2026-10-24T01:36:03Z https://nostr.now haunted tangle of haunted gaps https://nostr.now/npub16g08n5p7v8fqnmlm9nm4lxs9ae0ytddjvqzgyaj0dng2ckunfe8s85a3xv https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyzp6nlztsgdr0f860tmtxgexl0zu2ac3nuhua0tl8jwqahladrsczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7fsuhfs In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst4t0suz6xd2e76sqh5fs3qyga60yf37rynp829vr3cd3c7psla9gny9fhu'>nevent1q…9fhu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I would love to read experimental stories with experimental soundtracks about Shadowrun characters omg that sounds perfect 2026-10-28T03:59:28Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsge4geja5vfjndzxn4svdpw0ng7m5h7mtnw5gk6eqgeu925ytzrzszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7la64xx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyaq6sfhrzl3rye2l49egufushhcmw4cre0mdts49vhkr8csyj0yql838r9'>nevent1q…38r9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Less a Rimworld wtf and more wow we fucked it up. We couldn&#39;t even tell you exactly how everything happened. There was a cold snap, Burnet went down, Bromen went to save her but also got cold because we didn&#39;t have enough heaters, she went down. Bear, one of our rescues then went down. They all three died in quick succession. Lion, the guy Bear had to tame then went down, attacked by an iguana, and bled out, because Jesse with her 4 in medical was all that was left to save him. Every last one of them is dead.<br/>You can bet we have heaters now.<br/>That leas us with Mask and Jesse, who hate each other. Two crafters, and one can&#39;t fight at all. Good thing this was a peaceful run or that might have been the end of it. We&#39;re still going though. Just to see how long our two crafters, no defender or doctor of significant skill remaining, who hate each other hold on. 2026-10-16T05:11:54Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyaq6sfhrzl3rye2l49egufushhcmw4cre0mdts49vhkr8csyj0yqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y76uv2u8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqszhnstzurd55xltjeml2d7xwxtwycdfaedredl2pf8e5vjrp3qshuscqk'>nevent1q…scqk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>pretty sure it was our doctor that ate the iguana. how these guys are still alive, i couldn&#39;t tell you, and i was there. 2026-10-15T04:15:24Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqszhnstzurd55xltjeml2d7xwxtwycdfaedredl2pf8e5vjrp3qszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7hxhqzx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrzcfpxdy6hx8r58y8q9yhnxlxugesvy5ak23686etfyhwpqp29mqvv54ul'>nevent1q…54ul</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>So they ran out of food, which is an us problem, we had them hunt, and that was great, except the simple meal doesn&#39;t apparently count meat as raw food for it either that or everyone was gobbling it up faster than Jesse could cook it. Yes you heard that. they were running around the map eating raw meat for 48 hours of ingame time. someone even ate the iguana. you can imagine how long the iguana&#39;s been there by now, yeah it&#39;s the same one from earlier. Let&#39;s hope they don&#39;t die of something horrible! 2026-10-15T04:14:49Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrzcfpxdy6hx8r58y8q9yhnxlxugesvy5ak23686etfyhwpqp29mqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y72vg3y3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsphau6k9ql203kzllkyc2qd9e40n7fp9x5j88jx7awdxpwhml6kcq4n3hzk'>nevent1q…3hzk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Jesse healed really quickly, so at least Burnet gets some time to be sad. But what is she doing? Playing chess at 12:30, while everyone else is asleep including Burnet, the one who only needs a few hours of sleep and is often up at ass o&#39;clock. Somehow this is the least wtf thing that&#39;s happened so far. 2026-10-14T03:13:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsphau6k9ql203kzllkyc2qd9e40n7fp9x5j88jx7awdxpwhml6kcqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y70yq869 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgcdzpszlrf89q7hcq87v54cdesdchl23mv36dxecss6um9ugyrrqe6luz0'>nevent1q…luz0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Burnet, who has to save us from all of our accidents, has a dog. This dog survived the crash with her. This dog was ten years old. A little terrier who was too small to haul or rescue, he just wandered around being a ther to people and shitting in the dining room. Thers Burnet is 17. Jesse was becoming friends with the dog, and learning to train the dog, and now she&#39;s in the hospital, which is a medical bed in the corner of the giant dark storage warehouse. Why are you saying was, gap? Oh, yeah, a cougar came by and smacked him to death in two hits. Even if we&#39;d paused the game between them, there would have been no time to save him, they were maybe a second apart. To add insult to injury it didn&#39;t even eat him, even though it was supposedly hunting him for food. The doctor showed up before anyone else and hauled his corpse away. To the dumping stockpile. Where it rests beside a putrefying iguana corpse. Poor Burnet. The entire universe hates Burnet. Clearly. 