Nostr notes by Lain (the other one)

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2026-10-25T02:12:56Z

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Thinking about that time I was at The Forum in Rome and I ...

2026-09-21T23:58:55Z

Thinking about that time I was at The Forum in Rome and I overheard some american say "I still wish we had gone to branson instead"

(branson is a resort type city in missouri in the usa)

Fictional universe idea: Post collapse, there are little queer ...

2026-08-30T20:47:58Z

Fictional universe idea:

Post collapse, there are little queer communes dotting the landscape of the PNW, all of them going full solar punk.

The communes are close, 15 minutes walk from one to another on average. Despite that, there's a fully functional N700S shinkansen somehow. How it got there, how it operates, how the rail and power was run is never explained. It just makes sense.

This is my photo of Ochamomizu, there are gajillions like it, but ...

2026-08-28T20:33:39Z

This is my photo of Ochamomizu, there are gajillions like it, but this one is mine.

I got there basically when it started running. I was cramming ...

2026-08-28T20:31:50Z

In reply to nevent1q…fv36
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I got there basically when it started running. I was cramming that into the morning before the museum in Omiya opened. It was a bummer because I wanted to buy some Enoden merch, but the store was closed.

I didnt bother with all that nature and water, I literally went ...

2026-08-28T20:24:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…5kkt
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I didnt bother with all that nature and water, I literally went just to ride the enoden. Honestly, the highlight was the shonan monorail to get there. But I mean... inverted monorails!

she's a fucking rock, she ended up becoming the caretaker for ...

2026-08-28T01:30:19Z

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she's a fucking rock, she ended up becoming the caretaker for most of her unit, making sure they had everything they needed, comforting people who needed it, encouraging people to do things they wanted to do but were too shy to do.

Im.... ok i guess, lol

I updated my original post, but my wife is home, and doing well. ...

2026-08-27T20:10:30Z

I updated my original post, but my wife is home, and doing well. Thank you all for your support. I felt utterly helpless and alone in this, and so many of you gave advice and kind words.

I need help. The facility my partner checked into voluntarily ...

2026-08-24T00:35:37Z

I need help. The facility my partner checked into voluntarily will not let her leave. The facility is doing next to nothing for addressing her mental health, they are not feeding her according to her dietary needs, and she is miserable in the setting. She has a roommate and she can't sleep in a room with strangers, so she's also very sleep deprived.

I dont have time to fuck around, so I'm going to contact an attorney in the morning.

Here's where I need help: I dont even know what kind of attorney to look into, nor what other paths I might have available to me.

This is in Texas.

I live in texas, still an upgrade. I want to visit a historical ...

2026-07-27T13:24:20Z

In reply to nevent1q…3yky
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I live in texas, still an upgrade.

I want to visit a historical site? I can drive an hour to the alamo, the site of a battle from 1836.

You? You can go to the site where william the fucking conqueror was coronated.

Oh, and so many trains.

I want to move to england. Does anyone have space for 9 cats, 3, ...

2026-07-27T13:17:07Z

I want to move to england. Does anyone have space for 9 cats, 3, dogs, and 2 people to crash? You'll barely notice us.

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2026-07-20T15:52:53Z

I'd rather be lost in Shinjuku Station.

New pc, yay ...

2026-07-17T21:30:47Z

New pc, yay

It's video based, they took the official sim used for ...

2026-07-03T22:46:58Z

In reply to nevent1q…ghte
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It's video based, they took the official sim used for training drivers and made a consumer sim out of it.

If you saw the E233 sims at the railway museum in omiya, it's almost identical.

It works with the zuiki via a steam input mapping.

There's a demo if you want to check it out. https://store.steampowered.com/app/2111630/JR_EAST_Train_Simulator/

I train simed for a couple hours today. So relaxing. JR East ...

2026-07-03T21:48:02Z

I train simed for a couple hours today. So relaxing.

JR East Train Sim if you are curious.

E235s on the Chuo-Sobu! ...

2026-07-01T13:40:37Z

E235s on the Chuo-Sobu! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nks2r0IOOCo

My dad let me know he had cancer and only had a couple months to ...

2026-06-29T18:09:28Z

My dad let me know he had cancer and only had a couple months to live right before he turned 71. We had a gathering to celebrate, but it was an odd vibe, since every one knew it was his last.

Americas 250th has the exact same energy

cute yamanote fops

2026-06-28T19:25:33Z

In reply to nevent1q…ce7u
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cute yamanote fops

waking up would assume we had gone to sleep. Unlikely.

2026-06-25T15:55:38Z

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waking up would assume we had gone to sleep. Unlikely.

I've been slowly getting more comfortable not typing in ...

