2025-04-12T12:25:38Z https://nostr.now death_is_always_there_for_you https://nostr.now/npub1v3ksrr7phdam3a82lwjw50m3dxxe3y3cvzzyvzqv7quy6g074k0s7gnggd https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2tht92tduzwwfpdkkuee9avdtzp8fcdcdz3w0usxrfztr6awa9qqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke785tgce One thing though hes badly dehydrated.. i didnt get a chance to tell him. 2026-10-07T05:47:36Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgckv0lzlxhpgsdq0tsnz6sedwuz645ffhvdrts77ta2dhv8k96aqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7c00f6c Why bc im<br/>Not a traumatised child anymore whos dad never shows up when he promises.. <br/><br/>I think its not my issue to solve i dont have abandonment issues men have keeping their word issue. 2026-10-07T04:38:07Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsg2pzlra99pu2xrzfs6xvduh4ma07kveumdn7sh53j0alg59cnwvczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7tmaew3 One of the important ppl bodyguards asked me to meet him for lunch and we were gonna meet at his gym… <br/><br/>He never showed, i dont care that much bc im not into bodybuilders but im also tired of ppl not showing up after he wanted something from me.. <br/><br/>I drove there for almost 2 hours.. <br/><br/>Im not impressed anymore with this. 2026-10-07T04:36:55Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2mnxw6rz9g72j38p96e6hwxs0tuecznx6977krmxj4lwhkqy94vczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7972hwj What do real chefs think about behaviour when two ppl eat somewhere one person asks to speed up their dish bc the waiter said this might take 30 min and he just wanted them to tell the kitchen. <br/><br/>And then afterwards even though they cant speed it up bc of the rösti 🫣🤣<br/><br/>The person who didnt want any extras gets their plate served 10 min later even though it was veggies and a flatbread.. omgg and guess what the flatbread was undercooled and the zuccini half raw and drie.. omg did they put it into an airfryer? <br/><br/>Idk how you employ these toddlers. 2026-10-07T03:23:12Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8k3cz4z5qnp34fldydwvzfu2y0caha2vhk00e3a2snws7mjy6m5czypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7v0sadd 🤷🏻‍♀️ look idk why your so angry about ppl wanting to make money. 2026-10-07T03:17:39Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswpz3rsvtp8l3nwshurdrgcs57jctddq30ppggv6554uuz970f0mqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7nakeau <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DeG1kbtFAse/?img_index=4&amp;stkn=MThyMnNsOTBtcm01cg==">https://www.instagram.com/p/DeG1kbtFAse/?img_index=4&amp;stkn=MThyMnNsOTBtcm01cg==</a><br/><br/>I think he should stfu &amp; crawl back into his besoiled hole of poop &amp; shit. 2026-10-07T03:08:35Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8q6e5kxadjugny5nxj6syh08fsmlvsekhtznj9vgt8zfvkth2j8qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7cl8t5h Im incredibly sad today.. <br/><br/>My throat feels like ive cried for days snd ive been slightly dehydrated again also even though my period is finished.. i keep having weird small bleeds.. <br/><br/>I had the flu around this time last month and sadly the person that i helped with his animals seems unable to understand my email to him that im not interested in him.. sadly he showed up where i eat sometimes last night and acted like he didn’t get my email… <br/><br/>Its super uncomfortable!! 2026-10-03T15:34:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs888dhp7yrv9m8v7fpmvu8ldv3qp7clx2spzs7d9d2w82vzyv4v9szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke768kf0q The jealous dog chewed up another pair of my 50 cent shoes.. <br/><br/>I wonder who this spoiled person is that ruins other ppl things just bc it’s something they think should belong to someone else. 2026-10-03T15:27:37Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsv8yxwtkup39pylek0m04pxnpgnds5xurfqdw9mdu36pr722waa6szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke74rp93e Feeling slightly stupid as it happens.. <br/><br/>I think by now every human on this e is related. <br/><br/>Is it even possible for it to not be true?? 2026-10-03T15:25:45Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8hv0uyjh68k8zz05995283f393lrxzuef2w8uz90jqk474mg7jaszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke766mw0m Check the vame hero wars.. the ad for it where the women spit on the guy. I told you which psychological trick it is. <br/><br/>Congrats on being a pawn!!! Agaiiiiinnn! 