Nostr notes by Nos

i would miss you fwiw but i also wouldnt blame you for not ...

2026-10-30T21:51:34Z

In reply to nevent1q…uc0s
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i would miss you fwiw
but i also wouldnt blame you for not believing me

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2026-10-30T21:47:36Z

sometimes i miss being trans

you cannot agree with someone on reddit they will interpret it as ...

2026-10-30T20:40:57Z

you cannot agree with someone on reddit
they will interpret it as an attack even if you repeat what they said verbatim
at least this is what i observe

same fwiw sorry to hear

2026-10-30T20:26:00Z

In reply to nevent1q…m4pn
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same fwiw sorry to hear

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2026-10-30T20:15:09Z

i would never send a nude because i'm a bad photographer

nothing will ever be enough to make me feel bad about myself at a ...

2026-10-30T20:08:24Z

nothing will ever be enough to make me feel bad about myself at a deep level
ive done all sorts of things that should be 'too far' and i cant feel guilt or any sort of change

instead i hate myself for things that arent my fault at all

im reminded that everything is political because in the past ...

2026-10-30T20:05:07Z

im reminded that everything is political because in the past through now ive made it a point, mostly for fun, to never disclose my ideology
yet i cannot help but have political takes
wonder if theyre enough to doxx my ideology

there are too many lily-s im still stuck on the one from youjo i ...

2026-10-30T20:00:41Z

there are too many lily-s im still stuck on the one from youjo i cannot process so many occurrences of the same name

lbf who is a radical believer in guilt-by-association and thinks ...

2026-10-30T19:56:54Z

lbf who is a radical believer in guilt-by-association and thinks anyone with any degree of connection to someone evil is evil themselves
he is not a misanthrope though because you are not human and he has miraculously never met anyone else in his life so he is a pure human

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2026-10-30T18:13:00Z

i no longer understand kink

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2026-10-30T17:37:25Z

small language model

$500 usd per minute

2026-10-30T16:50:41Z

In reply to nevent1q…uv7w
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$500 usd per minute

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2026-10-30T16:45:25Z

rent-a-lbf

doctor asking what psychotic symptoms im experiencing as if i am ...

2026-10-30T15:49:07Z

doctor asking what psychotic symptoms im experiencing as if i am an omniscient oracle of a schizophrenic who can reliably tell reality from unreality

i will now schizopost: my libido is dead i enjoy nothing i feel ...

2026-10-30T15:47:05Z

i will now schizopost:
my libido is dead i enjoy nothing i feel nothing and my metabolism is fucked

this emote is abbreviated bl, short for boys love, also known as ...

2026-10-30T15:37:05Z

this emote is abbreviated bl, short for boys love, also known as yaoi
its the new cool thing for fujoshis and fundanshis, adopt it while it's hot!
:bl:

why can i find no-one with reasonable opinions on israel i have ...

2026-10-30T15:32:40Z

why can i find no-one with reasonable opinions on israel
i have two options
'the jews- i mean zionists are running the world and are all greedy thieves with no ancestral connection to the middle east'
or
'palestinians asked for their own genocide actually'

cis beings should have to provide agab along with their cis ...

2026-10-30T15:19:58Z

cis beings should have to provide agab along with their cis status for 5 years as penance

i am the most unintelligent-seeming intelligent being ever my ...

2026-10-30T15:18:45Z

i am the most unintelligent-seeming intelligent being ever
my disabilities cripple me such that the 'intelligence' i possess can never be properly expressed
rip me

i expected insomuch to be caught by typo detectoring but ...

2026-10-30T15:16:21Z

i expected insomuch to be caught by typo detectoring but apparently it is a word and i was right

teenagers are cute, i mean this in as non-demeaning a way as ...

2026-10-30T15:10:23Z

teenagers are cute, i mean this in as non-demeaning a way as possible i hope

i didnt know you left, glad to have you back

2026-10-30T15:09:46Z

In reply to nevent1q…a4ul
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i didnt know you left, glad to have you back

nothing truly exists as an individual thing, and the perception ...

2026-10-30T15:09:05Z

nothing truly exists as an individual thing, and the perception that things do is a delusion of the mind
neither do states or situations

radbloxia is the closest instance in spirit to nnia that still ...

2026-10-30T15:00:09Z

radbloxia is the closest instance in spirit to nnia that still federates with pedi
they are pro-c tho afaik

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2026-10-30T14:53:12Z

lbf who speaks profoundly

aco is worse than commercial exploitation of children's ...

2026-10-30T14:46:23Z

aco is worse than commercial exploitation of children's bodies - average pedi user

i find myself conflicted am i doing the right thing, and if not, ...

2026-10-30T13:49:03Z

i find myself conflicted
am i doing the right thing, and if not, what even is the right thing to do

if you use 'schizo' casually not recognizing that ...

