Kim Crayton ~ Her/She on Nostr: That is a different kind of grief. And it is a different kind of alone. You are not ...

That is a different kind of grief. And it is a different kind of alone.

You are not performing steadiness right now.
There is no one in the room who needs you to be steady,
and even if there were,
you are not sure you could do it.

What you are doing is sitting with something that has been waiting for you to stop moving long enough to feel it.

You stopped.
It is here.

You do not have language for it yet. You are not sure language is what it needs right now.