Nostr notes by Maija Spergia Maijiņa

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2026-10-27T08:21:32Z

not to defend streamers, but, sex with atrioc

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2026-10-27T06:45:20Z

fuck yeah serbia!

amerikkkans seethe and squeal about their terrible healthcare ...

2026-10-22T21:05:59Z

amerikkkans seethe and squeal about their terrible healthcare system with terrible treatment because they think giving their people better healthcare or not bankrupting them for a minor illness let alone something serious would raise taxes or some shit, but the current system is so corrupt america spends WAY more per capita than ANY wealthy country with good guarenteed social healthcare systems, there is zero reason to be this shit, but corruption

i hate that fucking insufferable obnoxious indian canuck larping ...

2026-10-22T18:25:05Z

i hate that fucking insufferable obnoxious indian canuck larping as an amerimutt and software engineer on youtube so goddam much. "thats a drawing of a child! thpeopleese leople should be lynched!" while hanging with lolicons and going muh muh uts different, fucking hypocritical performative faggot, stop putting the canadian ramaswamy in my feed youtube, this fake faggot has no soul, he is possessed by jaldabaoth. fake anti, puritan for zoomer youtube points, changes your personality every cycle deceptive fucking scum

wait no, it came to my mind again after horny, yeah no i ...

2026-10-21T22:34:03Z

wait no, it came to my mind again after horny, yeah no i can't look at or do anything lews until i forget about that ad, ew, eww, ewewewewew, wtf???? ;;

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2026-10-21T22:31:17Z

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2026-10-21T22:30:14Z

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2026-10-21T22:29:06Z

🥺

never appeal the the estranged parents. never. jesus fucking ...

2026-10-21T22:27:51Z

never appeal the the estranged parents. never. jesus fucking christ...

ramaswamy is a disgusting fucking excuse for a human being how ...

2026-10-21T22:27:33Z

ramaswamy is a disgusting fucking excuse for a human being how would that do anything but lose most all of your voters. what the fuck is wrong with you?

what the fuck was that ad ramaswamy? that was more disturbing ...

2026-10-21T22:26:51Z

what the fuck was that ad ramaswamy? that was more disturbing than almost anything i've seen online. AND YOU AIRED THAT? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU???? WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK????????????????

lifes a real bitch being an omega in this omegaverse alpha's ...

2026-10-17T12:08:16Z

lifes a real bitch being an omega in this omegaverse alpha's world u_u

imageboards have gone to such shit that on several i've begun ...

2026-10-14T13:44:52Z

imageboards have gone to such shit that on several i've begun seeing newfags unironically saying that imageboards are and always been white supremacist free speech sites and pretending to be oldfags. they will fight you on this. acting like the entire point of imageboards is for white supremacist discussion and radicalization. god help us.

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2026-10-14T13:43:10Z

newfags can't into doing it for teh lulz

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2026-10-14T13:42:54Z

is IT career overran by AI filth yet? I heard it might be. know ...

2026-10-14T13:20:18Z

is IT career overran by AI filth yet? I heard it might be. know nothing about AI garbage and can't keep up, and if so that is very disheartening. I don't know if I'd be able to get a job in the only specialty I know anything about and am good at if there's an AI requirement. then what the fuck do I do with my life?

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2026-10-14T13:18:13Z

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2026-10-14T13:17:36Z

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2026-10-14T13:17:06Z

NOBODY ON TECH BOARDS KNOWS FUCKING ANYTHING ABOUT TECHNOLOGY BUT ...

2026-10-14T13:15:06Z

NOBODY ON TECH BOARDS KNOWS FUCKING ANYTHING ABOUT TECHNOLOGY BUT THEY'LL SURE INSIST THEY'RE RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING

can't wait till the housing market crashes. i'd bet a lot ...

2026-10-14T05:26:04Z

can't wait till the housing market crashes. i'd bet a lot of money on it being within the next 10 years, maybe even within 5. within the united states I mean. theres already signs of it slowly but surely starting. everything about the system is designed the keep the prices artifically high forever, so much sketchy and even illegal shit happening. but it's starting to fail.

glad to see such a humble man run a world superpower he then ...

2026-10-10T06:57:45Z

glad to see such a humble man run a world superpower
he then proceeded to put harsher sanctions on the international criminal court because she worked there, apparently

not sure if the incident was traumatizing still, but i'm ...

2026-10-08T19:54:41Z

not sure if the incident was traumatizing still, but i'm leaning towards it. bizarre. it feels so mild, logically speaking. huh

i keep seeing men talking about "i saw blah blah blah today ...

