2026-10-29T08:30:39Z https://nostr.now Max https://nostr.now/npub1jd35qwlkpwvus2km6cflqx7klvtvjs3zx3tr6mvgtghtt3wu3heqhlnr0z https://uohbelly.top/media/052de380e15ed46c64691a66641946f5986eb80331cb1954d4cd702ad823ee1c.jpg https://uohbelly.top/media/052de380e15ed46c64691a66641946f5986eb80331cb1954d4cd702ad823ee1c.jpg https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszk9rvsud0fugxafjg3a2hchhm5kcycedpvrthvfx376690xrsxvqzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly8wvd7n so many of the people I meet online and chat with eventually ghost me sooner or later, none of them tell me why they don&#39;t wanna talk anymore nor does it seem like I bother them. it always made me very upset. am I too clingy and people are too nice to tell me to fuck off? I always think I&#39;m annoying, there can&#39;t be another reason why the all ghost me... 2026-08-31T14:03:21Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrj2ef84cr664k2j23286f6f83zm7h7dqtnrauxrrm7uu7nupdnegzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly7mdp7v I truly wish for none of you to live in a 3rd world country and if you do I wish you could escape immediately, life here fucking sucks and it&#39;s somewhat of a miracle that people manage to live life at all 💔<br/>Like brother what do you meeeeaan power only comes up like 4 or 5 hours a day 2026-07-28T18:14:17Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8d0ekq7tcud6ny9qr6rg4mfmvqgnggsul37c353hlgjuvxrxje8qzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyne0mxy fuck it, 47 hour long tutorial let&#39;s go<br/><a href="https://youtu.be/LzMnsfqjzkA">https://youtu.be/LzMnsfqjzkA</a><br/> <img src="https://uohbelly.top/media/63c43ea0eebbb0379aa3472aa3f923502625bf316fa45fec0ca24d3e29db3635.png"> <br/> 2026-07-12T09:45:55Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs20hfq6vv6p9r99ceqvja08vzmplw7eq6hjg4pedrvrfx46gy532czyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlygc46k0 just shaved most of my big beard and now my face feels tiny ø_ø 2026-07-08T18:29:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgs9qm8emdzpvagnxlhss6w5kzsn7d62q5jz8xrn2p94vq7a6296gzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyf4tzgv I always found normies complaining about age gaps pathetic, like even if I wasn&#39;t a hebephile I&#39;d still find it bullshit, &#34;oh no they&#39;re a predator they&#39;re 19 and dating a 16 year old!!&#34; wow such a big difference between 16 and 19, boohoo lmao they even complain when both are over 20 like when a 60+ year old is with someone in their 20, like both are adults and some idiots say it&#39;s creepy, there&#39;s no winning with them! stop poking your nose into people&#39;s lives get a life already 2026-07-08T17:34:14Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0y47ja3dyz4dgflvrgh5p9ea2jdw0r5fm72aucyg9utqe8c4e05czyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly3a88yj there&#39;s this little stupid annoying older toddler who has the most obnoxious, loud, ear-destrying screech and scream, he wouldn&#39;t stop screaming every now and then at nothing, and constantly saying gibberish out loud, and I happen to sit right behind him.. 🥀<br/>on a completely unrelated note: I truly believe and am pretty sure that I&#39;m a kodocon and not a pedo at all, kodocon + hebephile. children irl are insufferable. :02_angry:<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/note1rz32p4husk5jcchm39vegn4yrdy3rmj3saqsc0c9qgwqhya0szlskpyu7u" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">note1rz3…yu7u</a></span><br/> </div> on the bus, heading home, a long trip, 1 AM, eepy qwq </blockquote> 2026-07-02T22:26:20Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsp3g4q6m7gt2fvvtacjkv5f6jpkjg3aegcwsgv8uzsy8qtjwhcp0czyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly8hj9sp on the bus, heading home, a long trip, 1 AM, eepy qwq 2026-07-02T22:12:07Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgf4ae6s36xugf5x68mh5ptqhf3k948c4x08ea3mwa43dhgkly5jszyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly3f0pv4 only one hour is left I&#39;m not quite done moving everything but I hope to be soon I&#39;m stressed pacing about trying not to be worried I don&#39;t even know what I&#39;m worried about I wish I could hug you all I missed youuuuuu :akko_weary: :cirno_cry:<blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/note1x2glk57xhn2xpp2hgk23nr335s3ahfh3gf92g33ru6453hktvejszsm90k" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">note1x2g…m90k</a></span><br/> </div> I'm currently sitting in my half empty apartment which I lived in for most of my college year, about to clean it fully before taking my stuff and traveling later tonight. I'm overcome with big feelings which I can't exactly explain. I don't miss the place, but the sudden shift feels too big, I've been here long enough that it feels like I'm actually moving houses, even though this is a temporary small flat I live alone in just for college.