2026-09-28T03:37:22Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyq9s5drj9aftlkxh34jy8qp8rchs57fvh8uncmvks3d7gkuajc8szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7d8sep4 My singing of the wrong lyrics finally came <a href="https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdjJV4azO-f/?stkn=MTM3d2Jpa2x4bnp2aA==">https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdjJV4azO-f/?stkn=MTM3d2Jpa2x4bnp2aA==</a><br/><br/>Look.. 2026-09-28T01:19:08Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsy6x0dddjp6h459p8wx5naa3vx0uerfg4lkny5rlwvz2ddjqtww6szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7lydwl0 Dont ever think my hatred for you has an end.. its fkn infinite. 2026-09-27T13:46:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvn4qymhu8arhd39cm7cllnrnwrmxfs0tprk7er2ssu9mfp3zyuaczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7pj72lx My uterus hurt more than usual during my period before the new year .. i wasnt able to walk and sit within pain for about 10 days.. <br/><br/>Whatever you believe is your personal truth.. my body tells me stories I dont live. <br/><br/>Idk why or what for. 2026-09-27T13:45:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspp3pe2h7khznn20dz56nt53lwmecvmzat87hu4ydkpsv99ffahwgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7nlvpkd I know that the body can be manipulated by the mind to feel sensations also pain etc. <br/><br/>Even if its not real the body gets tricked into believing it.. if theres no written consent.. 2026-09-27T13:43:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszu7v084kxc3tpwcaweaxvxyq0jkp4kpudcsz8ks9hwmj9pu33g3szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7r2tlc5 Well you did it again… Sunday ruined… have a shit day ahead. <br/><br/>Brought to you by urs truly ,narcissistic artists. 2026-09-26T22:06:03Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfnl937cv0sjmp7fja4n7xc9haalsaqcn6s68sjhg2al6k89wfrjgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7a09mkv I have lost all respect for you &amp; your friends. <br/><br/>Even if your young or childish.. its pathetic not even childish. 2026-09-26T21:59:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgyaeexxptmw6m0u4k7f5tzaqavwcmt6mqhvtas8dktyzr0j6vfeszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7kk5dha whos logged into my yt account other than me? im getting aus nfl in my stream. is one of you trying to live with me again?!!!!? 2026-09-26T21:46:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs24eq2mln2tpsklnmd2257vpzyjeh0t3kacxa2xj0f43ugpmtsawszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7ajekdc <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Ddwag18Cem3/?stkn=MXBreThxNmJlMnlpYw==">https://www.instagram.com/p/Ddwag18Cem3/?stkn=MXBreThxNmJlMnlpYw==</a> 2026-09-26T21:45:41Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsw4wuwp3s48f2rpkfx799ckx0kezhxv276qwd47uu3tgr2n6r20lqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7nc7ldl Thats why shes got an ass bc shes so full of shit. 🥹 2026-09-26T07:12:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0sckmx8udkn34k20ngc0v4d43l5g8m7w9l95zcxsnsf8ucnqnttgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7wx54vf A bird… <br/><br/>Dont tell me birdy.<br/><br/>What…thats so new? <br/><br/>And yet its vanessa and not me. 🥹 which brings it back to bulgaria… tons of shit! <br/><br/>Peepz<br/>Poopz<br/><br/>Awweee 2026-09-26T07:12:12Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszjlfn8j4saqwaaglvrkl3rwydj8pmpdtd3swwn2r69k2gch6d6wgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke74ly4er On another note i listened to a song today that sounds like andy sandberg/burg made it.. <br/><br/><br/>The artist calls themselves poopz.. is it supposed to be his child??? 🥹 2026-09-26T07:09:35Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstgvsvgpvvk6cecppc97w2alguz48da22ky694lw9gvc9plzej36czypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7cmjrx7 I hope she rots from the inside out. <br/><br/>What a vicious fkn hoe! 2026-09-26T06:56:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9ys62j6pvzk2d8h5p5mkh8c9x288sx7japn7lhqenq8vuk29rmhszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7wtf782 Ewwwwwwwww you psycho freak. <br/><br/>An alligator had a dead alligator like a huge ilu or crocodile laying next to it.. i think it was on a boat and he rubbed the dead alligator that was like gelatinous and slimey and cold and smeared it all over my human body left side.. <br/>i was almost able to move away from it even though i was sleeping! 2026-09-24T00:49:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsztxkk9unna5xyc4ewugaq5vgvfavpxtgn694n324aghj68l334jgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7lkz0w7 <a href="https://youtu.be/rfI2Oh5Uz3A?si=kTvS79uJvBBswCl_">https://youtu.be/rfI2Oh5Uz3A?si=kTvS79uJvBBswCl_</a><br/><br/>Loooookkkk theres even a song!!!! <br/><br/>He still owes me money bc he did aim for me. <br/><br/>And i realised that before that Ive seen him at a cafe before months before that. 2026-09-23T08:04:27Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9fum33yrddy285may3lf88n3plvez86dzanr56ylxmtthymx2fkgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7ldm0mz Meghan is angelina jolie.. <br/><br/>Which makes curry- angelina. 