Nostr notes by Green Roc Thoughts

I like your thinking. I like the creatures I can walk up to, ...

2026-08-21T23:23:21Z

In reply to nevent1q…pffg
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I like your thinking.
I like the creatures I can walk up to, press a button, and it is now mine.

My singleplayers have no food drain, no water drain, no stamina drain for the player character, with resistance set up for them to take zero damage... But I cant do the same for my tames. With wild dino damage set to zero, some wilds can still do damage, and still cause me to be knocked off my mount. Much work to code out dinos with "special" attacks.
Sadly, singleplayer lacks friends :(

Oh and I just remembered... there are a lot more things that make ...

2026-08-21T06:19:46Z

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Oh and I just remembered... there are a lot more things that make my pefect game... I want the saves to be online, because I dont want to lose anything from cheap computer parts breaking down.
I want a game with a huge variety of items to collect, because I need a game to cure my real life hoarding desires.

"Creative" and "peaceful" game versions will usually lack the item collecting I wish for.

Very few games have the building style I like. None of those ...

2026-08-21T06:16:32Z

In reply to nevent1q…67ua
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Very few games have the building style I like.
None of those games have complex breeding and dinosaurs too.

And I have never found any realistic, building-my-style, dino breeding game without combat.

I have to pick and choose the !@#$ I have to put up with, to get the pleasures I want, because nothing enjoyable in my life has existed without trouble. I have to pick and choose my poisons, if I want to have reasons to keep going.

I hope for a day, I will find my perfect pleasure.

I wish I could find better. I havent found better yet, and I been ...

2026-08-21T05:53:28Z

In reply to nevent1q…6fmg
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I wish I could find better.
I havent found better yet, and I been looking since 2017.
Still looking.

I have loved dinosaurs since I was a toddler in the early ...

2026-08-21T05:52:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…0aw8
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I have loved dinosaurs since I was a toddler in the early 80's.
I love the idea of real-life quality playing with dinos, and I LOVE complex breeding games.

I have such a hard time, rather, infuriating time, trying to keep all my tames safe.

I dont want to lose anything.
I hate how they keep adding more stuff to make the game harder.

My delight descended when Pegomastax was added.
I hate the aspects that cause me loss.
No other game provides every content I love.
No other game I hate more.

feel free to download and color. It is traced, but ...

2026-08-20T22:14:39Z

In reply to nevent1q…fmjk
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feel free to download and color.

It is traced, but transformative.

Free because I hate money. I want to bring joy to people.
Joy is my profit.

If Wildcard wants to take it and claim it for their own profits.
Go right ahead.
Wildcard has arbitrary rules anyways, the rule for no tracing, I'll consider arbitrary too.

Transformative use, my drawing there is transformative use.
I took away the color, that took me countless hours to do.

Why I got banned:
Breaking arbitrary rules.

Ark Art. Well fuck the coloring book. I was going to draw every ...

2026-08-20T22:09:59Z

In reply to nevent1q…6642
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Ark Art.
Well fuck the coloring book.
I was going to draw every single ark creature.
They lost the gift I was going to give them.
All because I dont speak the speak they want.
Autism level 2 social interaction. Lost in the sea of word obsession.
Fuck my art, going no where.
I hate this society's obsession with words.

I wanted to dedicate the rest of my life to Ark Survival. I ...

2026-08-20T22:06:53Z

In reply to nevent1q…q4hs
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I wanted to dedicate the rest of my life to Ark Survival.

I wanted to work for Wildcard as an artist.
Make a coloring book for them, give them the coloring book for all Ark fans to enjoy some complex coloring book!

What the actual... Banning me? Are they like... 4chan or something?

I have no communities left. I gave up finding more communities, ...

2026-08-20T22:04:20Z

In reply to nevent1q…9mt6
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I have no communities left.
I gave up finding more communities, several years ago, decided from fear of the pain of being banned for reasons I dont agree with.

Ban trolls, ban those with bad intentions, that's what bans are for.

I should never be banned. Wherever I go, I'm real, honest, never intend any harm. I wanna do only right and good.

Banned for being a good person, banned for mistakes, banned for autistic behaviors.

GG society, you generally suck,
Killing my life and dreams out of me.

Have I been permanently banned from my only remaining community ...

2026-08-20T22:02:06Z

In reply to nevent1q…mwrj
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Have I been permanently banned from my only remaining community where I was active?

