 UTC

I don't fucking get it. Why do people think I need saving?? When have I ever fucking been a damsel in distress?? I've ALWAYS handled my own shit and saved myself. If I need help, I'll ask for it.
In the words of Our Lady Ashnikko; "I'm a tough bitch, but I'm sensitive."

2026-10-17 09:49:01 UTC

Two of my closest friends really crossed a fucking line, and I'm feeling both angry and betrayed.

2026-10-16 12:12:29 UTC

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I told him I wanted some space...but all I wanna do is talk to him. He's become like my favorite person. And we're supposed to watch more Futurama tonight.

2026-10-16 12:10:53 UTC

I now have two people calling me their best friend. This never happens to me. I feel very loved.
One of them even confessed to have popped into Tom's stream the other night after he and I had that conversation. She didn't say anything bad. But I had to go back and watch the VOD. He did look a little nervous for a moment when she said she was there to put a face to a name and that she was my BFF. 😶

2026-10-15 21:37:31 UTC

I don't ever wanna feel like this again. Why did I let this happen AGAIN?? Maybe next time I'll just leave once those feelings start.

2026-10-15 15:09:59 UTC

I dunno if I can stream today. Or tomorrow. I am broken.

2026-10-15 09:01:39 UTC

Well, he doesn't feel the same way. But he does think of me as a friend. My heart hurts, but I'll be OK. I just have to stop thinking of him like that. Maybe I should cancel my streams until next week.

2026-10-14 18:50:58 UTC

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LOL Naw. I don't think I'd ever put my face on the cover of an album. 😂

2026-10-14 18:16:02 UTC

The one day a week I wear eye makeup.
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2026-10-14 15:57:21 UTC

Well, I told him.
Now I wait until he wakes up this afternoon and sees it. 😶😂

2026-10-13 09:53:24 UTC

Tom and I as napping raptors, then perching dragons! Lol. I had SO much fun tonight with him, Amy, and Nightwolf. 😊
Bonus: I was trying to tell Tom how much he was making his dragon look like mine, but he didn't notice. He goes, "Oh, we look very much alike!" when I landed. I think it's kinda cute. 😂🫶
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2026-10-12 07:53:06 UTC

I may not have told him my feelings yet, but he's in my server now. I don't know why, but I just don't feel in a rush to tell him. Like I somehow know things are gonna work out the way I hope they are or something.
Fuck you, negative voices!! I win.

2026-10-11 06:49:22 UTC

I didn't tell him.
I chickened out.
The negative voices won.
I currently hate myself.

2026-10-10 03:13:02 UTC

I think I'm gonna tell him tonight.

2026-10-09 08:18:43 UTC

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I dunno if he meant like, on his server, or just he and I...but I kinda hope it's the latter.

2026-10-09 08:17:44 UTC

Tonight he asked me if I wanted to watch one of his favorite shows with him because the other day I mentioned I hadn't seen it. 🥰

2026-10-08 16:34:50 UTC

I keep forgetting to post about it here! I'll be streaming today at 4PM EST!! Come hang out and we can SLAY THE PRINCESS together! 🫶
#twitch #twitchtv #gamergirl #river__rabbit #slaytheprincess
https://www.twitch.tv/river__rabbit

2026-10-07 05:25:17 UTC

I need to stop overbooking myself.
And I need to stop staying up so late on Tuesday nights in Tom's streams. But he's so...distracting. 😂🫣

2026-10-06 17:39:34 UTC

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Any time!! 😁

2026-10-06 16:19:56 UTC

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YAY!! I'm so glad it arrived safely and that you like it!!

2026-10-05 22:00:33 UTC

Friends to lovers over enemies to lovers, any day.

2026-10-05 13:50:04 UTC

RE: https://writing.exchange/@cyborg_writer/117367556788739723
Still looking!!! I really wanna fly out and see my dad and brothers before the end of the year, too.
#note1hu0…em0q

2026-10-05 13:48:54 UTC

At the rate my subscribers list is growing on YouTube, I'm gonna have 2k followers this time next week.