2026-10-30T13:45:32Z

if you use 'schizo' casually not recognizing that it's a slur you should not be using if you are not on the schizophrenia spectrum, you lose my respect
i still wish you the best but pls reconsider your actions

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2026-10-30T13:39:24Z

lbf who fixes ur gynecomastia for u

dw it's fine and if anything a nice change of pace from what ...

2026-10-30T13:14:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…qzlq
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dw it's fine and if anything a nice change of pace from what i usually read on here

id have sex with lula if we weren't both in a relationship ...

2026-10-30T13:11:50Z

id have sex with lula if we weren't both in a relationship
something about him tells me he'd be good in bed

@npub1y4d…vq77 tfw deformed penis representation i guess, ...

2026-10-30T13:09:53Z

Hentai Bot 🔞 (npub1y4d…vq77) tfw deformed penis
representation i guess, someone with penis deformation should chime in with whether its good or not

quoting
note16k2…rjnu

#imminent_sex #nsfw #lewd

woah didnt know superhero lore has mental illness

2026-10-30T13:08:15Z

In reply to nevent1q…6065
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woah didnt know
superhero lore has mental illness

same become spiderman maybe that would be exciting

2026-10-30T13:07:17Z

In reply to nevent1q…33jm
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same
become spiderman maybe that would be exciting

fun name

2026-10-30T13:06:27Z

In reply to nevent1q…f8m8
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fun name

i rlly like conan gray despite his last name being spelled wrong ...

2026-10-30T13:03:48Z

i rlly like conan gray
despite his last name being spelled wrong (/j)

i wonder if i could run a personality cult on pedi if i had the ...

2026-10-30T12:38:19Z

i wonder if i could run a personality cult on pedi if i had the endurance for it

minors ffti (feel free to interact) i have self-control and will ...

2026-10-30T12:12:43Z

minors ffti (feel free to interact)
i have self-control and will not insta-rape anyone who comes into contact with me, unique and brave i know

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2026-10-30T10:38:52Z

morning fedizens

coincidence i think not ...

2026-10-29T21:36:42Z

coincidence i think not

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2026-10-29T20:50:32Z

everything is empty

exciting life ur living /gen

2026-10-29T20:45:29Z

In reply to nevent1q…gssf
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exciting life ur living /gen

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2026-10-29T19:43:10Z

sometimes i feel beings dont read the posts they respond to fully

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2026-10-29T14:32:13Z

always hungry

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2026-10-29T11:14:46Z

i dreamt my computer worked again

most of the instances i see are with americans, some under 16, ...

2026-10-29T10:12:55Z

In reply to nevent1q…nfzt
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most of the instances i see are with americans, some under 16, and no us state has aoc below 16 iirc
im not saying its all illegal but it does seem to happen, no evidence on hand tho

legal minors tbc, i hate having to distinguish but kinda ...

2026-10-29T10:07:20Z

In reply to nevent1q…ml63
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legal minors tbc, i hate having to distinguish but kinda necessary here

i see adult beings getting into relationships with minors ...

2026-10-29T10:06:21Z

In reply to nevent1q…x6u4
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i see adult beings getting into relationships with minors publicly on here and it just feels like a bad idea, it is borderline illegal and puts everyone at risk
just my take

pro tip - dont get involved in illegal relationships via pedi, ...

2026-10-29T10:03:23Z

pro tip - dont get involved in illegal relationships via pedi, its a bad idea
seriously this is my main problem with the so-called 'abusers', it's not that theyre abusive its that theyre self-harming like have you no sense of self-preservation

i want access to my discord account back but the platform insists ...

2026-10-29T09:59:28Z

i want access to my discord account back but the platform insists on being trash

the stereotypical schizophrenic urge to stop taking ur ...

2026-10-29T09:58:26Z

the stereotypical schizophrenic urge to stop taking ur antipsychotics
its reasonable tbh fuck these side effects

I'm anti-abortion because every process must see completion ...

2026-10-28T20:47:37Z

I'm anti-abortion because every process must see completion once begun, I'm no quitter

vomit-inducing post on tl be nicer to children pls they are ...

2026-10-27T18:38:25Z

vomit-inducing post on tl
be nicer to children pls
they are sentient beings who are insulted by dehumanization (for lack of a better word) and being reduced to the will of the adults around them

he can live with his brother now

2026-10-27T18:36:09Z

In reply to nevent1q…xvql
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he can live with his brother now

thinking about if there are things that are hot to no-one mayb ...

2026-10-27T17:50:24Z

thinking about if there are things that are hot to no-one
mayb being strangled to death in the moment, survival alarm i think would make horniness hard past a certain point

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2026-10-27T17:47:32Z

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2026-10-27T10:07:20Z

vajrayana lbf

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2026-10-26T14:26:26Z

if only soapbox worked better

the world would be better without sex imo doesnt mean i dont like ...

