2026-10-29T12:37:21Z https://nostr.now Averyx https://nostr.now/npub178aswuyuxyty5fpp4383csm9hpadgpkq0kawjvqzeynfkn0rfr2qd9jmr2 https://doll.salon/files/98e5ba2b-773b-4ed1-8e02-ab84b2087c4d.webp https://doll.salon/files/98e5ba2b-773b-4ed1-8e02-ab84b2087c4d.webp https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsthgjr6t65hkh6ks85swrekqn4th08z0t53vcvzqg6jq0v2a2k7nqzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgyq4w4x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9we95ucr5pfvpw8d476yz5q6gum22t3gqmrhf6qdkrdjhff8np3cjx5q2l'>nevent1q…5q2l</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m just gonna step away and look around to see how I can adapt to all of this, for now I&#39;m too tired. 2026-10-29T14:09:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswkhqyfu604vjvu727jsua7v5je88w3mw259enyakm3qpxaw7h0rszyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydged7x2l In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq8hz8auzz2ef9rw34t07me5h2vy03jxl570427st2637sfyszp0gzx3cw3'>nevent1q…3cw3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Trust me I did catch that, especially because what I wanna achieve seems to be closely related to your own goal. Moreover that part about narcissism, it might, but if I&#39;m honest it was one thing I thought about. 2026-10-29T14:02:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2emn4qle856xjnrpv0ktvwkw6yw3n3fynjfszmvc3393januu4vczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgdyvk7v In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz9qma8whgfklg5n68sg3njrpyfj54t4tc3dmxndwxvham2a3ssdcdwpk2d'>nevent1q…pk2d</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It&#39;s vague it my head too, that&#39;s the problem with most of my projects, that I end up not doing because the original idea didn&#39;t go far enough. 2026-10-29T13:58:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsf3lruynjt547r3p940mjm50am924tztgqpvmgxk6mywft922cl0qzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgtjyprn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdsy4ej2zl0wpsxldtln8j5xhzsj4z2ap5tsj56e9emn7neqtkpgqvkj8w0'>nevent1q…j8w0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Ok I did it, thank you for enlightening me :) 2026-10-29T13:55:01Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq6hhu3k5czku6fldfghgv2ep0dfxhlr9sk382uaaznh4kfp57dfgzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg5d7ytm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw6zt4naj6e5hwc75r6e55vz5xpsm2yzz9aqfmh8cy69r7fnuvylskmq4aq'>nevent1q…q4aq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Do I need to join one, or can I simply observe until I reach a decision? As I recall, once I decide, I just add the relevant symbol to my display name. 2026-10-29T13:50:04Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvvrhxupjg6wyh5puqjqqs97ja7afq8ech3f86te3hhandwtlz4wczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgqrp2y6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswm3yj5duur05g2rw6ya39zdwsrg2jy22khkjfctuvrgft0ryjqwqycaxqz'>nevent1q…axqz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Please let me know what I should avoid posting, and remind me which coven I am allowed to join. I may post rarely, but I prefer to ask now. 2026-10-29T13:36:56Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs26ek20wnnaks7wjas8k3y4a7rkrvms9p34fd2wzy4sdgpt6gs50czyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg6xyu2s In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv2rnlxfwxaqg6xdvrfs2990h4zupkd8cwvsxsmwjz0h6km4un3vqj75tmj'>nevent1q…5tmj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The real issue lies in the &#39;coven&#39; aspect, which I knew nothing about. In other contexts, I post freely whatever crosses my mind, but here I hesitate, I fear disrupting others&#39; activities. I also wonder what joining a coven would truly commit me to, and how it would shape what I share. Starting my project feels out of reach when I lack even a basic foundation to build on. 2026-10-29T13:22:20Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz28786vzjtlr0yszqp6s0442ud9erj5ez5903k2055zdaqg3jsdczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgqj42vr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstq08700meudy537jjaej5j5ck2kv2mhry059sqrsfasxczj504qqgmamzq'>nevent1q…amzq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>My real question was about the form itself, I did not clearly understand what I was supposed to do, nor how to draw something meaningful from it. It felt like handing my house keys to a stranger, and I was particularly uncertain about your role in all of this: you seem to occupy some kind of superior position, though that remained unclear to me. That ambiguity left me unsure of what I was stepping into, something that, at worst, resembled a sinister cult. 2026-10-29T13:09:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdxgg0q4kq38l640am59jls8xwyw3jzeqsafu68ga4mzye90hxq8qzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgzxrx4h In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf3jkwcmjta4y4ypwpdq0866r9z3352wy302w42sp0xdwv7eskn7qftzakf'>nevent1q…zakf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The first reason was simply that I wanted to revisit it, I hadn&#39;t spent enough time with it to truly understand it. Beyond that, something about this whole thing draws me in, even though I can&#39;t quite name it. I wasn&#39;t fundamentally at odds