<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><title>🟡 Beina wrote</title><author_name>🟡 Beina (npub1ty…n6fgn)</author_name><author_url>https://nostr.now/npub1ty8ptvutuptqxzws9nua6gpukttpmpe89hts3teatgg9ymefl6uspn6fgn</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://nostr.now</provider_url><html>Crying on your birthday… it’s definitely not a good sign. It’s a difficult feeling to explain: as if life is slipping through my fingers, as if I’m wasting something precious. At 37, I officially feel like a failure. I haven’t managed to give my life any real meaning.&#xA;That’s the thought accompanying me today. Maybe I’ll regret writing this, because humanity often doesn’t offer comfort, it watches and judges.&#xA;Sometimes, it even seems to find satisfaction in the pain of others.&#xA;&#xA;</html></oembed>