Nostr notes by Antarctic Chique

>> i don't know what that bit about hegemonic discourse ...

2026-07-11T09:03:27Z

In reply to nevent1q…9cry
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>> i don't know what that bit about hegemonic discourse is supposed to mean.
> i specifically chose "immigrant" because [...]

It all depends on what you're going to post about and who is going to read it of course, but, again very briefly: You're trying to make some sort of statement by intentionally choosing an ambiguous, somewhat loaded trigger word and you're bound to find out in an unpleasant way that there are cliques of people who have assumed (or are trying to assume) discursive power of that sort of vocabulary and these people are not pleasant to interact with and not beneath bullying tactics.

You might or might not encounter them, but you're definitely running the risk, if you step onto their turf.

> definitely some people will read into "immigrant" if ...

2026-07-11T08:48:12Z

In reply to nevent1q…ysay
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> definitely some people will read into "immigrant" if you just put that in your
> profile and hold it against you if they find out you're (I assume) white and
> relatively affluent/unoppressed. I don't think they should, but they will.

This. Very briefly: At this point, don't even try to play the game, don't try to adopt the vocabulary, don't attempt to traverse the intersectionality maze. It's hegemonic discourse.

For bio purposes, "Born and raised in Germany, now living in France" or something similar will steer clear of any of those issue. You can throw in as much or as little additional detail in there as you like, too (like, for example, "podunk Germany" and "suburban France", or whatever reflects your situation).

And ofc you can abliterate models yourself, the original tool is ...

2026-07-11T08:13:54Z

In reply to nevent1q…trpv
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And ofc you can abliterate models yourself, the original tool is https://github.com/p-e-w/heretic (and it has 2.8K forks, probably some interesting stuff in there, too).

People are using abliterated ("heretic") LLMs on consumer ...

2026-07-11T08:10:59Z

In reply to nevent1q…wnuc
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People are using abliterated ("heretic") LLMs on consumer hardware for ghastly roleplaying sessions quite successfully, I'm pretty certain you can get pretty close with one of those and a comprehensive system prompt (recent open weight models have quite impressive context windows so you can throw in a really big one without squeezing the space for the actual chat too much).

If you wanted to get really ambitious you could try to finetune one of those (llama.cpp ships some tooling for this) with a dataset curated on pertinent internet forums (if the dataset is too large to just throw to the base model via RAG). At the very least, you could teach the abliterated, refusal-free (or almost refusal-free) brand new refusals, where the model would simply brickwall you (like a hardcore online chud would).

Abliterated Chinese vintage models are probably the best base for such an experiment, they come with somewhat less baggage from the get-go, even before abliteration.

AI looping, but funny ...

2026-05-16T13:12:19Z

AI looping, but funny

Hell yeah ...

2026-05-14T18:35:40Z

Hell yeah

> Wake up in the middle of the night > Brain is like: You ...

2026-05-14T01:25:42Z

> Wake up in the middle of the night
> Brain is like: You know what to do
> Sigh, grab tablet, click porn vid
> Porn vid has huge goose plush in it (goose plush does not participate in any sex bits, not that kind of vid)
> Brain goes: Sorry, no getting off and going back to sleep for you, instead, go online window-shopping for giant waterfowl plushies

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2026-05-13T14:00:07Z

水彩画の女の子はあなたのポッドキャストがお気に召さないようです。

Disenchanted, once more Disillusioned, encore ...

2026-05-12T10:25:06Z

Disenchanted, once more
Disillusioned, encore

I randomly caught a stream of this and had to click away after ...

2026-05-09T15:29:46Z

I randomly caught a stream of this and had to click away after two minutes because I was going to die from cringe.

This might be the ultimate Millenialcore "game" (it doesn't seem to have any actual gameplay other than press-button-to-cringe).

Having a teutonic SCHOKOBROTCHEN and thinking about ...

2026-05-09T14:35:05Z

Having a teutonic SCHOKOBROTCHEN and thinking about

Artwork by sbarky (@sbarky.bsky.social on Bluesky) ...

2026-04-16T15:20:18Z

Artwork by sbarky (@sbarky.bsky.social on Bluesky)

I had a real moment of panic when I typed a question into Kagi to ...

2025-07-19T16:12:56Z

I had a real moment of panic when I typed a question into Kagi to try and find forum / reddit postings with similar subjects and a fucking AI answer appeared at the top of the search results.

But thankfully, Kagi has not become Google and it can be turned off.

I question the judgement of whoever thought this was a good idea to turn on by default, even for accounts that predate this anti-feature.

Don't wanna turn on screens while the heat is raging, already ...

2025-06-22T14:23:32Z

Don't wanna turn on screens while the heat is raging, already napped, time to break out the emergency entertainment rations

And it only works with Mastodon

2025-06-17T08:10:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…qf4h
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And it only works with Mastodon