2026-10-08T19:48:06Z

i keep seeing men talking about "i saw blah blah blah today and i fantasized about doing this and that sexual act to her" and jesus fucking christ that's a scary level of sexually objectifying women. like, random women on the street or coworkers or stuff not like someone their into just any women

if u genuinelly can't see nudity as anything but sexual ...

2026-10-08T19:47:15Z

if u genuinelly can't see nudity as anything but sexual regardless of context (aka ur a zoomer puritan aka porn addict projecting) you need to be put in a fucking psychiatric ward i'm extremely worried what you might do to somebody when youre alone in a room with them if you are thinking about people sexually even in a nonsexual context

do men genuinely see boobs as that sexual? like on par with ...

2026-10-08T19:44:33Z

do men genuinely see boobs as that sexual? like on par with genitalia? i've never seen them as anything sexual and it makes zero sense to me. they could be aesthetically pleasing, matching someones body well, and making for a generally more attractive/hot person, but the breasts themselves? theres nothing sexual about them! that's where babys drink out of ffs!

if men can go topless when it's dangerously hot like 25-30 ...

2026-10-08T19:41:39Z

if men can go topless when it's dangerously hot like 25-30 degrees out and indoors isn't much better, then i should be able too. theres nothing inherently sexual about nipples just because mine have boobs under them means nothing you freaks

it's not fucking fair that my ugly ass disgusting fat ass ...

2026-10-08T19:39:59Z

it's not fucking fair that my ugly ass disgusting fat ass stanky unkempt roommates can walk around the house in their underwear showing way too much that nobody wants to see and yet i have to wear a bra or a shirt all the time, fuck that, that's fucking bullshit

zoomers are only such puritans because they themselves sexualize ...

2026-10-08T19:37:46Z

zoomers are only such puritans because they themselves sexualize absolutely everybody and everything. they are the most porn addicted generation ever, and instead of taking accountability for that and controlling themselves, they shame everyone else and tell them to cover up, even in situations anybody without such problems would never see as sexual. i've seen zoomers lose their shit over breastfeeding in public for fucks sake, or statues and art with full or even partial nudity. not being able to handle even the slightest bit of skin showing, they even shame people in tanktops and shit for not "covering up their armpits" that says a lot more about them about than it does the people their shame. get some fucking self control, the body is not inherently sexual, you just have a disgusting perverted mind warped by severe porn addiction. fix yourself instead of trying to "fix" everyone else who is actually normal about things.
the most puritan zoomers are always the ones posting about how fucking painfully hard nofap is on day like one or some shit, oh my fucking god you gooner it's not that fuckign difficult just don't do it, have some self control. no wonder you see all these innocent things as sexual you pervert

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2026-10-08T19:32:50Z

free the nipple

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2026-10-08T16:04:42Z

people are evil

"maturing" is just turning evil just like everybody else ...

2026-10-08T16:04:36Z

"maturing" is just turning evil just like everybody else in the world and destroying an innocence you have left even if you protect it somebody will find their way in and ruin it

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2026-10-08T16:04:01Z

adults r evil

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2026-10-08T16:03:58Z

never trust anybody

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2026-10-08T16:03:20Z

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is this trannyslop? ...

2026-10-07T12:12:53Z

is this trannyslop?

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2026-10-04T07:33:47Z

oh cool! signal doesn't need a phone number anymore! :D

can't stop thinking about her i can't think of anything ...

2026-10-03T08:28:14Z

can't stop thinking about her i can't think of anything else make it stop if only briefly

need psychiatrist to get my diagnosises on local medicaid system ...

2026-10-03T05:55:56Z

need psychiatrist to get my diagnosises on local medicaid system so i can get on disability. it would be foolish not to. it's free money, and because i'm autistic theres no saving limit their even give u a special investment savings account with like no limits, no taxes, it's deductable, and other people can put money in it. it's like technically limited at 20k but i think there was something to get rid of it i forget what it was

it's so funny watching these new poor zoomers from privileged ...

2026-10-03T05:28:15Z

it's so funny watching these new poor zoomers from privileged middle class families who got to go to college and everything lose their shit over being sooooo "impoverished" and acting like it's a brand new phenomenon for shit to be this hard, while still keeping all of their middle class privileged childhood entitlement and losing their shit that they can't buy a home like their parents did or some shit. why do you care about buying a home? nobody in my family tree has, except that one time but oops 2008 and now i'm sleeping in an unfinished house in a room missing half the floor just exposed dirt. and only because of a lucky connection that let them pay like next to no rent till they got their shit together, otherwise we'd be homeless. whats wrong with renting? and if rent is to expensive for you then pack your bags and move to the hood. no i'm not kidding gtfo los angeles you can't afford it, oh boohoo there's shootings sometimes, deal with it, it's not you being shot you'll be fine. and they act like it's impossible to save when eating out or doordashing every day, like bro i get it's hard but you can save a decent cushion, you make what my parents raised a family with. stop wasting your fucking money that kinda shit is supposed to be an occasional treat, it's not good for you to eat that shit regularly.