2026-09-23T04:11:55Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrkes0tg04xz0e6y0xgt9yrkmxvm93ryxffarjj82p0e98pxyw58gzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7s552a3 Ohh they finally found humans <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Ddj4K5jjeEV/?stkn=MTkxOG93bWJzOThmNA==">https://www.instagram.com/p/Ddj4K5jjeEV/?stkn=MTkxOG93bWJzOThmNA==</a> 2026-09-23T02:20:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyy0ppqdg0mflq3uh8482k9erf89h6cfmcy7yyvzvmtqx60vqzurgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7vmjlt4 Ive got something that will gross people out… <br/><br/>Well its not a disease but im def a zombie or ghost or something.. <br/><br/>Ive been removing a skintag and has a crust i peeled it off today and noo joke a baby spider crawled 5 cm below it it mustve come out.. i peeled the first crust just off a few days ago!! 2026-09-23T01:33:07Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxde6ka98y45u8xtrp0z7t3ajdvn5myjsjcffnfacpnl4z6z5p0fszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke76wncc2 <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdJk2ZPgf0H/?stkn=dTE3M3V2YmljazFm">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdJk2ZPgf0H/?stkn=dTE3M3V2YmljazFm</a><br/><br/>Explain to me why the human race is so scared to stop existing? 2026-09-22T15:54:38Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspms72spw95ms69du7nt7dsmxzu9jvnys5z3026l75j798e5f5jzqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke79qzv2v Look i know these russian traumatised ones they are constantly rich guy hunting that can provide for them.. <br/><br/>Im not interested in these oh look ive got 10 houses blah blah bullshit.. <br/><br/>Emotional maturity is still not at a level id let his hand even touch me. 🤮<br/><br/>Grindkotz is too infested with nazi gene narratives from the choice in women he makes.. <br/><br/>Not my thing! 2026-09-22T15:37:41Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr22asam9hufz7qjy59s6wjavcjjkw4xp0gwmqxv5glp6klwsvc3szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7zeupw3 What i realised again the other day that nothing in this world interests me anymore.. <br/><br/>Even though im sure if i went and saw things in the world id be mentally engaged for a while and my mind would expand but in the end if would just support the creative consciousness soup and i dont want to partake anymore after how ive been treated and the experiences that were forced on me.. <br/><br/>I still believe that i should get a choice in when i stop being. 2026-09-22T15:34:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz75ugsuc2gvwe4cfa9728xxydz39gu27zj9hjzp95y3nvujkt4dqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7a9zs0a Omg i havent told you about the new virgo crazy dude that tried to frame me again to be his on and if ex and some weird girl who she said he said him a few yrs ago. <br/><br/>He wanted me to help him with something and kept having me read the break up messages he wrote his 3 weeks later gf again.. idk why. I kept telling him well written, very clear.. <br/><br/>I msged him after i helped him that i wasn’t interested in being friends with him bc i dont have the time or energy for his relationship drama.. mind you hes in his 50s🫣 <br/><br/>Not lifegoals! <br/><br/>You guys really need to help yourselfs grow up.. id rather spend time with dogs. <br/><br/>Its so weird to have these repeated experiences where in truly question if the person is pulling a prank on me in the conversations that im supposed to take this seriously. <br/><br/>When did you all loose the thread of developing your actual character and emotional maturity.. im not talking about your ability to connect to your playfullness and inner child but actual backbones, guts and being secure in your own wants. 2026-09-22T15:14:36Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxk8x89mhdu2pvstvgex47cfeqpmjllnnk9w7qdevrz0vxurmkpzszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7qpwu26 Also im a macro person now. <br/><br/>Im getting more nutrition out of my food than i thought <br/><br/>I need more iron protein and vitamin k app 2026-09-22T15:03:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8qclw9jpqzh3zkvucmfvjvhnhtud2p034v4rwtmdyr635v3r0pdqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7hc3k4n You seem to have forgotten that im not a christian catholic muslim or jew or any other ghost worship group.. <br/><br/>Even though i know i think who jesus is..