2026-10-14T02:28:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgcdzpszlrf89q7hcq87v54cdesdchl23mv36dxecss6um9ugyrrqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7lu8hl3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdjdt3x0efq0r6m5u47k7avpth8zcyn427dlf0k5s8ttvztyvt4tchzs75n'>nevent1q…s75n</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Jesse, our fearless explorer, has a head wound but will survive, and is resting now. In ... good? bad? bad? news, Mask is fine. the falling roof broke her nose, so she wandered off and started deconstructing ship chunks. i ... don&#39;t know how to feel about this. 2026-10-14T01:32:14Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdjdt3x0efq0r6m5u47k7avpth8zcyn427dlf0k5s8ttvztyvt4tczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7yhujwd In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8at908zmqnjjz9w4r6h4g0k8ma4sh9wfg6cw27qyeed4rwerpupqtaapp8'>nevent1q…app8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>we have four people and one of them is going to have to take care of your asses now so we have burnet to do everything for days now. what is burnet good at? killing stuff. good luck burnet, everything&#39;s up to you now! 2026-10-14T00:38:21Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8at908zmqnjjz9w4r6h4g0k8ma4sh9wfg6cw27qyeed4rwerpupqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7jyjpr4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszvazvqlsee5s73e5srdhk9egpt6dxzspys7ga29rxj79adgcgwsga4uqse'>nevent1q…uqse</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>why were you wandering in the building that was being torn down! why was the builder deconstructing the building from the inside! wtf mask! you&#39;re supposed to be the smartest one here and you decided to deconstruct the building from the inside. and jesse, you were literally just almost killed in a ship crash. a week ago you were bleeding out on the ground. but you were like na. just gonna go explore the building while it&#39;s getting torn down. what could possibly go wrong. omg 2026-10-14T00:35:59Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszvazvqlsee5s73e5srdhk9egpt6dxzspys7ga29rxj79adgcgwsgzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7h5x7m0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0260qty0tk34g2jh4f9jcdxt28k7q3deenfzezm7n60uz8w9968gpax6yh'>nevent1q…x6yh</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>wtf&#39;s from yesterday before we started this thread include<br/>hey why is mask in the growing field vomiting. hey, why is everyone in the growing field with the already planted plants, vomiting in them. oh god i just stepped in it<br/>oh no i trapped my construction worker in the storehouse blocking the doors let me have her make a door to get out before she has an &#34;i ate through all the stores, i went mad for months&#34; story<br/>why are you wandering around getting annoyed about having to eat and walk when we *literally do already have a dining room*<br/>completely by accident i have three totally unattached women two of whom hate men. hmm<br/>why are you, our doctor, who treated her many major wounds, annoyed at her for not working? you rescued her last night! she was bleeding out! did you get annoyed because i made you carry her until her bed was made because no one has any warm clothes yet?<br/>we decided not to stream undertale, but we really might stream this. you could say our reasons should be the same, and maybe they should be. we don&#39;t know...we&#39;d take criticism about it though. 2026-10-13T20:52:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0260qty0tk34g2jh4f9jcdxt28k7q3deenfzezm7n60uz8w9968gzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7a9knch what i can tame a human whaaaat<br/>does he become a pet? or move in with us like a human?<br/>...<br/>...<br/>... 2026-10-13T20:47:06Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2s8k0fq3tagknhad06r9kxwtvxt0vdwfmvgwkj56f9tu3vdn8hfszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7ecx5e5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsggs77z5gmyeqz55wyj356dt0jw7evvhalye7706xmdfppvftl32q3l7j2k'>nevent1q…7j2k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>one of my favorite songs is a song where everyone&#39;s almost off time and the recording quality is delightfully ass, and she&#39;s like barely making notes in the middle of her range for some reason though most of them were fine, and it&#39;s sad as hell, the lyrics not the singing quality that&#39;s just mysteriously broken. but they were having fun, somehow. 