Where the topics surround a video game where I only chatted in the "general" chat?

Where I have dedicated most of my waking hours to Ark Survival since 2015?

Yes to all three.

Have I been banned over things that could be attributed to my autism?
Absolutely yes.

Will they ever recognize their errors?
Likely not. I hope they will, and let me back in. But my hope for my last remaining community has died.

I wish Ark Discord went into depth on what "Drama" ...

2026-08-20T21:56:37Z

I wish Ark Discord went into depth on what "Drama" "trauma" and "Triggers" means to them.

Clearly I have a different definition, for I seem to have been permanently banned (no email, no response to my appeal)

I dont blame myself for this ban. I blame them (Wildcard Moderation Team) for their lack of clarity on what they meant by drama, trauma, and/or triggers.

I dont do drama.
I ceased talking about my traumas when I was told no 'trauma'.
Everything is a trigger to someone.

The more of us who talk about this common abuse, the less likely ...

2026-06-26T11:10:16Z

In reply to nevent1q…70mp
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The more of us who talk about this common abuse, the less likely that abuse will be done to us autistics, who just need a little, or a lot different than the average person, to thrive.

I'm not thriving in this society due to misinformation about autism. Too many people abuse and neglect me, just because I dont act like the average person, and they think they are helping. The "help" usually isnt to benefit the autistic, but benifit people around them.

I need to be different. I'm made that way.

RE: https://mas.to/@KatyElphinstone/116815964404042830 Preventing ...

2026-06-26T11:06:21Z

RE: https://mas.to/@KatyElphinstone/116815964404042830

Preventing kids from stimming is VERY VERY BAD!

Making then hold their extremities still, can lead to physical and emotional damage. Prepare for your adult child to need PTSD therapy, just because other adults felt uncomfortable looking at the stimming.

Not a good trade off (adult comfort > autistic pain) from my experience of holding still, which developed nerve pain, shoulder impingement and dislocated hip... oh yes and I got PTSD too.

quoting
note1jm4…csys

In 46% of cases where therapy is used to stop an autistic child from stimming, the child has come out with symptoms that meet the criteria for PTSD.

#ABA #Autism #Masking #Neurodivergent #ActuallyAutistic

RE: https://mstdn.social/@_L1vY_/116814471609286359 We do have an ...

2026-06-26T04:20:56Z

RE: https://mstdn.social/@_L1vY_/116814471609286359

We do have an update!
I have $400 more a month for food and fun, as of today. I am still in an unhealthy living state, and I need Syreeta to help me with some things I cant do myself

Syreeta still needs financial help, for gas and car insurance, and food too.
Mother Bones, I appreciate you :)
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The things I do to save money for food... I'm not changing my ...

2026-06-21T06:30:00Z

The things I do to save money for food...

I'm not changing my clothes as often as socially acceptable.
Costs $10 a week to wash my clothes if I changed everyday.
That's a lot of money that could go towards food.

I rarely go outside, so it's not like I'm offending anyone by not changing clothes.

All the things done and spent for things that dont benifit us.

Food for my life is more important than the cost of others comfort.

Autism does define me. Not a limitation, but an explanation. I am ...

2026-02-01T20:11:05Z

Autism does define me.
Not a limitation, but an explanation.

I am different, think different, act different. I have different needs and different reactions.

Dont limit me, I know my own limits.
I am autistic.

Accept diversity.
Wired Differently.
Genetically created.

#ActuallyAutistic

Dont you mean "misperceved"? I loathe being misperceived, ...

2025-11-28T17:55:49Z

In reply to nevent1q…jsq6
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Dont you mean "misperceved"?

I loathe being misperceived, but perceived as I am, is usually great.

Emotional Processing (inspired by @npub1sv2…gm7p ) I drawed my ...

2025-11-15T04:53:18Z

Emotional Processing (inspired by Nowhere Girl (npub1sv2…gm7p) ) I drawed my lost stuffie today.

I still miss her. So much of my life was broken, because my parents rush caused her to fall out of my hands.

I wont lie. I'll tell them, "I dont want to die"

2025-10-10T17:20:31Z

In reply to nevent1q…pppz
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I wont lie.
I'll tell them,
"I dont want to die"

Inside my home is my own little country of three autistics. Doing ...

2025-09-30T06:54:49Z

Inside my home is my own little country of three autistics.

Doing what works the best for all three of us, using the limited resouces we have.

Frequently invaded by the America that exists outside, but inside, it is safest.