<br/><br/>What do you think using my first ever email address that i made when I was 10 years old will get you on my wrath scale thats led by are you fkn serious?!?!?! <br/><br/>Putting that whore into my childhood after what she did to me after I didnt want to listen to her unhappy bullshit excuse why she didnt change her life into something that she wanted it to be at the age of 32 while she had a paid off home and savings to take at least a year off work comfortably.. wtf did you need to help her destroy my life even more?!!!!!!!!!! <br/><br/>Seriously 2026-09-22T15:00:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs93ukmgxhveqtv88t9tk3jq3wfz6x5aalk8uya34ju79uuhf5r3pczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke75kf62k I spent 3 days in a row inside only going out to get food and hang out with the dogs… i think it also helped me to feel unshowered for a few days even though i showered 3 times a day. <br/><br/>Totally living in my own filth.. one day old bedsheets. 2026-09-22T14:47:50Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr6ke8x93r34fa3p4gl68a9vl7ghswhzq2ef0hqm4gcs3q50f6vmqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7jkxla8 I found a bodyscrub for around 90cent the other day.. my skin is so happy now.. thats why jokes 2026-09-22T14:44:56Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0ey4vcq5g8l00zk2my6546wkhyhyvrm7p5gjxjj0y4lha8fl7hkgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7vty20t I realised the other day.. my ass might have a chance of second life! <br/><br/>Im actually surprised <br/><br/>Flat ass a Flunder. 2026-09-22T14:42:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsv6fur0ls88zltcuzanls2drpk3qsp2zrfaw2zmc5e59p2ercrx9qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke70ac9mw Omg!!! <br/><br/>Spread the word!! <br/><br/>Spread the hummus? <br/><br/>Mtfkr!!! <br/><br/>Break the pita? 2026-09-22T14:33:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqst2v85f088ggj2tggy3hwa44h3rc037na07vzdj0tcnt02qr6pd4qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7jr6xu9 I was so lucky that my new veggie lady has the cleanest store ive ever seen bc i totally tripped and fell into her “store” i guess im laying at my potato’s feet.. <br/><br/>Not such a good real life joke bc do potatoes even have feet? 2026-09-22T14:30:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqa7kq4gajeltuuqyvh76zz4dx9205s42fstje29qpp5wjxwvaxqgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke72hngq4 It started on the sag moon have no fear nothing has changed.. 2026-09-22T14:22:04Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs229udqhqu4cujj4f7v5lp906c86vldnk2u4kus4tmd95lvhyz9rszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7wx89m3 Why are you all so scared of to earn your billions with other things but earth rape? 2026-09-22T14:20:41Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvqfp0vtgcfcnd0eze4tvnc75laa9td9v2wwtx3qzc8t2achzpp3czypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7r3xrtv Ive been wantin to try these gummies for almost 10 yrs now.. i was soooo close to them during my extreme sober year.. but didnt wanna loose my streak. 2026-09-22T14:15:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrshe05hdwjzgvaun0d0vh907y2zj9qul0l9z3fy0w03jx9yg6ruszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7t6l4ph I thought if i go to thailand ill do a spa high noon supplied by edibles. <br/><br/>But theres too many happy ending spas there and that’s not the vibe im going for.<br/><br/>I just think if im high like a kite and get massages all of the bullshit of the last years will get massages out my system easier 2026-09-22T14:14:24Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs834tt2h8wsdllg3skncyz5l2mpu8nx2s8spzdmdhsarphqlge8mqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7200hhd One of my absolute lifegoals! <br/><br/>Go to a city where weed and mushrooms are legalised spend one month only eating edibles and hire someone to remind me every other day to take a shower.. 2026-09-22T14:11:04Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0e28hnh089zslz7m8gffelrcgzfkv8h47wtcl63z23mxz7e3g5mszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7yacs7t <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdkjveTCuMj/?stkn=MTM3eGt2d3FtMmh6cQ==">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdkjveTCuMj/?stkn=MTM3eGt2d3FtMmh6cQ==</a><br/><br/>I am soooooo looking forward to never have been born.. if the make it mainstream available before i die ill have a party before i unexist!! Id i die first ill put it in my will to be unborn! 