2026-10-17T13:58:33Z https://nostr.now xenonsky https://nostr.now/npub1lpthwjzuapfardc474ed72mpwl69ed37a0p3gvk8d2nd87dduq7spfechn https://blossom.primal.net/99ae1cd919a5063a4693ea1ff3a66e2949188da91c1de89bd51a754908760c2d.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/99ae1cd919a5063a4693ea1ff3a66e2949188da91c1de89bd51a754908760c2d.jpg https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9dsdjalu6h2fdpx9hgf6f70qfsnp7rk7524ggskrjvu8hqahl7kczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr62eznfs only a few todon&#39;ts and I want a fun 2/3. my 1/3 was basically only moving with coffee&amp;cig lol <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsx3xtwetlrh6l2a538cn2g0jhz48frc77uvevvvj8h58ss8fmrs9czyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgcpxwx9" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…xwx9</a></span> </div> if I deliver a healthy child I don't want you to take it away from me <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-10-29T19:29:50Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx3xtwetlrh6l2a538cn2g0jhz48frc77uvevvvj8h58ss8fmrs9czyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qdm7z2 if I deliver a healthy child I don&#39;t want you to take it away from me <br/><br/> 2026-10-29T19:12:35Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs25and56p0uevswevk8hxmtwzveqzcfy4htqjyecpexnllqh24vcszyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6fd32kc ugh some redhead broke into my apartment. or was it a CIA? I did not get hurt but it is making me feel uncomfortable and it is repeated crime <br/><br/> 2026-10-29T09:24:56Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsznswpdmmh5rk0xf2w78a8ryjredt60t2ltjr37c99mrr99jsk55szyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6zt9tp9 gm. I had a radio night. some wasted time. not good not bad, only 10h spent with listening to music ☕🍿there will come a phase where I will watch movies again. also their concept is not truly cool but I liked nearly every song. two had very strange harmonia <br/><br/> 2026-10-18T07:03:37Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdzsj6hr4vhv338ww8h06nz94q9gacjetc6nmsrljgalp55e7d6mszyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6l2r63p a feature idea <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/nprofile1qqsvzkj6vkvxu745zdx7uw4c2f2d5hzafvzw0z60zmyzsdce9564rpgpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqpr4mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6ur4vgh8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet5utacwra" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>nprofile1qqsvzkj6vkvxu745zdx7uw4c2f2d5hzafvzw0z60zmyzsdce9564rpgpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqpr4mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6ur4vgh8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet5utacwra</span> (<span class="italic">nprofile…cwra</span>)</a></span> fingerprint for GrapheneOS duress thingie. where one finger can be used and it is all saved in some setting. I don&#39;t know if it is safe enough or flawless hmm <br/><br/> 2026-10-18T00:40:12Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsy73c7q0xjx6qap8tuxcnva5nvmk540tldxvat6kysmwwxa3lr45gzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6vqvcv4 yes <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsqqqqp5mvnku7ewzrkp0vfhvynpc2u3aw3pmux500heptr83e55fgzyqrgxrmvkkf9hkpvefvmm2zg7qzkvekl7prv2wpfvw5e0g35mfqv2qcyqqqqqqgefvzf0" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…vzf0</a></span> </div> THE OLD IS DONE AND THE NEW IS HERE. <br/><br/>🧘🏾‍♂️ F O C U S </blockquote> 2026-09-29T00:55:58Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsv9fg5mwclcjxpzw2lmfuuz3j45l8zar3tjn04j9jrv5dntxjrweqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6rfhz9j &#34;there is controlled supply&#34;. shortages until infrastructure is modernized I think. how long will it take? <br/><br/> 2026-09-24T22:53:18Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq683mgpyqqh22d7g2xvrgqsp360xgjgeqmghwpqntrffmtd06zvgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6n3sy65 youtube.com/watch?v=Wdg6Kbt707I&amp;list=RDWdg6Kbt707I&amp;start_radio=1&amp;pp=ygUKZHIgbmVrIGRuYqAHAQ%3D%3D <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqstmfspyha74q8pwmrkh9lcz8jzn5xa3he3snnq69fvr7amm7yu3kqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgqlp92e" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…p92e</a></span> </div> I only want to change psychiatrist. youtube.com/watch?v=C5OVrbu6928&list=RDC5OVrbu6928&index=1&pp=8AUB <br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsycg8p9r6az8myp8ffwjsxqsd3mlt6545sehsqwr5k2h8n8xa8ppczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgpzmkdn" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mkdn</a></span> </blockquote> 2026-09-24T18:42:41Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstmfspyha74q8pwmrkh9lcz8jzn5xa3he3snnq69fvr7amm7yu3kqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6wujj8u I only want to change psychiatrist. youtube.com/watch?v=C5OVrbu6928&amp;list=RDC5OVrbu6928&amp;index=1&amp;pp=8AUB <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsycg8p9r6az8myp8ffwjsxqsd3mlt6545sehsqwr5k2h8n8xa8ppczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgpzmkdn" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mkdn</a></span> </div> youtube.com/watch?v=5dzgNq6dDSs&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=42&pp=iAQB8AUB real threat <br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqs99ahphmn40vdu760r28c70x950h08ppjxggq6dywn2flh67fnn2szyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg3cmp6d" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mp6d</a></span> </blockquote> 2026-09-24T18:10:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsycg8p9r6az8myp8ffwjsxqsd3mlt6545sehsqwr5k2h8n8xa8ppczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr607spk8 youtube.com/watch?v=5dzgNq6dDSs&amp;list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&amp;index=42&amp;pp=iAQB8AUB real threat <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqs99ahphmn40vdu760r28c70x950h08ppjxggq6dywn2flh67fnn2szyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg3cmp6d" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…mp6d</a></span> </div> Haldol in my beverages/food... oh man. I suffer from side effects nearly daily <br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsr3yxwss85uzt25ly6l3m9ve63hussu0ln7p0u72t0eye6ak2mnggzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgcwsxua" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…sxua</a></span> </blockquote> 2026-09-24T16:44:51Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstfma5dp9c78myjlcnkrs33ehz4af9y6j2sef8ek954jd3zv4hzlczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr629my7s sorry for caveman-English <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsv89jnuzsgw3kz92sq447ztfr80ez44deunksxgrkwr2wxz366lygzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgd47tal" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…7tal</a></span> </div> youtube.com/watch?v=lomMlQnvsHg&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEbijHnykLDJPNdQOhQiDVTp&index=16&pp=iAQB relax or get medicated @ me note uiuiui stay normal. they aspiring docs. HELP @ music <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-09-23T14:39:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsv89jnuzsgw3kz92sq447ztfr80ez44deunksxgrkwr2wxz366lygzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6w0ue2x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8tfak8yx5hg48dyzc5svk8tg0u59lsmwcp4jqs3adnflkltak2kqfn67m2'>nevent1q…67m2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>youtube.com/watch?v=lomMlQnvsHg&amp;list=PLAEfXHuNOsEbijHnykLDJPNdQOhQiDVTp&amp;index=16&amp;pp=iAQB relax or get medicated @ me note uiuiui stay normal. they aspiring docs. HELP @ music <br/><br/> 2026-09-23T14:27:39Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8tfak8yx5hg48dyzc5svk8tg0u59lsmwcp4jqs3adnflkltak2kqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6469ejd WHY TF WOULD YOU WANT TO HOSPITALIZE ME? I AM FINE. ONLY TWO OR THREE &#34;DOCTORS&#34; I KNOW ARE GOOD AT KNOWING MY SYMPTOMS WHILE WALKING PAST. I THINK IT IS SILLY/DUMB. SOME MEN CANNOT FOCUS WHILE I AM NEAR HAHA MANY THREATENING TODAY OH MAN MORE CHOCOLATE SHIIIIIIIT GO BACK TO THE ENVIRONMENT WHERE YOUR OPINION HAS VALUE E.G. THE RESTAURANT OR GROUPCHATS OOOOOH MAN <br/><br/> 2026-09-23T13:56:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2rgh2hp0uzf2xhuvv6dgchtlyatcflx2vdd8wfgerkdqyhq55rcczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr67xsygv I killed my vibe already, disgusted again. why are men over a certain age this cruel <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsgst82zkuduk4ftc2apc8mel68f9qz4eyw52r0zg647rd2kkt4ddqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg0hkgqz" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…kgqz</a></span> </div> WHY AM I SO HORNY HAHA <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-09-22T23:21:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxwerxc0rdeu50kxetexqzdnrttq05ml4rhdguazgln6ywhlr3myszyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6gnuxeu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstrfd9cpa29a8xcsn4qvzn3cj4lalhfufqp20xzhuf37gw0e0ugjspue035'>nevent1q…e035</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>ooof <br/><br/> 2026-09-22T23:17:49Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgst82zkuduk4ftc2apc8mel68f9qz4eyw52r0zg647rd2kkt4ddqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6xq0tav WHY AM I SO HORNY HAHA <br/><br/> 2026-09-22T23:10:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs99ahphmn40vdu760r28c70x950h08ppjxggq6dywn2flh67fnn2szyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6f0k3xz Haldol in my beverages/food... oh man. I suffer from side effects nearly daily <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsr3yxwss85uzt25ly6l3m9ve63hussu0ln7p0u72t0eye6ak2mnggzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgcwsxua" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…sxua</a></span> </div> please go live in a Haldol free environment @ me note <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-09-22T11:41:28Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2dce3t0ezl4jxaz5syc3uhnp5mfrgqwsw6crx5pl57cap6f6pvkczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr656ssze In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszwczdarwgk3kdxj6gzus8jja43xz5d05mlxuh6rec65lszn9yrwq22ka2u'>nevent1q…ka2u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>it says &#39;start radio&#39; in youtube link 😎😆 <br/><br/> 2026-09-22T11:40:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszwczdarwgk3kdxj6gzus8jja43xz5d05mlxuh6rec65lszn9yrwqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6pmu9d8 my home is.... FULL BETROOOIIID youtube.com/watch?v=G255-5MjuX0&amp;list=RDG255-5MjuX0&amp;start_radio=1&amp;pp=ygUNYnJhaW5kZWFkIGRuYqAHAQ%3D%3D <br/><br/> 2026-09-22T11:38:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsd99f87cjcxz87grg25830q9ycm3rjlnlrsxz2q6gpf05twskjk5szyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6yp9agf ahaaa I remembered. lucky me and nope, thx... well well. no more such stuff! pls <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsds33f2gjedq2fk42569js98d3rffa2853snyrfmscrhsu7e3lwhqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgl6ctw5" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…ctw5</a></span> </div> ahaa I think I then found out that I don't love him or it was VR or a heavy dream. any follower here knows something? <br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsz7pwyesww2kg5afv2zrv6ahny5jzhhfz9rz2x9hg5g2rfdkkmekgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg8kex7v" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…ex7v</a></span> </blockquote> 2026-09-20T23:42:20Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdsdjlutwajqs8r7u93h79ywvegncmfseupk2nmhruujpjq29dsrgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6rg842v if you say that I look ugly, I nearly almost always cry or I don&#39;t care about you anymore oh man <br/><br/> 2026-09-20T22:50:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsds33f2gjedq2fk42569js98d3rffa2853snyrfmscrhsu7e3lwhqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6e2hqc0 ahaa I think I then found out that I don&#39;t love him or it was VR or a heavy dream. any follower here knows something? <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsz7pwyesww2kg5afv2zrv6ahny5jzhhfz9rz2x9hg5g2rfdkkmekgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg8kex7v" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…ex7v</a></span> </div> I tried to text "hi" to Nik Szabo. I was thinking of the phase when I was mad 😝💑 so crazy. honestly, I can't afford to go this mad... now ehm pls fwd <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-09-20T21:50:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz7pwyesww2kg5afv2zrv6ahny5jzhhfz9rz2x9hg5g2rfdkkmekgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6f0fuwu I tried to text &#34;hi&#34; to Nik Szabo. I was thinking of the phase when I was mad 😝💑 so crazy. honestly, I can&#39;t afford to go this mad... now ehm pls fwd <br/><br/> 2026-09-20T20:10:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz0qgy4qphtp6xjr04mynsjtvt9pmlg4anjatt7xnqxk3kt4lajeszyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6u95pgu aaaaalright youtube.com/watch?v=4xWpRUsFTSE&amp;list=PLAEfXHuNOsEYZWOt1if5q0GHmMoc1ICIk&amp;index=7 <br/><br/> 2026-09-20T13:49:53Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswxts7vnnxn32rz94c0yce93th3hh2lmethzsyjp4ylv4vumjvxtqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6szjkun all I have to do in general