Not safe, but safer than out there.

yeah... I had one time some kids came over to me when I was at ...

2025-09-28T00:11:51Z

In reply to nevent1q…rruj
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yeah... I had one time some kids came over to me when I was at Burger King and asked me if they could see my Pokemon cards I had with me.

Sure, I let them, assuming the parent had let them come over....

I was trespassed from Burger King for months because the parent claimed I was harassing his kids.

I .... NEVER touched the kids.
Kids came to ME, and my training to let people be themselves, I let them look.

I thnk that BK ban, selling pokemon toys at the time, traumatized me.

I wish it did exist. I want to play with it. House Flipper doesnt ...

2025-09-23T17:19:48Z

In reply to nevent1q…u63w
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I wish it did exist. I want to play with it.

House Flipper doesnt let me control the size of the rooms, it's close but I have to spend too much time doing clean up to buy the homes that look like what I live in.

Those who have none will still have none regardless of the ...

2025-09-22T19:45:43Z

In reply to nevent1q…8ztd
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Those who have none will still have none regardless of the market's performance.

The rich and business-minded folk are likely wishful thinking, and not being very realistic.

America hasnt been a freedom place since I was born, from my perspective. I was born into rules, and servitude to paper pushers (I didnt ask to be dealing with documents) for as long as I live here. It's not free here. Hasnt been for a long long time.

I dont disagree with you. Same page I feel.

Hey kids! Can you say... hypocrisy? #USpol ...

2025-09-22T17:39:29Z

Hey kids!
Can you say... hypocrisy?
#USpol
https://www.comicsands.com/vance-free-speech-clip

And once again, MAstodon social has decided to hide the entirety ...

2025-08-20T19:31:06Z

And once again, MAstodon social has decided to hide the entirety of my home feed, refreshing what it hides every 15 seconds, so me actively viewing the home feed is like... watching every new post vanish in under a minute.

HEY I'm ACTIVELY reading that.
Poof!

Cop cams, always on, and mostly publicly viewable. It's a bad ...

2025-08-20T19:28:57Z

In reply to nevent1q…nnd2
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Cop cams, always on, and mostly publicly viewable.

It's a bad and good tech imo. Saving lives, visible proof of what actually happened, and violating privacy in the same kind of Tech :(

My mom taught me that people are poor because they were too lazy ...

2025-07-29T16:18:36Z

My mom taught me that people are poor because they were too lazy to help themselves get a job. To give them money would just let them not have to work, and they would go buy beer with it.

Now that I am poor due to being disabled, I know the truth. I am poor because I did not get the help I needed.

Independant human, a lie. We all still need help. Sometimes people need the help because they CANT do the things to get out of poverty.

Some of us cant work, because there are no jobs they can do.

P.S. I am terrible at faking anything. I wont bother to try.

2025-07-27T04:30:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…actu
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P.S. I am terrible at faking anything. I wont bother to try.

I was taught to not talk about pain. Since I was a child. Only ...

2025-07-27T04:29:52Z

In reply to nevent1q…dysj
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I was taught to not talk about pain.

Since I was a child.

Only when I got carpal tunnel in last year of high school, I realized I shouldnt just shut up and deal with it.

I may have an abnormal presentation because i was silenced for being in more pain than most everybody else.

I didnt even know I had a migrane for 21 years straight, until it was taken out by a chiro.

I have not pooped for two days. I have a pain in my right side ...

2025-07-25T20:55:35Z

I have not pooped for two days. I have a pain in my right side where I feel an unfamiliar bump.

I dont want to die from whatever this is that I have been unhealthy since 2017. Suffering torment from professional health care workers treating me like a liar.

I bleed everytime I shit.

And with how awfl I was trated by medical professionals 4 seperate occasions in the past 3 years?

I wont subject myself to that mistreatment again.

I'd rather die.

Jesus did work on a Sunday. Pretty sure that laws forbid working ...

2025-06-10T20:25:49Z

In reply to nevent1q…rqde
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Jesus did work on a Sunday. Pretty sure that laws forbid working on Sundays.

How could I have stopped you from bullying me? What did I do that ...

2025-05-31T18:13:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…vk3x
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How could I have stopped you from bullying me?
What did I do that convinced you to bully me?
What did you want from bullying me?
How do you have any friends if you bully someone like me who only wants people to be happy?
How could I have gotten you to leave me alone?
Would you have ever stopped bullying me if leaving school didnt happen?
Why do it?
Why be mean?
Why dont you care?