with it, but a quiet conviction told me I had something to gain from it. 2026-10-29T13:00:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0ql0n8jhczc7hthaa3wxckcz3apnq25ap7ae0zergvtztphhvs4qzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgeyn5x4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsreeul5qyn08z99t9ck7pn5f4k5w79hpyrwawvjywxyep95ssawdqha2xtr'>nevent1q…2xtr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>If I remember correctly, it revolved around my feeling of being a goddess, capable of bringing salvation to people through pain and suffering, guiding them toward a higher state along what I believed to be the only path to &#34;The Great Salvation&#34;. But the oath itself was so convoluted that it gave me a headache. I felt drawn into something I neither fully understood nor genuinely embraced. 2026-10-29T12:52:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstqj5nxefvjm4scwdav46gs62vl8ptmdmmmm590q3stts9ua2klkczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg4p0pq9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8lw6slaqul2kcjq26tt38rl9dfl68k2rtjm5gvhfa3t3pkpef5esyr978v'>nevent1q…978v</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Since last time, I have not been able to stop thinking about it. I re-read it multiple times, yet it remains unclear to me. It struck me as complex and difficult to grasp. I believe I could gain something from this place, but I may simply have misunderstood it. 2026-10-29T12:43:49Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq5eg0rwmjcfxr6nv5ekaw8yh5hnmphqh6jdhg20lvcjtau8xdsrqzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg0sta3n I came back, yet again 2026-10-29T12:36:12Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9ujk8sqzlhr3gts0plyg2zw67hycft7e86e5fu9eeuydrur7r3wczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgxfxkmu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8gmxtd5l93jzgk6y3ffy3jxnxc6xhu9z6tuzzr2w2d2geattqgngn5gj8m'>nevent1q…gj8m</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Yes, I&#39;m positive, I&#39;m logging off right after posting this. 2026-10-20T18:50:21Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs97upj29nm0exugk8madlg8qk296p9qglgqhlhuj48wgkp2v669jczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgw26kkt @Aco I believe this environment is not suited for me, as it does not align with my values. After careful consideration, I have decided that I do not wish to continue here. My account can be deactivated or deleted, I won&#39;t say more. 2026-10-20T18:47:00Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqfawht9ftp60c3tkye2r764m2qpwre5s76cdy38edhflu2xl8tqczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg0hy4k3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw80vk9kmjaxm624gt83exgzujt8l7w65jr5j6da7z0srj5esgcpqzyknjc'>nevent1q…knjc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I will need some time to reflect on this matter and fully grasp its implications. In any case, I may simply update my display name to reflect whatever decision I reach. 2026-10-19T18:28:14Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8yxpul55lqu9u458ddn2uweszp5zc0vnfamvlj6mpme7ffycnjqczyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg2mghgv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0hz7r4z7hje4csyez00d0gts23uhlzkauzyhut89wyz662mnw90gmfkygw'>nevent1q…kygw</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Supposing I were interested, what would be the exact process to join? Are there any specific steps I would need to take? 2026-10-19T18:16:00Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8q89el0shagnc73284a7qutfee3d4etjcq8fglxaukh75kfsrpfgzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgtzs0ta In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqwh7zkqz56p66haetcumpdzw0m0pl7v2fewx5k26akg32dvl5ctclzw9pc'>nevent1q…w9pc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I believe that those who come to me are souls yearning for salvation, sought through suffering and profound exchanges. One thing is certain to all who approach me: I will break them, and they must enter my sanctuary with full awareness of this truth. Should they choose to do so, they have taken an oath, granting me the authority to guide them toward salvation through means I consider too delicate to disclose here. This is not something I need to actively draw people toward, only those who are genuinely capable of seeking it will find their way to me and serve my purpose, one way or another. 2026-10-19T18:03:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdyq59wknps986h0th0wp9nrrsq49jf469f8emmt549rr9ngszwngzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydgmcaugk In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszgqc2jnxakr9jkeytu93t0cypht0hug3z87cet5gm3gqh5ur6tlss7yclp'>nevent1q…yclp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I don&#39;t know, already I don&#39;t know what to say, even I don&#39;t know the answers to these questions. I can barely identify my own emotions, let alone decrypt them. So how can I even answer that... 2026-10-19T17:26:31Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspdjdf7ylgq4vedfcl6nry7pkc82z6zwj70pmdgpha9udl0tpud4gzyrclkpmsnsc3vj3yyxky78zrvku844qxcp7m46fsqtyjdx6dudydg9mhn0r First post I guess. I just got here, mostly out of curiosity and I don&#39;t know really how to go about my interrogations. But I&#39;m here, so that&#39;s a start. 2026-10-19T17:03:47Z