2026-10-05 02:22:39 UTC

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The race ended before my thingy anyway, and then my thingy didn't happen, so now I'm taking a nap!!! 🥳🥳🥳

2026-10-04 23:51:05 UTC

Gods help me, I'm watching a NASCAR race again with this man. But because he's not a dick, he's not making fun of me for not knowing anything about it. He's just explaining stuff as we watch. I have to leave soon for another thing I have already planned, and I almost don't want to go. I really like spending time with him. 😂

2026-10-04 01:51:35 UTC

They say everyone has a doppelganger. Mine is this Ancient Egyptian Death Mask hanging in the Louvre from an unnamed tomb.
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2026-10-04 01:38:14 UTC

Do I wait until I can get him alone on voice to tell him how I feel? Or do I message him about it? I feel like it would be better to speak about it, but at the same time...messaging would give him time to read, process, and think of how to reply.
What would you prefer, friends, if someone was confessing they had a crush on you?

2026-10-03 09:57:31 UTC

Going to sleep with a smile on my face, even though I'm only gonna get like four hours lol

2026-10-01 20:33:11 UTC

Looking to do a couple art commissions this month so I can afford a fun Halloween!! One of my recent pieces. I can do 4x4, 9x12, or full poster size (I forget the measurements, at the moment). Lemme know if you're interested!!
I do mostly animal busts, and mostly in grayscale watercolor and pen like this.
#artist #freelanceartist #artcommissions #artcommissionsopen
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2026-10-01 09:12:19 UTC

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I thought it was very cute, and if he could have seen my face, it would've been red as my hair, I'm sure.

2026-10-01 09:11:26 UTC

Tom was trying to find RABBIT pelts in-game, and I gasped. He said he was only buying them because he wasn't killing them...for me. That was what was implied. 😂💀

2026-09-30 20:51:41 UTC

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Ty!!

2026-09-30 20:12:18 UTC

TWITCH PARTY ON FRIDAY BECAUSE I GOT OVER 1K SUBS ON YOUTUBE!!!! 🤘🤘🤘🥳🥳🥳

2026-09-30 17:08:36 UTC

I think a lot of my fans are gonna be disappointed when I'm no longer single.
Sorry, ladies and gents...I have a weird feeling it's gonna happen soon. 😂

2026-09-30 12:59:39 UTC

I wonder if anyone ever sees me online and stresses out about whether or not to message me.

2026-09-30 04:23:29 UTC

Me: Be right back! Grabbing a snack!
Tom: Don't GET a snack; BE a snack.
😂💀

2026-09-30 04:21:24 UTC

"DUDE, WHERE'S MY CARP?"

2026-09-30 03:25:29 UTC

"WHAT HAVE I DONE?! AND WHY AM I INTO IT?!"
-Tom

2026-09-29 23:34:13 UTC

Why does everyone think I wanna be alone when I'm sad?? This is the time I LEAST want to be alone. 😭😭😭😭😭

2026-09-29 21:56:17 UTC

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Thank you!! I'm really enjoying just getting to know him right now. 😊

2026-09-29 21:47:17 UTC

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I sure hope so! I still have not had a chance to tell him how I feel, but I'm not in a rush.

2026-09-29 21:28:51 UTC

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I WANT someone who likes to talk a lot. Who past partners may have called "clingy " I want that. So badly. You have no idea.

2026-09-29 21:28:10 UTC

I need a partner who actually likes me and wants to talk to me and make plans with me. I need to wake up to like...ten cute texts from them because they kept thinking of things to tell me while I'm asleep. Or lose track of time because we've been talking all night.

2026-09-29 08:57:37 UTC

Oh wait...IS SHE FLIRTING WITH ME? 😳

2026-09-28 15:45:21 UTC

Streaming more Shadows Over Loathing later, and I made a new outfit for my PNGTuber just for the game!!

2026-09-26 23:54:39 UTC

By Monday morning, I will probably have 1000 followers on YouTube. This is insanity. One of my videos has over 8000 views.