2026-06-24T17:59:02Z

In reply to nevent1q…3au3
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I've been slowly getting more comfortable not typing in "proper english".

Idk, emoji just don't do anything for me. Plus they look different depending on platforms, and if your eyes suck, they are sometimes too detailed to figure out what it is, and good luck with accessibility. On desktop maybe you can rollover and get the name of the emoji, on mobile, you're just screwed.

I still feel like emoticons were all we needed. :-)

One area where I am solidly a middle aged man is how I use emoji. ...

2026-06-24T15:48:08Z

One area where I am solidly a middle aged man is how I use emoji. There's only one. It's the thumbs up.

But really, this whole gender journey was out of the blue. There ...

2026-06-12T22:14:25Z

But really, this whole gender journey was out of the blue. There were no signs.

Ron Howard: There were.

Im just saying, if I wrote the post you did... you would have ...

2026-06-12T22:13:05Z

In reply to nevent1q…4ufv
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Im just saying, if I wrote the post you did... you would have totally been in mind.

Thanks for the compliment, honestly, being able to do this was only possible due to fedi, including you. :trans_heart:

You saying this is a little ironic. I mean, when you followed me, ...

2026-06-12T21:36:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…axx9
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You saying this is a little ironic.

I mean, when you followed me, I was surprised someone so cool would bother.

perhaps you should fix me

2026-06-11T17:23:26Z

In reply to nevent1q…k4fe
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perhaps you should fix me

fuck, mdjsj jrndjdjehshd

2026-06-11T15:49:28Z

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fuck, mdjsj jrndjdjehshd

those eyes

2026-06-04T20:28:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…4w4g
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those eyes

Aside from soft skin, ive felt no physical effects of hrt yet ...

2026-06-04T16:17:18Z

Aside from soft skin, ive felt no physical effects of hrt yet

Emotionally? Im suspiciously happy.

this post made me insta-hard,,,,

2026-06-03T23:44:30Z

In reply to nevent1q…pcce
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this post made me insta-hard,,,,

Youve seen trans on trains. Im on a siemens train and just came ...

2026-06-03T22:06:39Z

Youve seen trans on trains.

Im on a siemens train and just came up with a great new photo theme

Work trip to a city with trams and a train. Yes please ...

2026-06-03T00:59:40Z

Work trip to a city with trams and a train. Yes please

what sims do you play?

2026-05-31T23:14:55Z

In reply to nevent1q…3klj
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what sims do you play?

JR East Train Sim for sure. I assume BVE will be able to use it. ...

2026-05-31T23:10:56Z

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JR East Train Sim for sure. I assume BVE will be able to use it. There is a new sim on stream called "Running Train", i think it might have it as well.

Here's a side by side. It adds a key, reverse/forward lever ...

2026-05-31T23:04:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…2n9m
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Here's a side by side. It adds a key, reverse/forward lever dedicated buttons for EB and ATS, and a couple others I don't recall.

Plus it just looks a lot more like a real mascon

they did! It was only available on crowdfunding and i dont think ...

2026-05-31T22:13:54Z

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they did! It was only available on crowdfunding and i dont think outside of japan. I picked it up from buyee.jp

My mascon pro has shipped. I love the original zuiki, so having ...

2026-05-31T15:19:02Z

My mascon pro has shipped. I love the original zuiki, so having that power/brake lever with a real e23X layout is going to be so exciting

Its amazing how much of my gaming is spent just pretending im a ...

2026-05-29T13:27:43Z

Its amazing how much of my gaming is spent just pretending im a public transit employee.

ffs... You are kind of perfect

2026-05-28T13:06:19Z

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ffs... You are kind of perfect

kind of amazing. It was at a very queer friendly space, so it was ...

2026-05-28T12:25:36Z

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kind of amazing. It was at a very queer friendly space, so it was just nice to look cute and talk to other girls.

So... I went out looking like this ...

2026-05-28T02:07:10Z

So... I went out looking like this

Hello ladies ...

2026-05-27T22:48:24Z

Hello ladies

Watching some thing on the today show about some restaurant with ...

2026-05-26T13:22:07Z

Watching some thing on the today show about some restaurant with a program to hire autistic people.

They talk about us like we're trained raccoons. "Oh, they can do this and that just as well". Yeah, no shit.

And of course the whole thing had autism speaks involved.

hava lovely day cutie!

2026-05-22T17:44:11Z

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hava lovely day cutie!

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2026-05-22T16:43:43Z

Is anyone else experiencing hava right now?

Someone told me im the equivalent of a 13 year old girl, being ...

2026-05-21T14:53:52Z

Someone told me im the equivalent of a 13 year old girl, being this early in hrt (from an endocrine perspective)

Thats terrifying. Ive seen anime, 14 year old girls have to constantly save the world. The next couple years are going to be exhausting

that was my first thought. My second was "oh, fedi will love ...