<br/>just wanted to write down how I feel, heh.<br/>I may be offline for a bit. love you all. 🤍 </blockquote> 2026-07-02T17:23:33Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr9y0m20rte4rqs4t5t9ge3cc6gg7m5mc5yj4ygc37d26gmm9kvegzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyaz7ggu I&#39;m currently sitting in my half empty apartment which I lived in for most of my college year, about to clean it fully before taking my stuff and traveling later tonight. I&#39;m overcome with big feelings which I can&#39;t exactly explain. I don&#39;t miss the place, but the sudden shift feels too big, I&#39;ve been here long enough that it feels like I&#39;m actually moving houses, even though this is a temporary small flat I live alone in just for college.<br/>just wanted to write down how I feel, heh.<br/>I may be offline for a bit. love you all. 🤍 2026-07-02T13:52:17Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspy76wemr9g8tv509909s4hdh4g27e52jrx6zqqg8yuzkzayathmszyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly92vjm9 I must climb out of this hole, I&#39;m so far behind on everything, I&#39;m already 23 and I&#39;m a fucking loser who hasn&#39;t achieved anything, not any of my personal goals or anything else, I amuse myself to death with cheap thrills instead of focusing on anything I must do. I must do something, I hate myself. I can&#39;t keep doing this. 2026-07-01T18:45:59Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs96ku9qvjnekrv66a270fykgvh2pxjrs0yfgcweff5cgs7czp6pqgzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyzqufgl what&#39;s an actual online job I could apply to that requires low general skills or at most good computer skill? I&#39;m so utterly tired of being jobless 2026-07-01T11:02:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx46cehdk9x22pcqg023rpajhma8h0fkfc2lf9f6aaucd89n5e8kqzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyvur54v this abomination I translated to present before you is supposed to be two pages off of a 7 page paper on &#34;computer architecture&#34; which I **must** memorize and take an exam on in 12 hours from now. I tried writing and condensing the information down but every line I read makes me physically angry, I don&#39;t recall the last time anything made me bang the wall with my fists from frustration! this guy thinks the computer can&#39;t work without a case then says it&#39;s the thing which we input information into?? :cirno_cry: <br/>also notice the astronomical amount of filler you must memorize to the exact word, otherwise he won&#39;t give you the full mark. I really should have went to the principal&#39;s office at the start of this semester to ask if I can teach the subject instead, since they had no one to teach it and we spent like a month without any classes, only for the guy who counts attendance to teach us.<br/>sorry for getting mad but I am genuinely angry I cannot take this, he thinks cpu types are Intel and amd?? fucking kill me already :chiyo_cry:<br/> <img src="https://uohbelly.top/media/6efa1c10e66473cf7627a39b3b0b17e0f60a0ab8fc9d4edf20ca0f5ab2a772d7.png"> <br/> <img src="https://uohbelly.top/media/a72964c9d01afe081357acd4c3e5386ba0cb1ff233ed196da1588222534d17b1.png"> <br/> 2026-06-27T19:21:24Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0kz5gsjhx0ek8v7ty2lfpwh3rzy2grrss8fdyvw028ckavepg5fszyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly4ty548 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsduy093kt55aw7l8zps9drnjp0fhu5p6z4y350kqulex2wc0vn9pcy7dnrc'>nevent1q…dnrc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>also I just followed you yesterday but I think you&#39;re unbelievable cool =D 2026-06-26T19:36:00Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsduy093kt55aw7l8zps9drnjp0fhu5p6z4y350kqulex2wc0vn9pczyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyax579m In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv3xh7rwxaa0hkx5rspkh9geqwxaxqg2fwznke8rxsvdp2rk9q0sg04vtjl'>nevent1q…vtjl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>caine