What I would ask if I saw any of my school bullies again... Why ...

2025-05-31T18:10:17Z

What I would ask if I saw any of my school bullies again...

Why did you bully me?

Me too, thank you. Pain sucks.

2025-05-10T20:21:09Z

In reply to nevent1q…0qwm
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Me too, thank you. Pain sucks.

My current situation... I just posted in my Facebook (private so ...

2025-05-10T20:13:39Z

My current situation...

I just posted in my Facebook (private so only family close friends see), asking the relatives for help... Relatives I usually do not get along with, to a point of being traumatized by some of their expectations, but I'm out of better options. Heat pain or trauma... I'm going with the latter, if possible. Less painful option of my temporary situation.

I hate water touching me. One floor fan, my roommate is using it. ...

2025-05-10T12:22:10Z

In reply to nevent1q…4r4e
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I hate water touching me. One floor fan, my roommate is using it. One celing fan, I been under it for over 8 hours (except for potty and food times).

Outside, I will check... no same temp as inside, and it's dawn, will get so much hotter soon, the rising sun hits my front door, the side with the Ac.

San Diego California, it gets real hot.

What do you all think... I am painfully hot in my apartment at ...

2025-05-10T12:05:28Z

What do you all think... I am painfully hot in my apartment at 3am, and I am waiting for a new Ac that I may not get into my home until monday or later...

Would filling a bathtub with cold water help cool the apartment down?

Edit: I had a typo, I meant AC (air conditioner) not PC.

And with RFK Jr saying autistics are a disease ... I'm ...

2025-04-19T15:45:35Z

In reply to nevent1q…fhd7
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And with RFK Jr saying autistics are a disease ... I'm personally terrified, for how far am I from being just another shaved head body packed in like sardines.

Truly, my life could end anyday, whenever Trump's gestapo decides to break down my door for being autistic.

I plan to keep tooting about my current situation of my SSDI ...

2025-04-08T02:17:02Z

I plan to keep tooting about my current situation of my SSDI check not showing up this month.

I do have people around me to help me out, potentially temporary housing, and access to food...

I might lose my internet, I never know.

My future is uncertain.

When policitcs fuck with lives, I cant just ignore the political articles.

https://www.thedailybeast.com/elon-musks-doge-goons-cause-major-crash-to-social-security-site/

#USpol
#MySSCheckIsMissing

I been masking since 2020. I've had no upper respiratory ...

2025-04-07T19:41:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…ak2l
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I been masking since 2020. I've had no upper respiratory illness since then (I used to have twice a year).

I dont believe getting sick is required to live life.

"Sometimes screaming abuse into the void is the only healthy ...

2025-01-20T14:37:10Z

In reply to nevent1q…7hp3
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"Sometimes screaming abuse into the void is the only healthy thing to do and certainly better than feeling that you can't do anything." I agree, and do so quite often. There is a lot to be angry about. I look forward to what you, Micah, have to say, might be exactly what I'm thinking too. I do not want to be oppressed, but I feel I am powerless to stop the things outside of me, that are driving me to an early death.

I can imagine hundreds of years into the future, my corpse ...

2024-12-17T21:45:21Z

I can imagine hundreds of years into the future, my corpse exhumed from a buried cemetary...

Look at this induvidual's teeth, this is an example of the differences in social classes, where the poor typically have little to no dental care.

They must have been in a lot of pain to live with teeth worn down to the gumline.

that sounds wonderfully amazing! I have learned and retained more ...

2024-12-04T13:59:37Z

In reply to nevent1q…vhxu
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that sounds wonderfully amazing!

I have learned and retained more information from youtube videos (I like to watch a LOT of history stuff, History Hit TV has soooo much content) which proves to me, the school environment was the problem with learning, and not myself.

O course, got those people arguing with me this week about how anything on thew internet can be false.

I'll retain what I retain until I learn contrary.

Bernie Spookily Does It (npub1ckk…8cdu) [@athena_rising](https://beige.party/@athena_rising ) K. J. Elphinstone (npub1srn…mc23)

The actual "learning" part of school was never my problem ...

2024-12-04T01:04:42Z

In reply to nevent1q…acdu
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The actual "learning" part of school was never my problem (I LIKED learning) it was the rushed schedule, school bells, kids and noises and more rushing.

