<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><title>HODL wrote</title><author_name>HODL (npub1rt…djtfs)</author_name><author_url>https://nostr.now/npub1rtlqca8r6auyaw5n5h3l5422dm4sry5dzfee4696fqe8s6qgudks7djtfs</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://nostr.now</provider_url><html>When I was a normie the only reprieve I felt was being drunk. &#xA;&#xA;Everything else was crushing me. &#xA;&#xA;I felt like I couldn’t escape. &#xA;&#xA;18 years old and the weight of the world bearing down on me. &#xA;&#xA;So I’d get drunk and leave the party early, drive around by myself and smoke cigarettes letting the cold air from the window hit me in the face.&#xA;&#xA;I’d drive around the rich neighborhoods listening to music. &#xA;&#xA;I could see families in the windows. Happy. It looked warm inside. An orange glow lighting the homes.&#xA;&#xA;Dreaming about having a better life, but feeling a million mile gap between my ambitions and reality. &#xA;&#xA;Stuck. &#xA;&#xA;Alone. &#xA;&#xA;Not knowing how I could fix my situation. &#xA;&#xA;If you’re feeling that way now, trust me it gets better.</html></oembed>