2026-10-20T19:57:34Z https://nostr.now …of the DAMNED https://nostr.now/npub1n6mfh8ph55xlngcnk9wpt7a4ppst852p6r6z9ka2x5wva8wd9acshpveuf https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/accounts/avatars/113/272/871/143/444/155/original/077475ed8b07ab0c.jpeg https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/accounts/avatars/113/272/871/143/444/155/original/077475ed8b07ab0c.jpeg https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8v9xl9ut3sx9v8cx8re0uezyettd2wdz7649htz9ya9n52ypk9lczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzujljry In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrrgfpm24eh9ar6jqwm07hcfaga73vtsn0u93yp7eh9ds80vruvesyt56em'>nevent1q…56em</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>💯 2025-10-04T10:36:17Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgmvuc4jk7p6ejw3hzv6zau7c2y734s9c68pdm4r8rc7vrjx4d07gzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzpacvjq Perfect book dedication is perfect. <br/><br/>*A Pirate’s Life for Tea* by Rebecca Thorne<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/115/290/292/090/385/288/original/38a01700052049d1.jpeg"> <br/> 2025-09-29T23:58:41Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0xvqq472qmmgv3q4wucv3rz2mnregks369uy6093cds4quaqkf4czyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhznju6nv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvrq7jyyrjrstcldd4d4gjdeuae5u705rnt62e0xlfvfwwd34wvwg05x0wz'>nevent1q…x0wz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Holy fuck [lamppost] 2025-08-14T17:54:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs204f7wju7mr06trtclxgjxx6nn0hqvy6yvnsufc5kgxnn3t22sgszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz3a8jg4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq9e323fkhdezv5vez9xdzd6qpyx9vkssyr9ac9m4uq3pv44gnv4gkfuya5'>nevent1q…uya5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>What’s kind of funny is that these aren’t even particularly sexy, just matching prints. <br/><br/>But holy goddess the feels. <br/><br/>And yeah, I’ve always associated lingerie with women’s body positivity, not as something they might wear for others.<br/><br/>No. Signs. 2025-08-12T23:04:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs235cza84j247z676uvs4rq88pt0drqq8ngmvze5vlcr6kdcyz83czyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzftr9ku A cool thing about being a girl that no one really told me about is this:<br/><br/>Today I’m wearing a matching bra and panties set from Pink, and it makes me feel really sexy. Even though it’s just for me and no one else will ever see it - it makes me feel just incredible. <br/><br/>These are the moments I never experienced as a dude. I never cared enough. I get joy from matching my *underwear*. 🥹 2025-08-12T20:51:07Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsws0g43y4gmvy6juuy8dt5uct57h0nldzxy32t0c83tj0t2txey6gzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz8uryff In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2tfaeypn6zrps5s8mr6x2sq2squzh3xcefct8v4dnmcm5gncvhnc75kd9u'>nevent1q…kd9u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>sounds incredible!!! 2025-07-18T01:43:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfnthupd8yx88v4czuu0zp6cntp2fv0j2l0slrz9u0phz9jq88gkczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzasyex5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8zyzge0qvvtzz0fu326a5c4hjvywzekefljjwz4ds5g4a0gmrgqs7cxut2'>nevent1q…xut2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>omigosh please don’t get me into a compliment duel, with *you* of all people. You are so pretty, it’s just incredible. But thank you. ☺️ <br/><br/>And I don’t think it’s in your head. There’s definitely something magic that happened between those last two pictures. 