I wanted take my time... learnings things but noooo BZZZZZZ next class.

My grades were so bad, because half of the value of EVERY grade ...

2024-11-30T17:32:05Z

In reply to nevent1q…rcw6
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My grades were so bad, because half of the value of EVERY grade in EVERY class in that hole of a"Special Education" dumping grounds...

was based on behavior.
I was put into isolation, everytime I had a meltdown from being bullied.
I had an average of three meltdowns per week, across that high school experience.

I could also... type out a story... of WHY I was in detention, almost every friday, which I could blame on the NT mistreatment of undiagnosed EDS.

I have the mentality and drive and experience to write a series ...

2024-11-30T17:26:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…9vxn
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I have the mentality and drive and experience to write a series of books, focused on the topic of... what if autistics were not the disordered one...

I physically cant, unless I have tech I dont have to keep buying every two years.

Carpal tunnel damage, because I chose to ignore my pain to do what I could do, to get my grades better than a D-

My choice permanently disabled my ability to write. I chose what I guessed was the lesser of two evils. I guessed wrong.

I find myself, unable to imagine, how the heck so many people let ...

2024-11-30T14:52:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…vs0v
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I find myself, unable to imagine, how the heck so many people let men like Hitler, rise to financial levels to be able to finance and write policies to enable legalized mass genocide.

Life-threatening levels of obliviousness are existing in so many peoples these days.

Back in the days of cassette tapes, I often wanted to record ...

2024-11-29T18:13:23Z

In reply to nevent1q…aan2
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Back in the days of cassette tapes, I often wanted to record everything, all the time, because I wanted to have evidence of the ongoing harassment I kept encountering most of the time any human had access to my ears.

With recording, I have information authorities ask for, when I cant remember what I said 2 minutes ago (I can remember a house I havent seen in 30 years).

Variations of human behavior continue to surprise me and expand my awareness of the !@#$ that happens.

Maybe they were 'conditioned' to like it. Like it, or dad ...

2024-10-16T03:50:44Z

In reply to nevent1q…f7t8
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Maybe they were 'conditioned' to like it.
Like it, or dad will spank you!
Or mom will take away your toys.

I'm glad I was a disobedient child.

That I dont have to brute force myself to do something I never ...

2024-10-15T23:26:45Z

In reply to nevent1q…mkje
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That I dont have to brute force myself to do something I never could do.

Everything is not my fault, and people lie.

There's autistic people I can fit in with. I dont have to reject myself anymore.

No matter how hard I try to avoid angering others, the non-autistics may be angry anyways, because they dont understand me.

Listen to my body, it knows better than anyone outside my body.

What is right and good for me, is usually not going to be the same for non-autistics.

What use is all this blathering for? I ask myself. I think... And ...

2024-10-06T07:15:28Z

In reply to nevent1q…gtzz
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What use is all this blathering for? I ask myself. I think... And answer myself...

To show others, to let them know the hell I have been through. What is the point of that? I ask myself.

Because I hope people can stop doing the stuff that hurts me.

But then, I say to myself, people say your sharing hurts them! And I defend myself: then, they need to not read my crap if it hurts them.

Other people are here, who want to read my crap. I toot for them. I do not want to toot for tone police.
2/?

Being told to CW my trauma posts... Did NOT feel good. And I felt ...

2024-10-06T07:12:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…khv7
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Being told to CW my trauma posts... Did NOT feel good.
And I felt frustrated, knowing that I am terribe at the skill of filtering.

I would have to change my entire approach to posting, if I were to initiate filtering for others who are bothered by my content.

I am conflicted... do I do what feels good to me, or do I submit to the whims of other people's comfort needs.

Conflicted.
1/?

Somehow, sharing my traumas does help me feel a little better. I ...

2024-10-06T07:10:08Z

Somehow, sharing my traumas does help me feel a little better. I dont know "why" I just know, my insides feel a little relieved, less pressured, and sometimes I get reassurance that the stuff that were done to me, was not my fault.

I'm doing my best, at what I think is best, for me, acording to me, and what I observe about how I feel.

My feelings haven't been a "choice". My feelings have always been me observing how I feel. I feel how I feel based on whatever is happening around me and in me.

"Woke" was always something, with me, that stood for ...

2024-09-28T16:22:43Z

In reply to nevent1q…8nds
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"Woke" was always something, with me, that stood for good. It meant acceptance of differences, equity for all, no bigotry, fairness, good good good.

