pasjrwoctx👽 on Nostr: Between my Vertigo acting up, and my Low Blood Sugar, im dizzy and feeling loopy, ...

Between my Vertigo acting up, and my Low Blood Sugar, im dizzy and feeling loopy, roll in my #anxiety, #ptsd and my manic cycling #bipolar, and its like Im trapped on an out of sync roller coaster, not to mention my constant pain, and inability to get any real sleep, and this ship is just getting tossed around in the rocks, and then you get to add the hellish life of disability and poverty and you find yourself trapped in a war you rather not experience, but the sad reality is there is no way off this island of hell.

It is really a sad state of affairs when a #disabled man living in #poverty without any resources or people to actually count on, reaches out repeatedly for #help, only to be ignored, being disabled and living in poverty often means your #health is poor, your diet is poor, your access to the basics in #life are often beyond reach, and longer you go with out the simple things like #food to eat, personal #hygiene products, basic house hold supplies, increasing your spiral into disparity, and it's not that you want to be constantly begging for help, it's a matter of life, but far to many dismiss the cries for help and either assume someone else will help or there are other ways, but often if someone is putting it out there that they need help, it is because they actually need help, and because of the lack of support, their entire situation deteriorates faster than any possible support that could come in, leaving a sinkhole of needs and despair, it really truly is awful just how little #compassion people have for one another, especially since no one knows just when they may find their own life upon a sinking ship and needing a serious lifeline.

Nothing like experiencing progressively worsening stiffness and pain all over the body, along with increased weakness exhaustion and spells of extreme tiredness, a constant lower body temperature than normal as mine has been running between 95-96.8 deg, and blood pressure that has been all over the place mean time my pulse rate remains fairly normal around 60-68 resting and around 98 if I have been slightly active and in more pain, my weight has been holding between 250-260, I have noticed marked difference in weakened muscle strength, of course it does not help that being disabled and living in poverty, that both my “normal” physical activity is all ready reduces from that of a non-disabled person, but I also have years of very poor dietary nutrition as a result of lacking the money to have food on a day to day basis, and not being able to afford healthy food at all, getting older really does not help matters, as we age we decline in over all health as it is, now add poverty and disability and every year I age is more like 5-10 years for a “normal healthy” person.

I am Exhausted, my body is in pain, there is so much I need to tend to, and no resources to deal with any of it, the disparity of all is beyond what most could even begin to appreciate, with overwhelming need, I am reaching out begging for Support, Your Help Would Really Be Nice, Your expedient and compassionate response to me needing help today as well as ongoing support, so I can take care of myself which is an ongoing battle for this is disabled man living in poverty, whom is without any actual support system nor do I have other means to get any, I need to be able to order most of what I need on #instacart, #amazon and #walmart so I can get my #groceries and other life supplies delivered, I currently need to get some food to cover a few weeks and that still does not even address my personal and household hygiene needs, your help right now and on a monthly basis would be greatly appreciated, on average if I was to be able to obtain what I need each month, I need around $1500 to feed and take care of myself, But I desperately fall very short of that constantly, and often go hungry and without the actual means to care for myself, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…