Arrivederci

She/Her & They/Them
18 Y/O
Co-owner of Cubsex.Social
Failing, but trying.
Bio W.I.P.

Public Key

npub1p7tdn79z2hx9pdc2y858n8u07qxh0vxs47m60kdmcgr7nhex4vpqdrpq20

NIP-05 Address

arrivederci_at_cubsex.social@momostr.pink

Profile Code

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relay.damus.io

nos.lol

Author Public Key

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Last Notes

2026-02-22 23:57:14 UTC

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Currently unknown, all we know is that he was raided today and that they took his computer and phone and we only knew about this raid due to him reaching out to someone else me and the other owner Nataliawolf know

2026-02-22 22:39:41 UTC

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Ryo (Aka Leafus) was the person behind the software we use on cubsex.social, Pawkey next and hosted some instances like boykissers.com and paws.onl and he just recently today got raided by the police department in Poland

2026-02-22 22:26:58 UTC

Okay so I’m now free to say this but Ryo got raided

2026-02-22 21:54:53 UTC

God fucking damn it man I didn’t want it to
Be this way

2026-02-19 16:14:31 UTC

I want to fuck you like an animal

2026-02-19 04:42:01 UTC

I wanna host a movie night soon on pedi and im considering picking ghostbusters

2026-02-16 21:47:20 UTC

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I don’t have money :( and I like when people give me money that part of me gets turned on and I wanna be their simp

2026-02-16 21:45:03 UTC

I need to indulge on people giving me money like I used to on twitter

2026-02-14 18:53:14 UTC

@npub18u3…5k6y it won’t let me reactivate my account on your instance

2026-02-14 17:15:48 UTC

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I thought it was deleted

2026-02-14 16:52:23 UTC

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ohhh

2026-02-14 06:15:09 UTC

spag wdym you got re3 remake on your wishlist but not re2 nor re4 remake

2026-02-14 05:19:15 UTC

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As an alt account ofc (and federation purposes lol)

2026-02-14 05:18:53 UTC

I’m wondering if to join rape.pet or ghetti assuming I am allowed

2026-02-14 01:31:58 UTC

I ask for loli porn video recommendations please

2026-02-14 00:57:47 UTC

Sex with kids

2026-02-13 04:29:13 UTC

I think I need an account on an akkoma based instance… what will I decide

2026-02-12 05:08:43 UTC

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I remember when someone tried canceling me for some bs I barely was involved in but because I knew Aco I was the problem apparently

2026-02-12 04:14:38 UTC

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I would never want to actually hurt you (unless given consent by said party) that’s how it generally goes for me

2026-02-12 04:09:21 UTC

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Not being vague with this for the sake of clarity

2026-02-12 04:08:57 UTC

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I could have gotten so angry and hell I am still angry at Aco but I’m doinG better rn

2026-02-12 04:07:51 UTC

I’m so proud of myself I didn’t fully relapse to
Relying on clips of coins or chips

2026-02-12 03:09:22 UTC

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can you confirm this

2026-02-12 03:09:03 UTC

(Found on twitter)
https://cdn.cubsystems.net/css-usercontent/b05bb5e3-27f3-4160-bbe7-38a61932ff5a.png

2026-02-11 22:26:15 UTC

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I want you

2026-02-11 17:13:09 UTC

Who’s my opposite

2026-02-10 20:43:43 UTC

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why is and better not showing

2026-02-10 20:42:59 UTC

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what

2026-02-10 20:21:00 UTC

I’m starting to wonder if I’m forever stuck looking like a boy

2026-02-09 15:07:54 UTC

https://cdn.cubsystems.net/css-usercontent/16596e85-4c99-49d5-80eb-3184299b6b79.jpeg

2026-02-09 15:06:41 UTC

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me because I’m bored

2026-02-09 06:15:05 UTC

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proof

2026-02-09 01:57:00 UTC

Thought y’all might like this
https://cdn.cubsystems.net/css-usercontent/f5366444-9f46-4aec-8ece-e50e42a2250b.png

2026-02-08 06:48:45 UTC

Bro wtf happened the USA left the world health organization and medical science is going crazy in improvements lmao

2026-02-08 01:30:13 UTC

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Fair enough, I do think Superman is generally a "better" guy than Batman with his deeds in ways