2026-09-02T05:58:22Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsggs77z5gmyeqz55wyj356dt0jw7evvhalye7706xmdfppvftl32qzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y70fv20k also don&#39;t understand why making bad art has to be having a bad time. some of my favorite art is technically shittastic art that you could just see the fun whoever made it had, and the frustration, but the fun. 2026-09-02T05:54:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswzaerr0jdpzp4zrh2txaarl28kz6gqmn985ys0jvck5yhljxavpczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7mst9xa every nexus concept was cursed. maybe not intentionally, and maybe sometimes in ways that simply can&#39;t be changed. if you&#39;re going to pull the last layers from over your eyes and pour concentrated starlight on what&#39;s left underneath, you have to understand that, though maybe your layers were broken there&#39;s a good reason why they were there, and the alive part is made of one form of what you expose it to but not made the same way. you might shave years off your lifespan, destroy some key regulator in your brain, destroy everything you give a shit about, be invaded by something (no, not what you&#39;re thinking, that would be easier to deal with), or any number of other things, but it&#39;s a matter of which, because one of them certainly will happen. but then additionally resonance doesn&#39;t stop you doing anything. if it&#39;s ever stopped you, that was a lack of energy or connectivity, not something somewhere preventing you from doing something. if you can figure it out, you can do whatever you like. the question isn&#39;t can you. or even should you, if you don&#39;t like. but what happens if you do? nothing stops you from imposing something horrible in the place of your layers and calling it a nexus because it has usable resonance. and hasn&#39;t this happened too many times to count, to disastrous results? 2026-06-17T16:09:58Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr9wyn9jy6f4fgzjzkknc88cuknvzym284e5y6xka7gwuvdrsxcpszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7srs7nm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswt98l0tyy8hyhk5wt4u08ate3ecj02vk05jha6t43v9rzx7xye2cd3lvku'>nevent1q…lvku</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>they&#39;re both gone, it&#39;s 2026 and they&#39;re both gone. i was never much connected to any of the people who raised me when i was little. dad most of them all, but there were holes even there. and then later. guess i just thought they&#39;d live longer. surrounded by people whose parents were surviving into their seventies and eighties. thinking, oh, they&#39;re both tough, it&#39;ll be a while. but dad died at 54 and she might have made it to her late fifties, don&#39;t remember her exact age. 2026-03-10T06:40:54Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswt98l0tyy8hyhk5wt4u08ate3ecj02vk05jha6t43v9rzx7xye2czyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7cghvu0 sister called to tell me my stepmom is gone<br/>if we both hadn&#39;t gotten sick we both would have been there again, too<br/>and she got there like three minutes too late 2026-03-10T06:38:00Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdzurne3shpc4wquuwuwmx9jzx5x0njk803x0k47nv22gshnqs6gszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7g8j5zq if you&#39;ve gotten to the point where you don&#39;t know if you are awake or not or what&#39;s even happening check the time. that&#39;s the good thing about clocks, they should always work a certain way and break certain ways. check the time a couple times to make sure it is happening (or the clock is breaking) consistently. if it&#39;s not, brainfuckery is afoot. which could just be you&#39;re dreaming but still. 2026-01-11T02:22:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxswewqta4ngq6ezdak7sdzd64a6jmyg6ftyhqrhfr8hpp4pzmwaszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7x90s4x horror game save room theme is its own whole genre 2026-01-10T04:02:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs23ksn5vllk9vmzxdrf4l3z32jv5x0hjm3874g6e5h5efjv7xf9lczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7f83z6m In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd6v28d6slnuxye6etvm6wu6yjw7y92hh4px2zy0rl4cydmjde54gws4jyl'>nevent1q…4jyl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Yeah we&#39;re hoping they get cleared this weekend...the jet truck is broken and apparently around here it&#39;s The Jet Truck, so hopefully they can fix it fast lol. it&#39;s a problem because of the temps, but at least it&#39;s not everyone&#39;s interconnected sewer at once. That&#39;s where we (usually) start encountering the sorts of backup situations I&#39;m already super frightened by, (our line is frozen thankfully it&#39;s not full) but for reasons that pretty much make sense to everyone at least. 