2026-09-22T13:49:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvxnd8sp7ax75u972uvrakt2z4qnznvv7ulzts7gctmvkl6c0jw9szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke786r9kk I can only hope that you have to suffer like this since you’re believing in all of this societal shit not me.. <br/><br/>Why dont you suffer for once why are you not the one who has to live this shit that you support and believe in.. 2026-09-19T04:57:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs89jkeml2zkcw7dr84nlnu26wqrxsnp3jqgldza8ue4krvdndy2zszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7h7mxf7 Hey Sarah how does it feel to have been put back 20 years in your lifesjourney through someone elses jelaousy and hatred towards you? <br/><br/>Thanks for asking this.. it has made me want to be dead for many years now.. this fucked of version of a looser that im supposed to be is not worth breathing. <br/><br/>I hope you rot in hell! 2026-09-19T04:52:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgqr4yj69mfjpat4k9n5tv72g6zalmv4ahwy2s0vx28f3q2j6ettczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7t7r803 I satiated my craving for nutella and ate a fake version of it. Not too bad.. i elevated it with real chocolate chip toast instead of regular toast.<br/><br/>The sugar hit is crazy!! 2026-09-19T04:48:04Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs96t3mvt6weye25kgrh4dpnpndhxpktle39aj0lzwmrxsx74u6rzczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7g65tlg So was anne marie the one that raped me? 2026-09-18T14:10:56Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfl09zr9hl3u5fue53w5w90vsxl0lljvkpck9ugg5c2uzpasjhjmqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke70ewlam I am getting better.. <br/><br/>So maybe ill figure it out.. and maybe it makes you unexist. 2026-09-18T14:08:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgy0jumwryrqj9cchllye2ra6tsnhnrv8e8j9jmyg0z5xvsgn6etczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7xckw54 Meaning <br/><br/><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdX5gdsgUFN/?stkn=N3dlcmc1ZnF0b2tn">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdX5gdsgUFN/?stkn=N3dlcmc1ZnF0b2tn</a><br/><br/>Anne marie = crystal <br/><br/>Crystal = anne marie <br/><br/>—- <br/><br/>However you decide to live your life with happiness is your choice but you don’t deserve a happy moment from this stolen life. 2026-09-18T13:29:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqa6hfhcjp30qvlquy3pzykaflda9hp23dh7lz07q04zrwp7dm26czypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7mkc6k2 <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdaXb6SgBJk/?stkn=MThvdzkxZ295cmYycQ==">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdaXb6SgBJk/?stkn=MThvdzkxZ295cmYycQ==</a><br/><br/>🤷🏻‍♀️ 2026-09-18T04:35:06Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvtmtaqm0mf9zdlexx2q5s040xr3sqq8ad0wlkqnr53en8lk5cucqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7wulnuj <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdZxPZkEYiV/?stkn=MWluNXowZTVpZ2I1cw==">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdZxPZkEYiV/?stkn=MWluNXowZTVpZ2I1cw==</a><br/><br/>What if thats the actual jlo and the one singing and dancing was some sort of alien a avatar? <br/><br/>Orrr if i would be correct 2 collapsed realities with outcomes that dont match were merged and thats why there are doppelgänger. 2026-09-18T01:30:11Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszsl889wzswujemrd805hcprg4f3jgv442ytunrncx3c5n2aq0k7qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7ucd0yh I cant wait until virus season is over! 2026-09-17T14:26:38Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfpah94qg5k8e56zupzvyqxjycdkk6p2n2wesszg6ffxrucq4f6mqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7lf7spp When will this psycho finally stop? <br/><br/>Recent contacts?!?!? <br/><br/>Is it a hack or what is it? <br/><br/>I haven’t spoken to these asswipe bitches in 6 years.. <br/><br/>Even if you’re tech smart and im not.. the diseaeasea that youll be will make you wish you were dead.. <br/><br/>Oh a mirror!! No problem at least ive already been through it.. you havent you brainwashed psycho!! 2026-09-17T06:08:39Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsydhzszqhfkty9z7uqzhy6dkx0r87c3p42ykztpmg5uk59ktcg0qczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke79730ry I talked to ai about the movies yesterday where the spies have the cyanide capsules in their teeth..<br/><br/>It explained to me that the actual capsules take longer to die someone.. <br/><br/>I still think theres an easier way than lethal injections.. if a capsule is swallowed and only releases through stomach acid and not saliva then the issue of botched tries might be a thing of the past. <br/><br/>If the dosage is right and lets say just to make sure the person takes 3 instead of 1 then theres absolutely no chance to ruin it.. obviously if you calculate it for each bodyweight and how many capsules a person need to ingest to stop the bodies functions then i dont see a reason for needles. 2026-09-17T05:54:58Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9v69unyepudykmzxy0ruljw5ufvt5qllyfgl2pn5a8a6fvsq7uvszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7qczgzk What do you love about such a malicious woman? 