2026-10-26T13:30:27Z

the world would be better without sex imo
doesnt mean i dont like it

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2026-10-26T09:05:01Z

good morning

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2026-10-26T09:04:49Z

faz o L

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2026-10-25T15:11:27Z

Situation lbf

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2026-10-25T11:01:36Z

should i surround myself with better beings i wonder

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2026-10-25T10:17:37Z

morning yall

genuinely who tf cares if someone is faking a disability i do not ...

2026-10-25T10:17:25Z

genuinely who tf cares if someone is faking a disability
i do not care
not one bit

agreed bc i swear a couple years ago beings knew the r slur was ...

2026-10-24T15:15:41Z

In reply to nevent1q…n76a
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agreed bc i swear a couple years ago beings knew the r slur was in fact a slur and now everyones trying to convince me no-one has ever seriously considered it a slur

men should only ever show sadness and no other emotion from now ...

2026-10-24T14:40:50Z

men should only ever show sadness and no other emotion from now on to compensate for the frowning upon of male tears

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2026-10-24T13:47:46Z

my application to an instance was rejected smh

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2026-10-24T11:50:26Z

lbf who commits narcissistic abuse

extremely fast-growing and claims to be a true coherent ...

2026-10-24T11:46:36Z

In reply to nevent1q…g3un
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extremely fast-growing and claims to be a true coherent ideological project

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2026-10-24T11:43:22Z

revpara is the islam of pediverse instances

when i see evil on the pediverse sometimes i question my ...

2026-10-24T11:36:04Z

when i see evil on the pediverse sometimes i question my involvement
but im not certain there are better circles on the internet anyways tbh

i dont believe in conspiracy theories that unreasonable beings on ...

2026-10-23T19:40:13Z

i dont believe in conspiracy theories that unreasonable beings on the internet are just bots bc thats too easy and doesnt make sense

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2026-10-23T19:24:00Z

im low on self-control when it comes to food

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2026-10-23T17:21:37Z

ifell aselep

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2026-10-23T15:04:04Z

saw someone claim radqueers are a russian psyop comprised of bots

sudden onset of an annoying symptom that jeapordizes something i ...

2026-10-23T14:09:49Z

sudden onset of an annoying symptom that jeapordizes something i need to do smh

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2026-10-23T13:08:25Z

you cant be a misogynist if ur married to a woman dyk

love partially off clothes ...

2026-10-23T12:54:45Z

love partially off clothes

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2026-10-23T10:26:13Z

helo

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2026-10-22T13:24:37Z

what is the problem

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2026-10-22T12:02:37Z

tempted to stop taking my medication

why is music swelling a good thing when anything else swelling is ...

2026-10-22T11:46:44Z

why is music swelling a good thing when anything else swelling is bad

i didnt enjoy being raped any of the times i was i think i dont ...

2026-10-22T11:36:54Z

i didnt enjoy being raped any of the times i was
i think
i dont remember some of them

im doing well so far, expecting to get worse throughout the day ...

2026-10-22T10:30:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…da45
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im doing well so far, expecting to get worse throughout the day though its been happening for some reason
how about you

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2026-10-22T10:21:21Z

i scare beings and idk how to stop i asked and got no real advice

its been so long since i was called a slur so despite the ...

2026-10-22T10:01:10Z

its been so long since i was called a slur
so despite the internet getting worse on that personally i suppose its gotten better

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2026-10-22T09:49:38Z

morning all

i think becoming a billionaire breaks you in some way taylor ...

2026-10-22T09:46:40Z

i think becoming a billionaire breaks you in some way
taylor swift used to write such good music
maybe the next album wont be trash but my hopes are low

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2026-10-22T09:44:15Z

ban discord and replace it with a state-run alternative pls

I remember when I obscured things I currently don't obscure ...

2026-10-21T18:14:06Z

I remember when I obscured things I currently don't obscure
Or do I

ive lost my pedi spark mayhaps it will return but i just cant ...

2026-10-21T14:29:43Z

ive lost my pedi spark
mayhaps it will return but i just cant think of anything

using this emoji before it becomes a symbol of fascism bc ive got ...

2026-10-21T14:00:37Z

using this emoji before it becomes a symbol of fascism bc ive got limited time
🇧🇷

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2026-10-21T11:59:39Z

what did i do in my past life to receive these afflictions

sounds unpleasant

2026-10-21T11:59:05Z

In reply to nevent1q…z7z2
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sounds unpleasant

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2026-10-21T11:08:02Z

phallic lbf

incomprehensible

2026-10-21T10:54:17Z

In reply to nevent1q…vpkf
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incomprehensible

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2026-10-21T10:51:50Z

toggle switch for facial hair

same

2026-10-21T10:23:52Z

In reply to nevent1q…uwew
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same

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2026-10-21T10:23:18Z

hello fedi