2026-09-26 23:21:22 UTC

This has the LOWEST views of any of my shorts, for whatever reason. Why does no one wanna check out my girl boner? 😂💀
#river__rabbit #twitchtv #twitch #gamergirl #isaystupidshitsometimes
https://youtube.com/shorts/zvjLP_AP8tw

2026-09-24 23:55:40 UTC

WOW. I'M TOTALLY OVER THAT ASSHOLE.
My heart feels so much lighter.

2026-09-24 23:48:51 UTC

I bought a size medium jacket today that actually fit.
I have not been a size medium since like 1996.

2026-09-24 21:01:20 UTC

The only people who think sexuality is a choice are ones who are super deep in the closet and are in denial about it.

2026-09-24 16:06:47 UTC

MISCHIEF.
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2026-09-24 00:50:42 UTC

I need more people who aren't straight men in my Discord server. And I need more mods both there and on Twitch. I am having a not great time. The one mod I have is very busy and has not been able to help out lately. I'm very overwhelmed. 😭

2026-09-22 23:25:30 UTC

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If you wanna join chat and I, the chaos begins at 4PM EST!
https://www.twitch.tv/river__rabbit

2026-09-22 23:24:41 UTC

This game is fucking ridiculous, and it's giving me all sorts of nostalgia about Kingdom of Loathing and West of Loathing. I can't wait to stream more of it tomorrow!!!!!!
#shadowsoverloathing #twitch #twitchstreamer #twitchtv #river__rabbit #gamergirl
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb-r0-prayHk

2026-09-22 08:53:40 UTC

It's almost 5am.
I've been in voice chat with Tom for several hours now.
My face and stomach hurt from smiling and laughing.
Again...worth it. 🫠

2026-09-21 11:58:35 UTC

622 subscribers on YouTube?! Istg, I only had 12 last month. What is happening?!?!

2026-09-21 05:27:47 UTC

Channel trailer is live!
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2879977175

2026-09-21 01:51:08 UTC

Uploaded six new ridiculous shorts today!!
#river__rabbit on #twitchtv | #twitch #gamergirl #adatewithdeath
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLW2Uy2ns8tk8

2026-09-20 15:09:18 UTC

Oops. Lol.
https://youtube.com/shorts/loG0KwqW2Ok

2026-09-20 07:42:44 UTC

Stayed up far too late again hanging out with Tom in voice chat.
He makes my heart feel lighter than it has in months, so it was worth it. I'll just take a nap tomorrow at some point. 😂

2026-09-19 19:26:14 UTC

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For sure!! I got to share two of my favorite films! And sharing my favorite things is kinda my main love language 😂

2026-09-19 19:20:01 UTC

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Not in a bad way!! I was watching movies with some really cool people. 😁

2026-09-19 18:50:13 UTC

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Yeahhhh I stayed up very late last night lol

2026-09-19 18:37:28 UTC

I may or may not take a break from streaming today. I haven't decided yet.

2026-09-18 06:52:34 UTC

Went to sleep several hours ago. Woke up and checked my phone, not even sure why. Tons of notifications, as per usual, but then one from him, liking something I posted last night. Probably meant nothing to him, but it made me smile.
I am in TROUBLE. Lol.

2026-09-17 17:07:09 UTC

I am in trouble lol.
I am definitely crushing on another friend. No use in denying it. It's happened. Dunno how it's happened this quickly...but I AM worried my heart might just be rebounding, so I'm not gonna say anything about it to him until I figure that out.

2026-09-16 10:02:06 UTC

I had to take away access to my server from folks who have not agreed to the rules yet. I even took away access from close friends because they haven't done it yet. I can't be picking and choosing favorites. And I did give much warning before doing it.

2026-09-14 18:37:57 UTC

I'm so proud of myself. I'm doing all the things!
Streaming again today, too.

2026-09-14 01:53:12 UTC

I'm playing a game on Twitch where I have to decipher a demonic language lol. Taking a short break, but you should join me!!
#river__rabbit on #twitchtv | #twitch #horrorgames #twitchstreamer #puzzlegames #homocipher
https://www.twitch l.tv/river__rabbit

2026-09-13 08:36:35 UTC

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Definitely takes a toll on you.