2026-09-17T05:38:18Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs06wh6l2mwyuf642erdm9d5g80z3jzqrl482nfepxr3zm4fdfkk9szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7vmsms7 <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdRn2JDge2B/?stkn=MTAydGliM3J5M2NqNA==">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdRn2JDge2B/?stkn=MTAydGliM3J5M2NqNA==</a><br/><br/>Apparently thats also something that i was supposed to have.. <br/><br/>The injection “against “ this is what stopped heart. <br/><br/>….<br/><br/>How can you love her?? 2026-09-17T05:37:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswxfz3spn0qhurnkffcmhd5yas3lswzv4smarv5ju4n4rt8m3uahqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke72a4rjn I realises sadly she still has power over my emotional stability in a negative way seeing an image of her turns me into a child.. <br/><br/>Meaning she totally abused me and that her opinion is supposedly more worth than mine.. <br/><br/>Idk what sort of authority i got abused to submit to.. probably her way of thinking since she forced her narration of my thoughts on what my sentences are supposedly like.. 2026-09-17T04:53:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsth0v29f55xvja574n7mx8h9jrts4m0zm7jkkh4hwq83tuxm0s6fgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7yewytq Fire and ice! <br/><br/>Isnt it a band? 2026-09-17T04:40:14Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswhf9skpkcsrzvdxzmpsuthvfqgd60gwtm9xen63q62cyzuxefg4qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7n39xd8 <a href="https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdWkbZ-RmJk/?stkn=MXJ4c3Z3NmpxeGl4dQ==">https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdWkbZ-RmJk/?stkn=MXJ4c3Z3NmpxeGl4dQ==</a><br/><br/>My childhood ideas. <br/><br/>One year i wanted to be buried one year i wanted to be frozen especially after my grandfather decided to be burnt. 2026-09-17T04:39:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfylehy3r05skq6k9nkl9pxfsya6z6jm4sukm5vpplz2qgmw4eunqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7f24juy <a href="https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdWkbZ-RmJk/?stkn=MXJ4c3Z3NmpxeGl4dQ==">https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdWkbZ-RmJk/?stkn=MXJ4c3Z3NmpxeGl4dQ==</a><br/><br/>This is a leo named susi with an entity attachment of a virgo disease 2026-09-17T04:37:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyhcyfzf0a6nuvnk8zcjssuuy0jnxyg3kghxdl6f08r6xkpkrvaagzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7ml7k5e On a happier note!! <br/><br/>The new iphones color is pretty perfect! And the design is finally normal again! <br/><br/>This one will be mine!! 2026-09-17T04:34:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs88ce5xuxpa82ujtq72ppedex8xlcgtdyhvlmhtye3l0hwav473qqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7h0j40j I think its insulting that when i want to write an email and i get shown email suggestions of ppl that i dont talk to anymore or specifically blocked years ago get shown to me now.. <br/><br/>Its fkn harrassment! <br/><br/>When will this bitch finally be marries with children so that she leaves my life alone. 2026-09-17T04:00:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxl0055ta4ykltl5xncfvyv6h5xgpvs0ewe2w5pzs3rq93x6z7pdczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7h04705 I cant believe she has confidence after what she did to me. <br/><br/>I sadly just saw her ugly fkn face on an app where i cant block her.. <br/><br/>I dont think its funny.<br/><br/>To support someone thats mentally ill to point where their victim gets abused by everyone around just so that the mentally ill person isnt mentally ill.. 2026-09-17T03:57:08Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyx82ncevs5yj8dqxgv03x6sqqxa6h54zsygrgqxesgklcyg5yftgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke748z77n <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdUj4WKGbb5/?stkn=MndrcXN6Z3N3NzVt">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdUj4WKGbb5/?stkn=MndrcXN6Z3N3NzVt</a><br/><br/>I think this is one of the best news topics that ive read in a while! <br/><br/>Yay! 2026-09-17T03:36:59Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxqhntd050gkh2qwszmut6m9ndhqa0u75x53dran5yt5sq0yutxfqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7xyjdmk Can you before the year ends change the life of 10 homeless ppl in your city ? <br/><br/>What type of ripple effect and which geometrical shape would it create.. <br/><br/>What does the grid look like? Is it made of crystal flowers? 2026-09-17T03:28:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxrepemnn2we4sxvx2mts44y7aucuzcd3d5wc7jsgzc5xtrtdw7mqzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke73cyppw <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdILlSpFd1-/?stkn=NXlsaHl1MjIxZnky">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdILlSpFd1-/?stkn=NXlsaHl1MjIxZnky</a><br/><br/>This disease is getting a bit too much support. <br/><br/>I think its someone whos a closeted lesbian that doesn’t like oral sex..