2026-02-08 01:29:21 UTC

Is it dumb to put politics in just the existence of superheroes? I don't think so, you can make great stories with that

2026-02-08 01:26:30 UTC

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Tbh Superman can be anything though at this point, I think it's interesting though to see what versions we get of him, like he's depicted as a communist in superman red sun, but in the dark knight returns he's depicted as a fascist working with Ronald Regan

2026-02-08 01:23:18 UTC

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I think more though that Superman is the fascist

2026-02-08 00:46:38 UTC

There's a popular question of if Batman is a fascist

2026-02-07 21:45:26 UTC

https://cdn.cubsystems.net/css-usercontent/8051bba7-c06d-4d0b-8109-7520634f3d98.png

2026-02-07 19:47:13 UTC

yoooo spag playing l4d2

2026-02-07 01:26:56 UTC

Who owns lolison again

2026-02-06 22:38:10 UTC

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Just a general view of these so they’re not too deep into them, idk when we’ll get around to them fully individually

2026-02-06 22:36:42 UTC

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Economy is interesting, idk if I like any of these systems

2026-02-06 22:36:04 UTC

We learned a bit of Karl Marx or something idk I didn’t care much he had a funny beard

2026-02-05 03:26:18 UTC

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fuck maptwt istg half of them are racist, and not like oh they just like race play or such, like genuine racist people and Nazi lovers

2026-02-03 16:03:54 UTC

When the reflection assignment for my economics class tells me to write about an entrepreneur but it doesn't say he has to be a real life one so I write about Bruce Wayne

2026-02-03 03:08:00 UTC

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proof?

2026-02-02 08:00:38 UTC

Y'know I just know y'all would fuck heavily with that one place from Fallout 3 little lamp light place where only kids are allowed to live there

2026-02-02 06:16:15 UTC

Ulith... I wonder how ulith tastes...

2026-02-02 05:37:38 UTC

Rape.pet, doll.salon, gimmeloli.cc
#note1ntn…jypy

2026-02-02 04:52:10 UTC

Brb gonna shower :3

2026-02-02 04:49:47 UTC

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Like wtf do you mean I like the people who fucking run.... Wait. Nevermind they might see this post

2026-02-02 04:43:25 UTC

Y'all I gotta stop having small crushes on instance owners :bocchi_broken:

2026-02-02 03:23:24 UTC

I still need loli porn man :(

2026-02-01 23:30:20 UTC

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Maybe, I'll have to see honestly or know which games don't reveal my usernames or such lol

2026-02-01 23:28:18 UTC

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Like I wish these games didn't show your account name like say for example doom the dark ages showing my Bethesda username or such, or getting a steam notification that one of my friends is playing and then someone searching them up and linking them to me, even if I can disable the notifications it's still a worry

2026-02-01 23:26:38 UTC

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My major worry is mainly steam itself and games that show your accounts

2026-02-01 23:24:50 UTC

I wanna do game live streams on Pedi somehow

2026-02-01 10:03:19 UTC

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And the only place I used to feel even a bit safe in was Pedi, and now like half the people hate me because of things I didn't mean or am trying to fix or move on from

2026-02-01 10:02:44 UTC

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Constant fear of my family being taken away, my parents being taken by ICE, my siblings being separated, me being sperated from them, I can't lose any of them, I can't man

2026-02-01 10:02:09 UTC

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Hell I don't know how it's going with some of my relationships, especially a few of them where I feel like my partners aren't into me anymore but don't say we're broken up or anything, and I'm living in constant fear in this fucking country

2026-02-01 10:01:11 UTC

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I'm ready to die at this point I think, even if I don't think I would be satisfied of how my life went

2026-02-01 10:00:23 UTC

When do things get better

2026-01-31 07:53:52 UTC

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NOOO WHY

2026-01-31 07:51:20 UTC

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2077

2026-01-31 07:51:12 UTC

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i love cp :BKhearteyes:

2026-01-31 07:48:46 UTC

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also when it comes to modern games, its more so they on purpose rush or rather do the bare minimum (and sometimes less) for a game and just give the extra content (that most of the time should not be extra) at a later point, but majoras mask isnt once made to be like that and is a full fledged game and doesnt have a benefit or need of an update, that's why the 3DS remake failed