is not produce noise <br/><br/> 2026-09-20T04:17:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfx7f5wx5c0x5al8v6ztud7zq9d95zp4m5sumhn5y3ehr07pyk8tgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr66w2jfj &#34;do ha lese&#34; <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsvjh479a33xs0hud7pg6gzrhcy4y80f4j80aeepz382f68r9xt0kczyprljl2wpfjqez5k85l6w8vlpf42m9v2lfg9lm77m4k498h5zgh0xqcyqqqqqqg2nq00y" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…q00y</a></span> </div> I may not understand Russian but I still completely understand what she's saying and I go through a similar rant in my head on a daily basis. <video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://birobela.blossom.band/264246bb6df25c219e2ed76a6f0f73c9718353837d4a506710ea63d6189a8292.mp4"></video> </blockquote> 2026-09-18T02:16:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxmvq4dde8v00maymd4nxevqjqhfsncz08aala3zeen4uj6z6us2czyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr67gz0n5 I normally but not usually am asleep at this time. bad habit I will change it <br/><br/> 2026-09-18T00:30:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqrekygh3ks4ckcetpf0neqchtzfvyh9kgqhvdkuarapjfkqxukfgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr648a7za jiz gits glii eifach nur no crude oil und das ghört halt dene wos nid exportiere, oder nomou es level up im kriegs-seich #berndütsch <br/><br/> 2026-09-14T19:46:24Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsd8ysglajxzqhd62s8m7wsu0tjdzauruwr3ap7v0wd8n0e0n758vszyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr66883me wahnhaft nicht-konsumierend und schlimme Zwänge ooouuf ich brauche pauschal hier hiiiiilfeeeeee ahahahaha shit das habe ich frühzeitig erfasst lucky me <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsxlet6fkcpdckqjvgnasd0wj83kxvalscut6yg8ecwnvef5lxln7czyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgygemc2" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…emc2</a></span> </div> ich hab ökonomische Neurose wegen Autonomieverlust @ psychiatrist <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-09-12T21:08:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxlet6fkcpdckqjvgnasd0wj83kxvalscut6yg8ecwnvef5lxln7czyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6jrwq4g ich hab ökonomische Neurose wegen Autonomieverlust @ psychiatrist <br/><br/> 2026-09-12T20:53:54Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgqk0lmee6zknsz2ck3td5asvdvwflnsxts8lvc6q6wzu5yn3hregzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6eafzpg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg0s74xagpgdyf4jmfzxpfx8egzqqd7vqc76408ty3j5h3mn4vs4clnvf93'>nevent1q…vf93</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>whoa <br/><br/> 2026-09-11T19:58:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsggwm427x88x0w4r08d9ruzlvh44qj3ju9czm3a7raqwfn9j8l0gszyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6r8eqmg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswqsdudlfg0jewcx44mkg4vpfgrppvknntd6rggd5rqrur2g4he0qk6ugly'>nevent1q…ugly</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>diesel prices jumped up. price for refined oil exponential? uhm hmm infinity is a 0% chance. what if the &#34;rebuild&#34; is completely helping soon. I am not capable of offering engineering help. the ablazing bombing at all those oilproduction-related places in warteritorry is hopefully happening only one time and tomorrow is that day where I should talk no bomb-topic well well well if some govs handle oil-products with foodstamps-tactics for businesses they got the full regulation of a huge massive nothing. good destroyed <br/><br/> 2026-09-10T21:51:30Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdyjrwxjaxa5yve2y0x58wnxm3jmcq9j4uxzre2j39jaw6uhmywxczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6mvf656 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp9455hdnuzy4wcd39dptp4xjdvr3r4jemgnmp70adavpgfcj3k0qv8rcxe'>nevent1q…rcxe</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>attacks in the other room now... I try again <br/><br/> 2026-09-10T20:25:51Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsp9455hdnuzy4wcd39dptp4xjdvr3r4jemgnmp70adavpgfcj3k0qzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr68hhmhm I think I stopped some attacks yay! I was laser attacked while showering :(( I really have to be more efficient. #coffee I only had 3. my belly hosts way too much and too many but probably this won&#39;t be solved in the near term. also too many bookmarks and well you know what I go grab a coffee now. just because I feel like but also