<br/><br/>Nothing against being a lesbian but dont ruin it for others that arent. <br/><br/>After I got traumatised i tried to find a way how to take myself out of the normal functioning wheel of how things are bc i didnt want to reinject such a hostile narrative into a healed reality (on a small spectrum) but the jealousy of others just had to know and be “that person” <br/><br/>And now its mainstream bc no one has ever taken my needs or “no’s” seriously.. and some ppl adapted to the disrespectful behaviour that my relatives thought they were allowed to treat me with. <br/><br/>The word is leibeigen.. it makes me wanna throw up. 2026-09-17T03:24:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs83a35j47jlmxqze58ykth6tvjh26tf32cchtsf2xffn0f4cdcl9qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke77wkf8w <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Dc8z0QPjsha/?stkn=MXc4M2c3amh2NmRhcA==">https://www.instagram.com/p/Dc8z0QPjsha/?stkn=MXc4M2c3amh2NmRhcA==</a><br/><br/>Exactly! This news is about 25 years old. 2026-09-17T03:18:25Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsw32sr7thju45apquuk5m3w49c7qt060ga22ddv8gxwj8g6g7w7vczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke73ra2sx <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdXbvnGEdoJ/?stkn=Z2FtbHFwNWpnaDZh">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdXbvnGEdoJ/?stkn=Z2FtbHFwNWpnaDZh</a><br/><br/>Thats the only das he needs! 2026-09-17T03:16:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdu86tfuuwdje28mh6620qggz6zhlgsve3pguxjnkmzf45vvld89szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7qzhn7p <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdHgmNXILJJ/?stkn=bzE1OGFmeTNtNHJx">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdHgmNXILJJ/?stkn=bzE1OGFmeTNtNHJx</a><br/><br/>Humans are so scared to be forgotten its kind of pathetic and slightly embarrassing.. why would you wanna be remembered for these crimes against nature and your own peers. 2026-09-17T03:13:33Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsphk4vjxuzx7ex24580cg2r9gvj4k30easga06tu4rfms7305qaeszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke76wa5k6 My grandmother had kidneystones about 29 yearso ago and she died in 2017. 🥹<br/><br/><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdXeCQDjPxu/?stkn=amVnOXQwNGM3OTNm">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdXeCQDjPxu/?stkn=amVnOXQwNGM3OTNm</a><br/><br/>I still remember how much pain she was in back then but i dont cry over it bc well it was 29ish years ago she survived it and shes dead by now. 2026-09-17T03:07:06Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsra59mrvss3qg8ahz20qghtge8nzmyzhzg5ufr7aky2nyn7avmf2gzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7rvyerq To me the virus destroying things and values that are important to me is a virgo virus it is based on a type of autism based forceful thinking of neat and tidy, a need for domination of having to be right.<br/><br/>Taking topics and turning them into the opposite with the arrogance of omg you cant be for real that you dont meant the opposite? <br/><br/>Its the cackling stepford types that are somehow on a throne of that they get to make decisions i think its some sort of queen shit but in the end its probably only breeding rights of the “choosen” ones. <br/><br/>I will not accept that stupid attitude just bc they you had a child that you know more about life than women who didn’t! <br/><br/>I am so serious, please finally stop and find mental support. 2026-09-17T02:58:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9shk3dj0zcean3pvdf9uvcxy6uthl2mmt385hap94n94nxj9hp7szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7vg2uul I found a new abbreviation for a fuck boy channel <br/><br/>FBU<br/><br/>Fuck boys united <br/><br/>How about an airline? <br/><br/>The add- Pretty flyyyyy for a white guy. 2026-09-17T02:40:03Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgktv2pvkjpp9xvu5kuwgfyuc4xfz4mc7q70tgudlf27z5g7r5elszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke77m7ul8 <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdSUcd1E0H3/?stkn=d2J3ZHYzbmt3NHc=">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdSUcd1E0H3/?stkn=d2J3ZHYzbmt3NHc=</a><br/><br/>Wishful thinking manifested itself in the form of a tetra pack. <br/><br/>🥹 she will never be her. <br/><br/>Dear petra consult a therapist i think group therapy was the right advice and decision for you so you understand youre not everyone.  