{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"OzzyHB wrote","author_name":"OzzyHB (npub1sg…x4hn0)","author_url":"https://nostr.now/npub1sgd5ceneda56t8spknlvx3wq8mpk05e6ypg4rk4xf62u8mt7zz6smx4hn0","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://nostr.now","html":"Years of tinnitus (shit sleep), causing feeling of constant exhaustion, and loneliness. Several siblings struggling financially + there relationships. Parents +80years, health and memory issues. A brother with gradually getting worse mental illness. \nAll make it hard for me not to just give up.. I could abandon all and live on the cheap on SE Asia.. That feels wrong though. \nHave felt lost, all my life... Now, later in life it feels much more hopeless..\nThanks for listening Nostr.. \n\n"}