2026-01-10T03:59:12Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrut7nyk6px46hpnsuajd2tenw8wl633qvgfn47zxl0dy3lfsv7rczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7cj00nn back home on our own keyboard where random key combinations of keys that work don&#39;t work together for some reason. it&#39;s not like that&#39;s so horrible, it just messes with my workflow, a lot of which has to be automatic, or i lose too much time remembering what i&#39;m doing.<br/>it doesn&#39;t smell much worse here than it did when we left, but that water really is starting to get stagnant and it smells like things are rising into it through the pipes. is it technically safe to be here, breathing that or am i overreacting<br/>(either way, there&#39;s way scarier than this to breathe, and some of you are you poor thers, we wish we could just come get you and put you up somewhere safe until you can go back, or, kick asses of everyone trying to kick yours) 2026-01-10T00:56:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyan56hte7kklz6nuv4r9mx6xyqf82sugudfez4tl2h765w98ckjqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y70988qc they said, you know you&#39;ll go back there and die right?<br/>the reply: i know.<br/>what i didn&#39;t say: that&#39;s the intent. i&#39;ve hit a breaking point. the only reason i&#39;m holding on to anything is because there is not only a future where we fight but a plan to do it which regularly continues forward. i have to do something, or die trying. i&#39;m not screeching at the sky anymore--i&#39;m cold and quiet and hoping with all the fucked up shit i do now to make it to that moment that there will be something left. i have no illusions that i couldn&#39;t be corrupted or destroyed or somehow returned to a previous state with a head full of hell.<br/>a heartbreak the size of time 2025-09-19T00:07:30Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8keflnq4jwsl7fu23dq3whkdqlyht0wjxpl9wr2fr0tv3nxftzlczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7qpzxv0 did not sleep for more than 45 minutes last night. tried to go back to sleep. ended up choking on sinus drainage every time because life sucks. finally almost get to sleep. phone rings fifty million times whenever we try to fuck with it goes silent. only just now got it figured out. it&#39;s been six hours all this was going on...which implies that at least a little bit of sleep happened but doesn&#39;t feel like itmeow! 2025-08-20T23:43:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfp87gt86a0439nr38req7duuyvcydq29f64994eqsuj3aujtrxxszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7705uxl this is your regular reminder that countries are bad<br/>groups make sense evolutionarily and perhaps some might even have hierarchy, and sometimes these are called nations depending on their structure. but if your group doesn&#39;t have a way to leave its social structure for those who don&#39;t fit to it that doesn&#39;t penalize them you&#39;re doing something wrong, and if your group needs to destroy the presence of another group in total or its dwelling presence in a location you are doing something wrong<br/>fight me i will die on this motherfucking hill 2025-08-17T03:56:45Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8l3tq8tsddr40zxyv46s5wx6up4nmsvgz7d2hchp2nhkqg6xnn5gzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y70c9gyu tbh the reason i don&#39;t have a job is partly the shittiness of the job market and the weirdness of a lot of the programs that are supposed to help disabled people get into the workforce. but the other part is who would keep everything from exploding if we weren&#39;t there all day ffs. in our case, we had several opportunities we turned down or failed to meet, because we were too busy trying to keep one world or another from melting, and that was our priority. 2025-08-04T02:48:11Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgw2fdvjetcavx93c026lce57l30lyupxzq2z9wk3y6v946rj24fszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y79heyzc what we don&#39;t need are more expensive tastes, *looks at our insistance on mechanical keyboards since we discovered how much they decrease our hand pain* buuuut 2025-08-04T02:42:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstscvrjj5t3rzk0cpr2q0vgm3p3jaw9taxgkdvd4maxuk94fhr0ggzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y76e359e In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswa4e5axhma003x0zv8r2sgeuay26xjm6yclm550ag6gzmcm7tr8cm9ugyl'>nevent1q…ugyl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>ok we reclaimed the room and no sign of the yellowjacket, or its remains... so far. 