2026-01-31 07:45:48 UTC

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Because a lot of its core ideas and design came from the fact they were in a sort of tight deadline, which made the game very unique and stand out from the rest of the zelda games, and given that shorter time they did less dungeons overall, but made each dungeon way more unique and special, giving them more overall charm and stand each from each other than what a standard 7-8 dungeons would be in most zelda games

2026-01-31 06:52:35 UTC

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Ulith is one of my favorites, I love ulith

2026-01-31 06:18:51 UTC

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaIrq1PmF_4
https://cdn.cubsystems.net/css-usercontent/c4aa04b4-2651-4251-befc-d1302a807510.png

2026-01-31 06:07:17 UTC

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I always felt this, I never fully understood the whole idea that people had that censorship or restraints was necessarily always bad (not in the context of free speech tho) since I feel like some things were made better to bypass said restraints or issues, Majora's Mask was a game very limited in time which reused a lot of things from Ocarina of Time, and in the end it became a fantastic game that I hold dearly

2026-01-31 06:01:46 UTC

Random question but do you believe that sometimes censorship or restraints/time restraints actually makes some things better?

2026-01-29 15:10:22 UTC

Why watch envagalion when I can just watch Batman the animated series

2026-01-27 21:15:11 UTC

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I wanna have normal conversation or activities at times but also what even is there to talk about anymore

2026-01-27 21:10:09 UTC

I don't feel freaky enough, I don't feel para enough :floofTired:

2026-01-27 16:06:18 UTC

I love devil may cry

2026-01-26 02:23:07 UTC

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Alright so, we both know how today went, and I would like to say you were absolutely right on a lot of things, and I'm glad you're still here to genuinely still try with me so, I will say this. So far, I have been an incredibly horrendous owner lol, not surprising though considering my outbursts and mental issues but I want to ask you of something, what advice do you have, something, anything

2026-01-26 02:18:09 UTC

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Not dming because this is something I'm sure you'd want public

2026-01-26 02:17:51 UTC

Aco can you respond to this since it won't let me @ you currently, I do wanna have a conversation right now if that's fine lol

2026-01-26 00:09:30 UTC

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Ever since I left, broken up with Zoocat even though that's never officially been said or confirmed or such but it's obvious, despite me trying to reach out when I left, and then Spags views on me changed seemingly during that time also, and now fae doesn't want to be around me anymore and I'm sorry, Natalie is doing the bullshit she's doing right now and I'm so close to breaking up with her if she doesn't stop because it's starting to affect me as well, let's see oh yeah as a result of stuff before feral bond defed this instance, and honestly I'm just so tired today is so tiresome

2026-01-26 00:06:47 UTC

I just need to vent real quick, though I don't know where to right now

2026-01-25 19:57:32 UTC

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? This instance isn't even shutting down, we barely started the hell

2026-01-25 19:54:31 UTC

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Okay, for a second here Spag can you just shut up about your Pawkey hatred? If that's fine I'm sorry but please

2026-01-25 18:08:32 UTC

Hey Aco! I know you're talking about me and my partners!

2026-01-25 17:52:10 UTC

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OH FUCK YOU, YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT AND JUST MOVED ONTO THE OTHER STUFF AND IGNORE ME, EVERY FUCKING OWNER OF AN INSTANCE CHOOSES TO JUST IGNORE PROBLEMS AND MAKE IT WORSE AND I DID THAT ALL A JOKE AND LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED? EVERY INSTANCE OWNER IS A FUCKING SCUM NO MATTER WHO

2026-01-25 17:49:05 UTC

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MIGHT AS WELL FUCKING CUT OR BURN HALF OF MY FACE MAYBE ALSO, WOULDN'T THAT BE FUN?

2026-01-25 17:48:39 UTC

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SHOULD I JUST GIVE UP? GIVE UP TRYING ON THIS FUCKING COMMUNITY?

2026-01-25 17:47:14 UTC

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FUCKING WHY, WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE SO FUCKING SERIOUS ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING, WHY CAN'T I JUST EXIST AND WANT WELL

2026-01-25 17:46:45 UTC

Why why why why why WHY

2026-01-25 17:40:31 UTC

So apparently Feral defed from us because one of my posts even though I was being silly :octavia_cry: fuck everything is just my fault I can't do shit right

2026-01-24 01:48:48 UTC

Ghetti is a silly place but Snow is there and I fw snow