2026-05-18T20:30:51Z

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that was my first thought. My second was "oh, fedi will love this"

This fitted sheet came to party ...

2026-05-18T19:47:53Z

This fitted sheet came to party

Squishing my boobs once per day to see if they hurt yet from hrt ...

2026-05-15T20:20:31Z

Squishing my boobs once per day to see if they hurt yet from hrt

They do not.

3 weeks on estradiol. Skin is softer, i cant stop touching my ...

2026-05-13T02:54:25Z

3 weeks on estradiol. Skin is softer, i cant stop touching my face... it feels like girl skin.

Not sure if it's placebo or not, but i do feel... something different in my emotional state. Better mood for sure.

not possible

2026-05-07T21:01:52Z

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not possible

Felt kinda cute today ...

2026-05-07T16:00:48Z

Felt kinda cute today

omg,,,,,

2026-05-05T15:27:03Z

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omg,,,,,

in what way?

2026-05-04T20:38:01Z

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in what way?

So one thing i feel has changed in 2 weeks of hrt... My orgasms ...

2026-05-04T16:51:33Z

So one thing i feel has changed in 2 weeks of hrt... My orgasms are much more intense now

I realized some... Less antiquated hiphop heads might not be ...

2026-04-23T15:12:25Z

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I realized some... Less antiquated hiphop heads might not be familiar. Lol

Im sure it happened, but i wonder what it was like when they ...

2026-04-23T15:11:47Z

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Im sure it happened, but i wonder what it was like when they played Dre's (california) videos on Yo MTV Raps

For context, there was an NY rapper named Dr Dre also, and he cohosted a rap show on mtv back in the day.

Its weird that we had two Dr Dre's involved in hiphop around ...

2026-04-23T15:09:35Z

Its weird that we had two Dr Dre's involved in hiphop around the same time, and we were just ok with that.

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2026-04-21T18:52:04Z

My body is a machine that turns girls into complimented girls

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2026-04-21T13:30:47Z

Girls over 40,,,,,,,,

i... Enjoyed reading this

2026-04-10T15:12:03Z

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i... Enjoyed reading this

yeah, it's a LOT your fault.

2026-04-02T13:29:53Z

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yeah, it's a LOT your fault.

I'll be furiously hitting refresh on your OF for a week I ...

2026-04-02T13:17:33Z

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I'll be furiously hitting refresh on your OF for a week I guess.

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2026-04-02T13:16:12Z

Fine, you win, I really like latex now

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2026-03-31T13:07:45Z

Ah yes, another tdov in the closet.

I saw two cat girls holding hands at the ren faire. My brain ...

2026-03-30T00:26:18Z

I saw two cat girls holding hands at the ren faire. My brain short circuited

This might be the first time I've seen a show this big ...

2026-03-10T13:41:37Z

This might be the first time I've seen a show this big actually talk about furries in a factual and respectful manner.

I mean. At least as far as I can tell, I'm not quite a furry (yet?)

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2026-03-06T13:54:29Z

Puppy girls have collars... What accessory says deer girl?

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2026-02-27T23:47:09Z

omg, have you seen how cute you are?!

People who "act their age" seem miserable to me.

2026-02-11T17:42:31Z

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People who "act their age" seem miserable to me.

Cyborg problems. I was laying in bed reading something on my ...

2026-02-07T01:39:02Z

Cyborg problems. I was laying in bed reading something on my phone.

Suddenly YouTube opens to never gonna give you up.

My phone got close to the NFC chip in my hand. The chip has one url... A link to that video.

I fucking rickrolled myself with my implant

so are so beautiful... those eyes

2026-01-20T21:35:47Z

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so are so beautiful... those eyes

distracting, 100%

2026-01-07T16:27:49Z

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distracting, 100%

I quested for such a thing and didn't find it. I find my ...

2026-01-06T04:56:50Z

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I quested for such a thing and didn't find it. I find my pocket knife works well enough

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2025-12-25T04:34:16Z

Shika

you! ... cutie

2025-12-18T14:42:22Z

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you! ... cutie

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2025-12-18T05:39:20Z

Hey cutie

fuck

2025-12-01T16:38:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…4z4m
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fuck

Just got laid off. The last 8 years were spent mostly in ...

2025-10-20T16:52:02Z

Just got laid off.

The last 8 years were spent mostly in Python/Django, but I also have years of Java and PHP, and can pick up any language/framework quickly.

25 years professional experience in total. Any leads would be appreciated. #getfedihired #fedihired

I'm located in the USA, prefer remote work, but local to Austin TX is good too.

My application for deer club ...

2024-12-27T23:41:20Z

My application for deer club