2025-08-03T01:48:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswa4e5axhma003x0zv8r2sgeuay26xjm6yclm550ag6gzmcm7tr8czyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7u8cwch In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqu6syzxpdlwcnwedev0uqdfn0txdvpcr8ck0w9alyvlxquwgal6qy9y9g9'>nevent1q…y9g9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>she must have told us this story before and we forgot, i can&#39;t imagine we never heard about this but she also told us, we don&#39;t have to be afraid of being allergic like she is, it&#39;s not genetic, she is because she stepped in a ground nest and got stung over forty times in a row. 2025-08-02T23:08:34Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqu6syzxpdlwcnwedev0uqdfn0txdvpcr8ck0w9alyvlxquwgal6qzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7rqz02x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg76aldxc8vcxd7695kp9ugq8hpc07t68fzqngn08lh2qtduhyrps2ufqey'>nevent1q…fqey</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>mother was going you gotta take three ibuprofen, you gotta get an icepack on that, we went we didn&#39;t think it was that serious? won&#39;t it puff up like a spider bite and fade in a few days? then us in the office, her: did you take your ibuprofen and get an icepack, let&#39;s go right now. us, bemused: huh yeah we forget most people tend to minor things like this if they can. that...probably says something about what we&#39;re used to. 2025-08-02T22:56:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsg76aldxc8vcxd7695kp9ugq8hpc07t68fzqngn08lh2qtduhyrpszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7n02tnq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2ehuays3e7qv9zuype2hcf3ck0ffpss0y72mlpcuhz745cwqntvq5lr0sy'>nevent1q…r0sy</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>then again, i&#39;m also not sure if the cat is small enough to worry about do i have to worry about both the human and the cat being stung and a slowly dying creature in our room we can&#39;t find and ah, hell, 2025-08-02T22:38:24Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2ehuays3e7qv9zuype2hcf3ck0ffpss0y72mlpcuhz745cwqntvqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y73et5es In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgpzu5kvzu3hrwje7z6efr3um0ehfuxjs88l7jr64zg885gk076qq0y0w6x'>nevent1q…0w6x</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>let the cat try? that sounds horrible i know but unless someone can find it, we don&#39;t have a way to get it outside, and if it can&#39;t fly, then a cat or a bird will get it anyway. hmm. 2025-08-02T22:34:11Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgpzu5kvzu3hrwje7z6efr3um0ehfuxjs88l7jr64zg885gk076qqzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7l65kdj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8eq6wltg9slh4pxxkkh3ssl3gae6m4vef86zhrgvycxd0vqp5qfst3wy7c'>nevent1q…wy7c</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>so now neither of us can catch it, because we can&#39;t see it and she can&#39;t get stung by it and she can&#39;t find it anyway. we wanted to let it out, but we think we fucked it up when we swiped it because it is not flying anymore and we feel bad. it could take days to die in there, and that just seems like a sucky way to go, we have no clue what to do. 2025-08-02T22:32:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8eq6wltg9slh4pxxkkh3ssl3gae6m4vef86zhrgvycxd0vqp5qfszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7fh4z8m discovered there was a hornet in the house when it wandered across our foot and i swiped at it, thinking there was a hair drifting down our leg or something, and not expecting something alive. it stung us, of course. but we didn&#39;t even realize that happened until mom saw it and verified it&#39;s a hornet. before that, when we were looking, she tought it was a horsefly. we said, surprised that didn&#39;t hurt more than it did. i&#39;d have never guessed that was a sting. mom however is deathly allergic, and we can&#39;t find it. so either the cat will find it and there will be battle, or it will leave, or some accident will happen because we&#39;re blind. so now we are in the office with her in case it gets her, because she has no epi pens, of course. the amusing part of all this was us tiptoeing back into our room for our phone, vape, keyboard and coffee, talking about it&#39;s not my territory now, it just got taken over. 2025-08-02T22:15:36Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrcjccgefwnvtncamm9fmye8tgdm9shdn3edt602thdmsw73ctn7gzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7rawd8h In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgn5c374jjvtfkr07v94plpag53fl3fvwuvvak438hxaa769rw7wstpcf4e'>nevent1q…cf4e</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh thanks that is it! there is a keyboard shortcut for it but it doesn&#39;t announce to the screenreader, and it&#39;s just