🤩 2025-06-11T00:17:39Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdj24mk7u9dcq4kjzyd0pf7z8ujl69uq0tla4u9v2myj3ed05s45szyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzqn9jar In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdjr6x7znflk3qrr9dx7gvwwsl8t4vk9mw7h3pyy99nmqpwyxg0pstgnf67'>nevent1q…nf67</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>wow. Just wow. 2025-06-10T17:48:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspvejfczs6f9wrcxj00l7lnpgce8m9q8495vdcc9zlnj63jwele9qzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzjxsd6j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfmcznm47mmnruu5emsdpguq4hwf5j799gxsdrqd5cjhxucy9xpfgl6vunr'>nevent1q…vunr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>👀 2025-06-08T20:30:30Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8kadaj30yc4lc4wjnav7p4sa4zed80dfuz74vnys50nwug7037nszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzlesrh2 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst4a8pq9l0c9qrwt658eul9xjvdzhxez7e87l9z6k5qzluhgl0s4cretmlm'>nevent1q…tmlm</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh god they’d cram it in there too. 2025-05-18T15:32:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstng0357qprktmsz48n70accthw9nwzj09deyjl38lynlceyjumxgzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzrepqj0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp83y8u0mjh9z9qw26zxd6d0f8t0ycz378mvhly88798s9d7j9xeg99vezr'>nevent1q…vezr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh hey, John Leguizamo is in it. 2025-03-31T22:07:53Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvn48n7wqtwygelgccjvvwvy7jryffhnnxhdzjts4v2u58fzax84czyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzlc63lv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqvgv6pmxfsuh0dxyvfy28fc5zmg775uju5hrgrkyy5l3lykau63gslemun'>nevent1q…emun</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>1000% 2025-03-31T21:54:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsf7jjgr8hqugf5kplkep7cgh3zvq9qhqe4kxfmvreqqf09jgvxzlqzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzrrzxxf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg6skzfye8fqvgt9rsqdxh8yqvlc59y0q5jtt87ruqys49uvgkeqqz7vyr8'>nevent1q…vyr8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>haha I liked that movie. More of a dark comedy than a straight up horror flick. 2025-03-31T21:52:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsp04zvmqqqfq0lw5cdutdtjskr58gtxsnwy6eqh4j9j93lx0ulv6gzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzrufmlc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0fm4updpqpw8k3slu6tmlyg3kdgvn73xr422r8gyrjk7k4shm35sygs7df'>nevent1q…s7df</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>💜 🥹 2025-03-30T22:37:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsw2j7m337vnzfv9td9zyupx5vrpyhc9nkrd7e07aagztamt0jfjeszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz73cdp8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg50ehe4n58pv74pvjphpd6xd59erae0s45ma4jk693rqvzu8kclgs2tuuq'>nevent1q…tuuq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>so much hotness in one image. 💜 2025-03-30T12:38:28Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdk6rx5l8c36n5m8ngxu20v6fv2uu7wm9na2qep2fe0dn7u3d6mpqzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzsvmkja I was talking with my eldest son yesterday - he FaceTimed me to help me not be alone on a really tough day - and I asked him how he was coming to grips with my identity since I came out to him last week. I know it’s a mindfuck for them, and I want to help them through it as best I can.<br/><br/>He had some really great questions and I think our discussion was kind of profound for him. Which is great. But one question he asked me that I want to share is this: “You’ve always struggled with self-esteem, and how you’re perceived in public. Are you more or less comfortable now than you were before?”<br/><br/>Fucking GREAT question. <br/><br/>My self-esteem has always been a little rough, like many of my trans siblings I struggled with belonging when I was in grade school, and bullying was a constant in my life through graduation. I learned to try to “not stand out” as a self-defense mechanism, and I held on to it all of my adult life. I didn’t want to be in the way, I didn’t want to draw attention to myself, I didn’t want to be really *seen*. <br/><br/>I made myself uncomfortable trying to conform to some box society wanted me in for almost 50 years. <br/><br/>What I realized though, is that it didn’t matter to society. If they were going to judge me, they were going to do it no matter how hard I tried to fit in their box. You’re judged for not fitting in the box, and you’re just for having to try. I’ve only been hurting myself with no real gain to how I’m seen by society, and I struggled with depression almost all of my life because of it. <br/><br/>So, the answer to his question is that I’m still uncomfortable in public. But I’m much more comfortable with myself. I’m going to be me, regardless of what society thinks that should be. I may be judged one way or another, so I might as well do it openly as my true self. At least I’m not failing at some impossible standard, wearing some poorly constructed ill-fitting mask. <br/><br/>And I’m happier. I’m no longer depressed. <br/><br/>My mom asked me a similar question when I came out to her earlier this week: “Are you finally at peace with yourself?”