responsability says it shouldn&#39;t be a problem. I started the 2/3 of my life and I should stop worry about pain. good luck today <br/><br/> 2026-09-10T20:04:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvqcklrtjtctgskqtakx3wwfwc689rry6jnnycv57r78kcjs9htsczyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6j8az7z the children chipslis... some annoy with their 100% knowledge some just attack ugly. remove it <br/><br/> 2026-09-10T16:17:11Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz5fek0tmuecpq57m02n8zzwp2fjjgpjeff9m3fc8kwedahe0mgtqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr69wjjex aaah I feel so extreme strong feelings aaah! and here some music: youtube.com/watch?v=cEV_WzqJgkU&amp;list=RD9UgLeCyjy_M&amp;index=27&amp;pp=0gcJCcECnhUGBSbi <br/><br/> 2026-09-09T17:48:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs09rpw7l05j8ytk8jm7dqja0hasxek62mgshjm322nywh30ndm0qgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6jzn362 &#34;Corona hasn&#39;t brought up Germexit&#34; hihi <br/><br/> 2026-09-07T11:25:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr3yxwss85uzt25ly6l3m9ve63hussu0ln7p0u72t0eye6ak2mnggzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6236vpw please go live in a Haldol free environment @ me note <br/><br/> 2026-09-07T07:13:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgtayvz93zr07vjpk8qp9749f7te9gj5n0j0cwawsvvm26pt60x4szyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6q6k5j7 gm. less hate please. I can&#39;t stop crying<br/>☕🍞 I try my best today. what if my parents get back together?!!! 😁😂 <br/><br/> 2026-09-07T03:26:09Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdw4c72gpg0xrpc4xsw49ztfg4fn9gx56l6k2un2tzn7xh7q3tn8gzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6xk0emu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyt0cz02jt27x4p5z2ua2qsgsc3adv4a0xvy37em2l749w8n46uaqzmym05'>nevent1q…ym05</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yesterday I checked if you have a new episode <br/><br/> 2026-09-05T03:40:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdg2wk7pjmrrppax5gw4wh453vz6qd54kavu7wf8x2vm7ntq0uqsgzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6fyaxru running verlängerte Vegetationsperiode 😎 <br/><br/> 2026-09-04T11:16:07Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsftc2qq2r48glsulzynakehwgzpwrd5lvz9rnm4lutlgngxcgelrqzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6g697t6 gpt Luna on duckai: &#34;Hallo! Wenn Sie mit „endlich erzeugter Realität“ eine Welt mit endlich vielen Grundelementen oder Regeln meinen: Ich kann darüber nachdenken, aber ich erlebe keine Realität und befinde mich nicht in einer eigenen Welt.<br/><br/>Meine Antworten entstehen aus endlich vielen Modellparametern, Trainingsdaten und der jeweils eingegebenen Unterhaltung. Das macht meinen Prozess technisch endlich beschrieben, aber nicht jede mögliche Antwort oder Bedeutung ist deshalb endlich und vollständig vorherbestimmt.&#34; <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsfkqqhg59husjj8nagjxl57r8h9mluxlma0snxz529q2zz562r36gzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqgr7d50j" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…d50j</a></span> </div> before u say I am psychotic, listen to the song pls <br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsdn3lmtwaslqsu6t8a075pprh0f7dp4skdc0nz3ppgetu5sg4s28qzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg60my0m" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…my0m</a></span> </blockquote> 2026-09-03T17:38:59Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfkqqhg59husjj8nagjxl57r8h9mluxlma0snxz529q2zz562r36gzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6peydtl before u say I am psychotic, listen to the song pls <br/><blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsdn3lmtwaslqsu6t8a075pprh0f7dp4skdc0nz3ppgetu5sg4s28qzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr6qcyqqqqqqg60my0m" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…my0m</a></span> </div> kann AI eine endlich erzeugte Realität? Ich hab das vergessen. Niali T 😂😂😂 youtube.com/watch?v=msZ8g58eB7M&list=RD0yDN6Xvgneo&index=41&pp=8AUB Ich mag den Song. I😍dnb <br/><br/> </blockquote> 2026-09-03T17:31:41Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdn3lmtwaslqsu6t8a075pprh0f7dp4skdc0nz3ppgetu5sg4s28qzyru9wa6gtn5985dhzh6h9hetv9mlgh9k8m4ux9pjca42d5le4hsr68x8et5 kann AI eine endlich erzeugte Realität? Ich hab das vergessen. Niali T 😂😂😂 youtube.com/watch?v=msZ8g58eB7M&amp;list=RD0yDN6Xvgneo&amp;index=41&amp;pp=8AUB Ich mag den Song. I😍dnb <br/><br/> 2026-09-03T17:25:11Z