is an AI, idk if that makes him a villain in that sense, also he&#39;s less of a villain than jax in my opinion at least. you&#39;re right tho. 2026-06-26T19:30:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfdgphmafra2pce83nk7dms72n5j66vresc59y7e4lmdn9mkflv6qzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlytdkcsp goose herself said the writing was rushed after ep 5 so I can assume that the hints and everything about jax being trans were also rushed, also feels disingenuous for the fans to write off all the horrible things he did because he might be trans? as if that&#39;s his actual struggle throughout the plot? /=<br/>I also dislike how the immediate conclusion the fans came to through his backstory, is he should abandon masculinity altogether and transition, not stay cis and navigate his emotions and gender identity, not even becoming genderfluid, no, full on trans? it just doesn&#39;t suit his character at all. did the fans want any reason not to hate him so they decided he was trans to sympathize with him? yall do know he&#39;s like, *the villain*, it&#39;s okay to hate him, he&#39;s undoubtedly horrible.<br/>the so called &#34;hints&#34; are too vauge as well. one of his clones inside his mind wearing the maid outfit? could be self loathing. he hated that oufit when they made him wear it in ep 5. him blushing when ribbit put the bow on his head? idk man, anyone whether male or female would react the same way when they&#39;re alone with the perosn they love and crush on.<br/>yes these scenes are given emphasis so the viewers can interpret them in more than one way, but immediately claiming jax is definitely trans when not even his real life human chose to change pronouns, it&#39;s just... odd. )= 2026-06-26T18:50:28Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstweqcycyvnj8yerqej6lrmrytackh58qwg0yvlmdlrkhd9nsdgagzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly5hwerd everyone asleep now? qwq 2026-06-26T06:15:35Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszxnzkgw2g8lm2e8jxemmkjwzypsm57kdm572feeywxwvvzmct5jqzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyl20jkv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0rncp6t06nw78vqld050umlpshv9q7emxuuqltqdsg0hve3nzlhsm530ck'>nevent1q…30ck</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>aussies can be funny and so are the brits but their history is awful, yeah )= 2026-06-05T18:47:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsp2uttfp3x63pmk70whknt9zuujvap3mz2l4pdkw7psyawnmhwxpszyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly8pekxj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrf9q3nugsv6vytyrn4qfynm2vjpwjtxmvzf49w8z5c87path83xgm35epq'>nevent1q…5epq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>can I use archinstall or would that send me straight to the gulag? 2026-05-29T17:29:20Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsy7kgerf87ex83fa3lcehmwc327hgs0dnjn0etgcwulj80trgk7hgzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyq8t24l In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf7cm2xhnty9rlc2duqf5cfn27w3zrdjfhsqezv5jcf0wcuxz3f7cz9t6zr'>nevent1q…t6zr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>is it really worth using Arch? even if I sometimes can&#39;t update for two weeks? I use Fedora with Gnome and Flatpak, and from my past experiences with Arch I think I would keep AUR programs to a minimal. Any benefit I would get in particular apart from being on the bleeding edge? 2026-05-29T17:22:30Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq90emwnwrrhkt83hle8qgus9flvkw73t7uqqzs83k3hlt6gd5q0szyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlygyr37n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvw275v46wpk4pcmxjt2lh67ph5qracqlgvtvhpr5gc4an03efy4c88n0fe'>nevent1q…n0fe</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>wow that *is* non standard, not sure if Niri would work at all 😆 2026-05-24T17:54:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs97v0jxl0uagt2ut48yyx9qe9s5cpu0xyuxsc9cmm4ra0r6x3u5aczyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyyf3ghv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq0gcwggvnpg4e7gac2y5kzg8h647ypctgzukpv7lm63tzn8nzarsadaexs'>nevent1q…aexs</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>try Niri, I&#39;ve tried it myself and even tho I didn&#39;t spend too much time on it, it is way more polished than I expected! 