<br/><br/>Yes mom. Yes fam. I’m at peace. There are no more internal struggles with me vs. societal expectations. I finally know who I am and I’m actually excited to let them all get to know the real me. The me behind the mask, and without the armor. <br/><br/>So bring it on world. I’m going to live and die as the woman I’ve always been inside, who I should have always been able to be. <br/><br/>A fierce fuckin’ valkyrie full of fire and passion. 💜 2025-03-23T18:02:21Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsffw7z79x7fa4wvzeqvwjxlt9gesrteqedyzpjupcl6rpde6aa07gzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzt69qc9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg6m4klcdd4gd55jq7da2mc5ggtj8lkawf5pzqftkn54v6fkp5thcdgqp7x'>nevent1q…qp7x</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>thanks. It’s a giant mind fuck for sure. 2025-03-11T23:21:21Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstvznzm4gsc8r9v0fa65h22h8kxaz7qq95mz92p835geezuqms0sczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz8pkjsa In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8w75mx254lrs66832dqe7wgn447qng5gxhhatpchhhypw6vw5qpcda6srx'>nevent1q…6srx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>So validating and so hurtful at the exact same time. 💔 2025-03-11T01:41:28Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8w75mx254lrs66832dqe7wgn447qng5gxhhatpchhhypw6vw5qpczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzr4n346 Oh my god my wife just told me that I’m pretty. She said she has so many pictures of us where I’m “so pretty”<br/><br/>I started crying because I’ve been praying for her to say that to me, and WHY did she have to say it *now* that she’s leaving me?! 2025-03-11T01:06:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfax254gzkk4zqwh7d94yygt7vhxchvselcfw4ch4vzypucsahzjszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzv4xj05 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyyqzt7l8nzp78yeajp9zjnvldhd3auqmuql2nn5yctham838wnhswhnc3p'>nevent1q…nc3p</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>sitting nearby for company 2025-02-16T03:17:34Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2t46q83l58rp7hqtx80nd9rjnpz83w72s4nmcc0erva7dkyjseqczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz25du6z In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqhnpd8nm8z3kyqsfux5y0aqlexa9umlf2nmzdu7s4pd9n4g2w74s2g2vzt'>nevent1q…2vzt</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>she called me brave and beautiful and told me she was proud of me. 💜 🥲 2025-01-22T03:09:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsphe0p2vn4s9lwqwr5e70d5e869q228awt03tqnq4vw7ef2pq56gczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz5r98uw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsydnw47j5kv90jxlct8494qr3v7ygk694vzg7xt676v8re2z9cnagza43ye'>nevent1q…43ye</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>She immediately asked “What do I call you? What are your name and pronouns?”, and I started crying because no one has ever asked me that before. I told her, and she put her hands up to her cheeks and said “Oh my God, that’s such a pretty name!” and started crying too. <br/><br/>I don’t know that I’ve ever felt so loved before. <br/><br/>I cannot express how beautiful this is for me. 2025-01-22T01:39:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsydnw47j5kv90jxlct8494qr3v7ygk694vzg7xt676v8re2z9cnagzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzxfq2qp Y’all, the world looks bleak right now. I know. I’m in it too. <br/><br/>But I just came out to my oldest daughter (34) and it was one of the most beautiful experiences in my entire life. The sun is shining on me like it never has before and I am glowing. <br/><br/>Focus on the good things. <br/><br/>#TransJoy 2025-01-21T21:36:27Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdtlukp0p2z2q4s73xxzgdzpz8zw3fmw477gezh9q0mmylgzw9zzszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhznktedm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs86vu8xqmdnzqgpqw0adlzl58dmyucvkxwtlmxrv228rngv8fnjqgasj88k'>nevent1q…j88k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It does. It really does, and you wrote it so eloquently.