2026-09-13 08:36:02 UTC

I put more merch up in the store!! Tees and a tote!
https://streamlabs.com/river__rabbit/merch

2026-09-13 08:29:55 UTC

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That is definitely something to work on! I used to not stand up for myself, either. This song helps me when I feel myself reverting back to being a people pleaser:
https://youtu.be/wSnnGTYd3AU

2026-09-13 08:21:45 UTC

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Bullies unfortunately exist as adults, too. The trick is not caring what that say or think about you, because they don't matter lol

2026-09-12 17:49:32 UTC

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Aww, I'm sorry. :(
I found out young that bullies lose interest if what they do and say doesn't appear to bother you (even if it does).

2026-09-12 16:25:59 UTC

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I just never expect anyone to feel the same way I do, because it has so rarely happened in my life. But also, I can only tell if someone I'm ABSOLUTELY NOT interested in is interested in me. It's the worst superpower 😂

2026-09-12 15:45:02 UTC

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It is sometimes. But I have trust issues because of the absolute psychos I have dealt with in the past. Literally, my last ex tried to kill his mother after we broke up.

2026-09-12 14:10:55 UTC

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Absolutely! Friends are very important to me.

2026-09-12 13:33:09 UTC

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No hoping. I am dreading those feelings lol

2026-09-12 09:11:16 UTC

Streamed two of my favorite movies with a couple new friends, and I am content. One of them is someone I think I may end up having a giant crush on, though, and my heart is still broken...and I do not think I'm ready for more heartbreak yet 😂💀

2026-09-11 17:42:05 UTC

If I ever have long sleeves on, I will roll them up unless it's a coat. It's a subconscious thing. I guess I don't like my forearms being covered? I dunno 🤣

2026-09-11 17:08:18 UTC

No idea what I'm doing on stream today, but I'm starting at normal time (3PM EST). JOIN ME!!
#ruver__rabbit on #twitchtv | #twitch #gamergirl #twitchstreamer
https://www.twitch.tv/river__rabbit

2026-09-11 03:22:27 UTC

OK, so I am doing...whatever it is I'm doing...right. If I can keep this momentum going, I feel like I could help other streamers do the same.
I just have to figure out WHAT I'm doing right, first.

2026-09-11 03:21:00 UTC

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Haven't humans learned ANYTHING from science fiction yet?! Robopocalypse, on its way. Peace out and RIP, y'all, I guess.

2026-09-11 03:19:23 UTC

RE: https://universeodon.com/@georgetakei/117249580043571897
Haven't we learned anything from science fiction?! Robopocalypse, coming right up.
#note1cnh…9cay

2026-09-11 02:01:41 UTC

Me stickers!! Stickers of me!
https://streamlabs.com/river__rabbit/merch/5721523

2026-09-06 06:58:40 UTC

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Oh, of course. I'd never be anyone else!

2026-09-06 06:51:33 UTC

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Lol thank you 🤣

2026-09-06 06:06:55 UTC

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And this is Uni:
https://www.twitch.tv/Chaotic_Neutral_Unicorn

2026-09-06 06:06:28 UTC

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But yeah, go follow Rock and Uni, please, if you have a Twitch account. They are WONDERFUL humans.
This is Rock:
https://www.twitch.tv/Rockhold33

2026-09-06 06:05:32 UTC

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Every time I post something lately, TikTok is like, "Congrats! You're outperforming 90% of all creators here!"
And I went from like 12 followers on YT last week to...*checks* 106, as of now...but it keeps going up. When I woke up today (or technically yesterday now), it was at 77.

2026-09-06 06:03:25 UTC

I hate to think that everything happens for a reason...but I DO think that everything is connected, and when bad things happen, the universe tries to balance it out.
Or maybe I'm the reason things are balancing out.
Maybe it's just because I'm...doing something right?
I'm making so many new, supportive, kind human beings, and supporting them right back.
I have several entirely new groups of friends now, and I wasn't expecting this at all.
My YT and TikToks are blowing up, too.