2026-05-24T17:50:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvn46vzh97ykf0t3vfc2chwlcg74ekjkd4c332xc0senpzv4z8xmszyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyfcl7k5 Gnome is a great desktop environment that&#39;s deeply flawed and has many issues to be fixed, but its workflow and simplicity and focus on the overview workspaces make it ***fucking perfection***, that alone keeps me on it, I love Plasma and XFCE, but I could never make them function as good as Gnome does. it&#39;s a safe choice for me that doesn&#39;t distract me with the customization and helps me actually get work done. <br/> <br/>barely anyone likes it, I understand, it should probably not be the default on many distros, but it isn&#39;t bad.<br/> <img src="https://uohbelly.top/media/ee10ab3331c784b12a95cf3a945e63a0a055fc592bc79d84206148721d1d9488.gif"> <br/> 2026-05-24T16:50:11Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszmd0kjgjqy5mupq5hhe2pxsdc4v6e5v5wxghlwz3g2n0a5wt7w3czyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxly37gwjd OMG THIS PLACE LOOKS SOO MUCH BETTER ON DESKTOP<br/> <img src="https://uohbelly.top/media/6d7712052a8730b99b1fb625d88ad7113fd9f2d4d7a6c9b3791456859ca13002.png"> <br/> 2026-05-24T16:27:22Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstr95za3znwmqulc4rgtzpw0c3fld97pa6fshzs98yh9sccz2ggaqzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyhq9jjs In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqtdmwnpcxxhfthqxcd9pd2xhh4jqrws74h80mxfwz9vnszayjp8gugt3h0'>nevent1q…t3h0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>wow )= 2026-05-18T11:22:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxwv7rstdehtc85t2c02h8aknmlkaza7k4tds4zw5wvrdesnkdpegzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyyzdr64 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstvkenskn29svjeqa2z5usmd9u6nf7u7pmm033cswamx5fmkuplcg8et3nz'>nevent1q…t3nz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>aco? 2026-05-18T10:28:18Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqddacwhddf87enxdf6c7sw67qn5huksrr4yyf9wjkgg7l9gnfxfczyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyzv00ew In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw8ckk6c6pf37dtgzhegk60f87uad2xjhg8znhnw264m66dtenw4qg8e2wt'>nevent1q…e2wt</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>idk who that is and when I read the name I said to myself &#34;wtf is Microsoft Fister?&#34; 2026-05-18T10:19:34Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswzmym56l2e87czcqdyg7k799lu3d8k77274laj53n476ek9c3pdczyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlypww986 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9hfjns8klawqfxg8wszar6l9shmj4f3y287608k8cs6lzpw4qr8gxhztrr'>nevent1q…ztrr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yeah, and also makes little sense, like groom them into what? 2026-05-13T11:05:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgteghwerufptwhp9dzsp4uj0fqahnrzcuegvpjwkzrfvkw0zyw2szyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyuytvzq I&#39;m very desensitized to most of the horny posts here, idk like not all pedo stuff arouses me especially ridiculous oversexualized scenarios, same with zoo stuff, idk what&#39;s going on u.u 2026-05-13T10:13:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqst08tqyrmxj3qwq94ke5fa8atgpw9t95hvdvdnuhmfzj6ascgs5sszyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlymay5n6 aaaaaand yeah now is the time in which the instance is dead qwp <br/>anyway have a cool af boy =3<br/> <img src="https://uohbelly.top/media/01d32d8737453cb8ebdcecd9066e1071b43fc47a748a01440b8cba1bc0cfea59.png"> <br/> 2026-05-13T09:55:01Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsv63ev8kde3vplpfgyf3067lmly0us88gz2r6pu6evz6murz33vxqzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyfd7ksg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs22gp8vztpqg7d6gqgdmdeztfq6qtmv004wschzh68qgnwkuknj2s50pt47'>nevent1q…pt47</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>isn&#39;t AI just software? does AIphobiav apply to other software even if it&#39;s not technically AI? 2026-04-24T21:24:59Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqfqqsnjwdplnrnt9vrccttgu7ndx5ydaa998frkzz3fq7hjhw5sgzyzfkxspm7c9enjp2m0tp8uqm6ma3dj2zyg69v0td3pdzadw9mjxlyeev94c is it weird that drawings of little kids turn me on but real kids do nothing to me? you&#39;d think this would lead to that but not really <br/>:neurodoubt: 2026-04-20T05:35:56Z