<br/> <br/>I grew up in rural Michigan where I was called queer for having long hair and a pierced ear in the eighties. I fought it then, but now? You’re goddamned right I’m queer. And? 2025-01-17T18:49:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsf9s75xxx9tu2xg4h4p87gj5256e6fjy770a6vey6n436ymsktl2szyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzur0wlt In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0hphfryn8celggw6s20sv6suuly5ujscjwr29wutzryw7m9vg0gswddmqd'>nevent1q…dmqd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh wow, this is such a great response. <br/><br/>“A word like queer feels beautiful in the same way I find myself beautiful.” Thank you for this. 💜 2025-01-17T18:42:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8zd0nxuzh9hzh24987peu9g7h63rwcry7ry4ewuf92erzav2e79czyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzvc7tk3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvpzxql0ytt72826ckaj0qvpdp4w2ya2e5086rqe7ep3utme8fv4qcacyyg'>nevent1q…cyyg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I was reading this off in a session with my voice coach and I literally stopped, laughed, and said “WTF”. <br/><br/>Maybe the end of the rainbow is Viserys Targaryen’s final resting place? 2025-01-16T16:44:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqsf7q7w2v5zmlmv9h0fy28wke455jzycesawa58edg9zdkqpgprczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz26vdvp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfy4n2sep7tz6nez4rfmfd6khpjvd8mefnk43nnthpdhp5tm82fqsr34gjr'>nevent1q…4gjr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>haha I remember stopping and going “WTF??” the first time I read that line. 2025-01-16T13:09:53Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstzeku66ldfudc850sqw3pnspvr8mesk8em2jd9znu3u6c38fzllqzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzj0c903 I’ve got dimples and I’m not afraid to use them.<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/113/782/189/127/510/525/original/93d60694f83a252c.jpeg"> <br/> 2025-01-06T15:48:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszlr89qq5l2mc95963sy9m04nqgthm2fvstr2rv36cq2xdxevqqfgzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz5rg5rc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp6dksku34usftx9d4xnqzfttkdzrdt87x43ec0xe7dl5d5ekxm4gz3cm3t'>nevent1q…cm3t</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/><a href="https://chaosfem.tw/@Dawn/113535287918102868">https://chaosfem.tw/@Dawn/113535287918102868</a> lol 2025-01-03T19:57:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrmxnt276f0s9n8ra9dn6qenpdg9a7l85km6rwz2lr0zy8vzxjpjqzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzeus3m8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2qhc7uw0my4de8evc5x8jg3qvfvtu752gmnzkce9un6kt85f8vvqwjm3a7'>nevent1q…m3a7</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh girl, no one could stop us! 2025-01-03T19:55:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx5rv2ldmma0t7zzxz09dcr8378k8jm8wd3xdxu5lq9hn5v8u60cgzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzcn6cyw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstw8jpp6ly7rpyuva9c4826y9ultrqgphye5t7gtmxedhc6gu7hrcy3k6xk'>nevent1q…k6xk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>My power is good lighting. 😂 2025-01-03T19:52:17Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2ylsw9d6rcykprsxhckjxem70k35jqhj7rx0sx82jpvhwweurdxczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz56fzz3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9q25jrjupy5lv2393wrtthd3x64zhxgw4dt39ysqz4ra6jk93n9gwqdr6l'>nevent1q…dr6l</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>&lt;lamppost&gt; 2025-01-01T19:05:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs96v2q7ehlrdpxd7sdue4dfdshmae9cy3ujq88jpy2axlp0x9pfjszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzlgyfnc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszccnktsftkherw8rkj984cs3302zsa9uyt22m89sm00r7xaxhx8c3pamen'>nevent1q…amen</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Well, next time I’m casually on the west coast… 😅 2024-12-19T19:05:38Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqycznm7zl7qpm49e5gwlq4fyg29skla67qxmzzml7gkcswx0zahszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzvrztqd In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvfv8j5s9q2kpzuufsxas4xdn0t4ekjeu70pdss70cpx7pyh5faccwtn3q0'>nevent1q…n3q0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>well, we haven’t met, but I’m really glad you’re in my feed. 