2026-09-17T02:34:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0s7w9r0q8vjm3yvw4yx5aexl09ldzvq3ec2cgq66u965xxcrwneczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke77cuyt7 It mustve been my cranio session where he fucked me over.. 2026-09-17T01:46:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszsmk9lxm3ym0944e0gl3q3e59xyqcr85ylurmgwsxqvrdlk8xejczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7qkcpup Did you save her from South Africa around 2009? And change the whole trajectory from there? <br/><br/>Ohhh is that her point of entry? 2026-09-17T01:46:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqxd0espstwzv2k4h7amkwsql33m59x9ce4e8h6ekwughwkzsvf3szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7mn6uwg I want them to explain it to me.. <br/><br/>Even if its a sociopaths game where they seem to play for lives.. <br/><br/>Explain to me why this person would have been allowed to take my place?? <br/><br/>Did she convince them that shes a princess? As in an actual one? 2026-09-17T01:42:56Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsggqrsul4srxwrwa2f7vkw7m68twm5x3wkw2v3ws3l5yetrqvhsvgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7c385n3 But with my haircut and hair color.. <br/><br/>Its like a weird persons idea of merging existing humans into a new version to see if they would suceed?? <br/><br/>Idk maybe their aliens who assimilate actual ppl or maybe its future ai that thinks “it can do better” 2026-09-17T01:36:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfw8xzagtcydtvlfau4ul69d2cf4lx8de4dk9fxdzghaa6kdwkd4czypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7h3gh4m She has a thing for gingers. 🤮🤮 2026-09-17T01:31:20Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstypw679l2eqkjs8el2vv33h57nlty3ar7qvp0n59ztqlv7ruqdtgzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7fac76y I saw her on the bike on an orange bearded one yesterday must be the version of her who ‘made’ it as a model. 🥹 2026-09-17T01:30:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2uvx2fuycx2c6vhp2qecatdejxnkytycx58sz6sjfudck6vhsxygzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7hnpwux <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/DdW4RkYGiT7/?stkn=ZmlpemlsNG16MjFr">https://www.instagram.com/p/DdW4RkYGiT7/?stkn=ZmlpemlsNG16MjFr</a><br/><br/>She wanted 500 euros from me in april or may 2021. 2026-09-17T01:26:53Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxtyh3rhq8v86yclt0zn4mwq2qvmusxh56fg8ddv9xe8gv3nalgwszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke72fk7k5 I dont want to be your 50$ childrens weekly allowance rule.. <br/><br/>Pls stop putting me into category of children.. idk how to help you anymore. <br/><br/>I think a therapist would be the best choice.. maybe they can help you see others instead of your latest obsession.. 2026-09-17T01:18:01Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsd8cpe9h4kfnnhkxwfxrsnaxy8c8qhfv5ekslpnmm6mek8j6pzyqszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke75ly7ex You wrote a tragedy but forgot to put yourself as the main character in your life in your body.. <br/><br/>Thats where you flourish in ruining other ppls lives.. taking their hearts and contorting them into version of themselves that would rather die than have to breathe same air as you. 2026-09-13T02:42:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvskfyranclkk4fuwhrhkcmcwhwszvsdxhd83txtpfy3qel0m443szypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7p8rz8f Its soo sad… that he took my place in life just bc hes a male.. bc i couldnt say hes a man. 2026-09-10T03:22:45Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszrapazp3e66erzzj7w565ryvxaal7622fhxwytg5aprghvmpxj0czypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke79x36ca I saw a post yesterday about this liquid robot which performs operations and is made from magnets &amp; something else.. <br/><br/>Why did my brain afterwards go into the direction oh thats how they’re gonna break into ppl homes through sliding through cracks and unlocking doors.. <br/><br/>I dont think that way.. whoever you are your brain poling is fucked… 2026-09-10T03:20:06Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs80zepq87ttazldd8kkhgglyppqdm2ta6aenh6n7e90668nze09fszypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7w7zc8m Who or what in my energyfield keeps telling ppl that are approaching me in oh that’s something im interested in that they dont have to pay for it. <br/><br/>Wtf kind of bullshit is this?!??!! 2026-09-10T01:20:17Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsp99sudtezft0twtz455tf08dl4j6vkdr34crmhx00rk3e8rcvu5qzypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke7tjn0wy Dude!!! Buy my book not apples!! 2026-09-10T00:56:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdnx3ulkkwrgfyslnzycafgtky027ckj9eppudpsuj505j744hjzczypjx6qv0cxahhw85ata6f63lw95cmxyj8psgg3sgpncrsnfpl6ke75guhfw I guess apple folded after all these years.. 2026-09-10T00:45:23Z