Somehow, somewhere, some folks made "woke" something bad.

Some video I watched somewhere did an interview with some dude who didnt like woke. The dude could never explain what woke was. As far as I could collect in my memory of what dude didnt like, accommodating disabled people was something "woke"

Dude's woke definition unclear.

Indeed. Earth was here eons before humans existed... Earth will ...

2024-09-14T05:13:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…0n4d
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Indeed. Earth was here eons before humans existed... Earth will be here long after we are all gone.

From Dust to Dust.

Those snakes, did they NEED to be euthanized? There's ...

2024-09-10T02:41:57Z

In reply to nevent1q…cx5z
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Those snakes, did they NEED to be euthanized? There's conventions around the states that host many reptile enthusiasts who could have taken in the reptiles and cared for them...

I watch a lot of "Snake Discovery" on youtube. They own venomous snakes they had rescued from unsuitable homes.

Also, tupperware acts as a temporary hold for snakes, and should not be a permanent home.

Sadness. Danger noodles didnt deserve to die, unless they were too sick to survive.

Section8 (aka San Diego Housing Commision) has denied my ...

2024-08-20T23:07:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…x208
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Section8 (aka San Diego Housing Commision) has denied my application to move, and lacks a record of my disability status.

Clerical errors (creating/continuing a domino effect) leads to ongoing life-threatening episodes.

I need a free lawyer to save my life. I am too poor to afford a suit.

Several doctor visits have been unable to explain why I am having ...

2024-08-20T23:07:30Z

In reply to nevent1q…eucv
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Several doctor visits have been unable to explain why I am having these involuntary, life-threatening (bP 190 over 140 recorded by police/paramedics) episodes. Two (of 3) in 2024 labeled 5150 holds.

If I avoid stress from outside, I can prevent these life-threatening involuntary 'episodes'.

I need to move to a more suitable environment to save my life.

My very first suicide attempt made last year, at age 46, a result ...

2024-08-20T23:05:28Z

In reply to nevent1q…vauv
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My very first suicide attempt made last year, at age 46, a result of compounding mental and physcial stress. Stress including but not limited to ongoing noisy + demanding environment.

Please be aware, I do not hate dogs. I like dogs. The barks ...

2024-08-20T23:00:08Z

In reply to nevent1q…032j
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Please be aware, I do not hate dogs.
I like dogs.
The barks however, are a problem if I am not expecting the bark.

I cannot see the dogs that are walked by my bedroom window almost daily since 2019. Every bark is a shock to my body, with involuntary cringe effects (due to suddenness) that are often painful.

I been living here since 1995, no barking heard for over 25 years.

Past five+ years has been a steady decline in health due to sudden noises and demands. I NEED to move to save my life.

Filing Lawsuit against San Diego Housing Commission (SDHC) maybe ...

2024-08-20T22:51:32Z

Filing Lawsuit against San Diego Housing Commission (SDHC) maybe less stress than fighting for a livable home.
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This home I'm in now has not been safe for my mental/physical wellbeing since dogs were allowed into apartments nearby.

Sudden sounds (including but not limited to dog barks) trigger involuntary autistic meltdowns/shutdowns, which are life-threatening.

Aug 2024: Sec8 denied my request to move. Today's SDHC clerical error: "not listed [me] as a disabled individual"

I need lawyer.

Everytime it seems. Kept having to emphasize with my local Taco ...

2024-08-01T01:15:15Z

In reply to nevent1q…cpw0
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Everytime it seems.
Kept having to emphasize with my local Taco Bell, to make sure there is no lettuce in my Cheese Quesadilla...

But even with my emphasis, they end up letting lettuce get into my cheese quesadilla, and ruins the whole meal for me, to have that crunch with the taste of dirt inside my meal that should have zero lettuce.

Ugh.

Adding for my Mastodon Pin: A kind notice for anyone who wishes ...

2023-12-12T06:51:54Z

Adding for my Mastodon Pin:

A kind notice for anyone who wishes to know more about me...

I am a "Weaver". I share my stories, because I feel not sharing is selfish. I often clash with "Concluders" (not intentionally, but by a conflict of communication styles).

I have a lot to say to describe my massive thoughts which exist as non-worded emotions and memories, mashed into a slurry of of words.

Read more about two communication styles (almost) nobody knows exists:

https://neuroclastic.com/weavers-and-concluders-two-communication-styles-no-one-knows-exist/