insert, which is too easy to hit on accident. we&#39;re surprised we don&#39;t do this more, come to think of it. 2025-07-22T08:06:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsw6g4vu2fctzajtsx4puegrazupqrzkqzyge7l0fzmz4cgzzzhk0gzyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7wexytd screwed up something in notepad++ so that when we add things to it it will delete as many characters that come after as we added, or if it&#39;s a line the next line, and ugg we fixed this before but don&#39;t remember what we did 2025-07-22T06:51:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsw3ug6vnwre52adxhqerlpxtf84ll7vmmtlv36j5muf33cnacernczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7ag68g3 old nexuses wonder how the fuck they even got old. like what do i do. we didn&#39;t expect to survive whatever bullshit, we were born into or we landed in or sometimes that we started. we age early, and then realize we&#39;re still facing an indeterminate number of years but now we&#39;re run down. when i was in my early twenties a friend of ours then going through her late thirties and early forties started talking to us about regret and we didn&#39;t understand, and thought it might just be something we&#39;d understand in time, an age thing, it kind of was, we can see how we might be that kind of sad in a few years. but she didn&#39;t expect to get that old either. it&#39;s not like we lived extraordinary lives. we just didn&#39;t care what happened to them. lands you in some interesting situations that&#39;s for sure. someone said, about a very different situation, it made great stories but chaotic living. think that applies there too. 2025-07-21T07:26:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfl23gamfje2r7m3jlg6ffgpdcajpevq93ra5c3zq6yd87tjckhdszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y735jhgv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvmv8kt55y4x5khsk5q8j2cguvlzaawpzv7vhtancuq4cv4rsecrs4zdx8p'>nevent1q…dx8p</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>if our body were also a bird, it would be that bird that is always just freaking out and laying eggs randomly. 2025-06-29T19:17:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvmv8kt55y4x5khsk5q8j2cguvlzaawpzv7vhtancuq4cv4rsecrszyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7kqth83 it&#39;s our cousin&#39;s wedding today, so of course our period started last night<br/>ffs. being a nexus with any kind of reproduction focus when you have zero intention of reproducing yourself is so annoying sometimes lol.<br/>our body will menstruate at the drop of a hat. sometimes when we want babies to happen somewhere--such as the highly embarrassing time when we were listening for the ostriches and did it three times in one month because the only noise they make you can hear from a distance is their mating call, so our body was just like, you suppose if we menstruate it will encourage the other creatures around to reproduce, and we were going omg no no that&#39;s not how this works and we are so tired of being biological and leaky help.<br/>other times when babies might happen, regardless of whether we have a particular interest in it happening. like, if she gets pregnant we will adore her baby, but we haven&#39;t been excitedly anticipating her getting pregnant, it&#39;s just a thing that might happen and we know she wants a family in that way. 2025-06-29T19:14:17Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswqwghwn9mkeef67lxgg5vqerzl870j9fee0xrv2d97ge7adrrc9szyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7ca9ez7 I&#39;m going to say something and I don&#39;t think this for anyone else, this is just my stance on my own stuff. But I kind of don&#39;t mind if an AI eats something I made that I don&#39;t care enough about to claim forever. Think about it though. What I&#39;m like. Think about an AI eating, say, years of our writing. Oh yes, I am planting strange ideas in your pattern machines. Oh, that sounds like an interesting idea... 2025-01-31T21:15:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsze37w2nsndxptc5lxzsly6amdqv3yd608mj9mfze2kutuk8u3ntczyrfpu7ws8esayz00lvk0whu6qhh9u3d4kfsqfqnkfakdptzmjd8y7f5cj5k In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2xhm38sjlshpar628qu7dz6tqzzhevk0mqxg5wf0m6vjkhtptlqgsykfez'>nevent1q…kfez</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Monk and robot. Becky Chambers. It&#39;s two books. It healed parts of my soul. It&#39;s kind of sci fi? Alternate world, futuristic to this one, they&#39;ve already had their industrial phase, and they had robots, and then a bunch of stuff went down and the humans and the robots live separately and no contact is allowed between them. Until the day that changes. This book is about that day, or more like, that year. But saying that is like sayign the world is a ball of rock. 2024-11-07T22:34:51Z