Earlier today I was scrolling my phone gallery and came across an ...

2026-10-02T13:13:55Z

Earlier today I was scrolling my phone gallery and came across an image that me stop and go, oh fuck is that CP? How the fuck did that get there? After a few seconds, I realized it was in fact not CP, it was an recent image of me getting fucked and looking very small in comparison. It just took me a few seconds to recognize myself. I thought it was a child, but it was me. That explains how it got there. :loli_giggle:

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2026-10-02T11:21:35Z

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2026-10-02T11:08:55Z

since i got banned on tiktok, heres what i saved from there today ...

2026-10-01T23:05:28Z

since i got banned on tiktok, heres what i saved from there today ^^;

god fucking FORBID i answer somebodies question about self harm. ...

2026-10-01T22:56:22Z

god fucking FORBID i answer somebodies question about self harm. how was it even that quick? like five fucking minutes later im banned. can i not use the word styro? or like? cuz i never had any problem having a feed of gore, blood drawing, kigu, and anime/pony animation?

mainstream social media is so fucking gay

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2026-10-01T22:54:42Z

i got banned on tiktok 😞

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2026-10-01T07:24:24Z

Okay now i'll actually go, bye bye fedi! I love you!

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2026-10-01T07:24:07Z

3000!

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2026-10-01T07:24:02Z

BPD means new PFP, new me. But unironically.

bye bye fedi i'll talk to you later. i have to urge to go do ...

2026-10-01T07:16:08Z

bye bye fedi i'll talk to you later. i have to urge to go do things now. LPT hobbies hobbies hobbies just do something right now go do something, anything, starting is the hard part, once you do you can keep going and you'll want to and love to, and your mental health will improve dramaticaly, just go do it, something, anything!!! everyone keeps ignoring my device to avoid social media if you see upsetting things regularly, and to do hobbies to feel better, i guess it sounds boomer or something, but when i push them enough to at least try it, they start doing so much better and have less depressing spirals. it makes me so happy to see my friends happy and to be able to help them. it's the best feeling in the entire world

now instead of taking drugs when i'm not doing well i just ...

2026-10-01T07:13:27Z

now instead of taking drugs when i'm not doing well i just cry into my pillow a little bit or hug my boyfriend. he loves me and i love him. hey you loser stinky neet incels did i mention i have a boyfriend who loves me and friends who care about me? you should just get them it's soooo easy /s
okay that's mean but srsly it's worth the effort i kept trying for years slowly building this up and losing people. but now that i have it i wouldn't trade it for the world. it's okay to meet people online if u struggle at meeting people irl. if you talk to enough new people online, you'll run into some people near you. even in a tiny weird country you wouldn't expect like in latvijā

now that i'm past my little depressive streak i need to start ...

2026-10-01T07:10:57Z

now that i'm past my little depressive streak i need to start trying to catch up on messages for all those people i've been ignoring 😔
i even almost had another local friend and then stopped responding before we planned to meet up, i feel really bad about it

do i play more tgm2 or tgm4? i'm more used to tgm2, but i ...

2026-10-01T07:09:17Z

do i play more tgm2 or tgm4? i'm more used to tgm2, but i want to play a lot of tgm4 since it came out! but like, idk if they fixed it yet, it would freeze randomly after playing for like 5-10 minutes so i kinda ended up not playing it that much really

i used to be so goated at tgm but i'm out of practice my runs ...

2026-10-01T07:08:18Z

i used to be so goated at tgm but i'm out of practice my runs were really embarassingly bad

oh yeah, i went to round one finally without freaking out! turns ...

2026-10-01T07:07:36Z

oh yeah, i went to round one finally without freaking out! turns out as painfully evilly inconsiderately loud as the run the machines at, i can tolerate it now with industrial strength ear plugs. but there's only a few good machines now and mostly just claw machines and this one faggot was sitting at the tgm machine most all the time i was there. got to play eventually though. i carry ear plugs on my nowadays cuz i never know when my noise sensitivity will act up, some days it's sensitive enough i can barely be in public without them