💜 2024-12-19T19:03:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspnwfa60qwudclpexwx708dkmmck8367qh30057sk0y9s5d3vtknszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz0rzkam Oh my god, the things I can go with my voice now after six hours of voice therapy. <br/><br/>I just was demonstrating to my wife, and her eyes got huge and she said “holy shit, that’s amazing!”<br/><br/>Stop messing around with youtube videos. Seattle Voice Labs is worth every penny. 2024-12-14T17:41:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswfg9erfag40pakmnfaa55nm0e7fp2tjq3x4rp09grg7qk4v7zfgqzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzgq6kq7 If there’s a bright center of the United States, I’m at the rest area that it’s farthest from.<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/113/624/117/314/150/202/original/76f8900855885879.jpeg"> <br/> 2024-12-09T17:48:06Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8ylazs7hfnpzx2jf3u2pu8t9ncq9ulx5ym4txddchv3xljvcgkjczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhz0af3qc Got hit with a “ma’am” at the checkout line again. <br/><br/>Looking like this. 😬<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/113/612/673/979/083/169/original/9cedb73efe51427f.jpeg"> <br/> 2024-12-07T17:18:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8f3mfk0ydchckq8805e8fscetuj8mfuvdmqzyv4amuhky0rsfudqzyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzdefly4 “Many people think a trans woman’s deepest desire is to live in her true gender, but actually it is to always stand in good lighting.”<br/><br/>Torrey Peters 2024-11-24T01:16:49Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsd5s3rv3a4z57uxkhxf25cxdm4tpkmkqt4lwzcffxgfzttcx0rzmczyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzc8xdqq It’s becoming glaringly obvious to me that I’m much more genderfluid/non-binary than I am a trans woman. <br/><br/>From the hesitation to legally update my name, the complete “meh” feeling I get when I think about changing my gender marker on any of my legal documents, to my stalling over telling close family about myself. Heck, I didn’t even tell my *doctor* until two months ago.<br/><br/>I’ve been struggling with this for the longest time, it’s been the biggest internal conflict that I’ve dealt with. I’ve chalked it up to everything from internalized transphobia to just indecision, but the answer seems like it has been staring me in the face the entire time. Going on HRT? Easy decision. Wearing female clothing? Easy decision.<br/><br/>I don’t feel like a woman, because I’m not a woman. <br/><br/>It just doesn’t fit. <br/><br/>I don’t know where this leaves me. Even more of an outcast than I was before, I guess? 🤷‍♀️ 2024-11-19T14:23:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqqvl8mv2vsgntls0sck78xm6r6zeaw269ydx38hmdc5ehmr70r7szyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzj9p3xa Be yourself.<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/113/427/167/249/054/568/original/dfe6e65d5c6287f9.png"> <br/> 2024-11-04T23:01:38Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxxmtfy8dnkr5crnrk4qkw0rkdzxvx5neyv8jdmglztnc7dtpashszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzc07z2w In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszxghu65c6qr3jz68ugetw46z3pmff7ppqmmx7se7c6hvv83r4l8cc7lvfd'>nevent1q…lvfd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>&lt;lamp post&gt;<br/><br/>Damn. 😳 2024-10-27T12:31:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrlc3hkj3hc0d536l30y56ky2nm4auj37m60j8rjkaf7v88wu957czyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzhf8q84 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9egg3dsey3cuhye36srx938ga2qcpncc8hfpg85sftg7m6e9lzaslezjgk'>nevent1q…zjgk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Yuck. Who let me post this. 2024-10-18T02:25:11Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9egg3dsey3cuhye36srx938ga2qcpncc8hfpg85sftg7m6e9lzaszyz0tdxuux7jsm7drzwc4c90mk5yxpv73g8g0ggkm4g63en5ae5hhzaafz6h Does this rainbow make me look queer?<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/113/324/430/161/920/838/original/69a5b7db7fd3d41b.jpeg"> <br/> 2024-10-17T19:33:06Z