It is not pointed at a person.
It is not pointed at a single moment or a single loss.
It is pointed at something much larger and much older than any of that, at decades of doing everything right inside a system that was never going to give you what it promised, at a generational hope that was used as the mechanism to keep you running, at the specific exhaustion of having carried the weight of knowing without ever having a framework that could hold what you knew.
Kim Crayton ~ Her/She
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2026-07-30 18:52:22 UTC
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