Nostr notes by Yukari Hafner :v_lesbian:

If anyone's making something with Trial, I'd be very ...

2026-10-24T19:37:29Z

If anyone's making something with Trial, I'd be very happy to help out with advice or hear about what you're working on!!

https://mastodon.gamedev.place/@Alexjgriffith/117497564563976512

quoting
note1ul2…pega

The 2026 autumn lisp game jam starts on Friday!

https://itch.io/jam/autumn-lisp-game-jam-2026

#gamedev #lisp

i know its unethical but its for the greater good

2026-10-24T18:52:57Z

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i know its unethical but its for the greater good

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2026-10-24T18:52:26Z

im going to release the yurification virus

#2786 An icon concept for a new community for #yuri artists that ...

2026-10-12T22:16:23Z

#2786

An icon concept for a new community for #yuri artists that I'm starting to put together. If you're an artist/writer and are interested, send me a message!

Support my work https://patreon.com/shinmera

#creativetoots #mastoart #haruna #yukari #onesies

Insanely pathetic behaviour. Wouldn't be surprised if he ...

2026-10-11T10:19:55Z

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Insanely pathetic behaviour. Wouldn't be surprised if he misgendered me on purpose, too.

Like Why even ...

2026-10-11T06:54:40Z

Like

Why even

yerp. And he uses his prior accomplishments and expertise as an ...

2026-10-07T20:59:12Z

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yerp. And he uses his prior accomplishments and expertise as an excuse to basically say "oh but *I* know what I'm doing with this slop"

atgreen has been one of the primary drivers of slop in the lisp ...

2026-10-07T20:53:55Z

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atgreen has been one of the primary drivers of slop in the lisp community since the start, yes.

It feels really weird to see my own repos get slopped ...

2026-10-07T15:16:18Z

It feels really weird to see my own repos get slopped https://github.com/Shinmera/precise-time/compare/main...atgreen:precise-time:main

lmao of course. Fucking hell.

2026-10-02T16:34:15Z

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lmao of course. Fucking hell.

It's just like, I'm already crippled with anxiety and ...

2026-09-28T22:19:26Z

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It's just like, I'm already crippled with anxiety and lack of self esteem, and then almost every single goddarn time shitheads show up and get into a fight with me, or someone takes the worst possible faith interpretation of what I'm saying, and not a single soul of everyone that I've had friendly relations with for years wants to stick up for me.

I know I'm not in the wrong in this nor many of the other cases and I'm so goddarn tired of always being made out to be the only odd one out.

Just recently when I vented about that here, someone was like ...

2026-09-28T22:17:39Z

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Just recently when I vented about that here, someone was like "maybe it's a you problem then" only for it to turn out that this person had a grudge against me because I didn't want to talk to them about anime on IRC or some shit like that that they then took as offence and brooded with for years.

(seriously I scoured the logs and read every interaction, I have no clue what got them so pissed other than me being indifferent to them about discussing media in a programmer channel)

I haven't gone in a couple weeks because I got tired of being ...

2026-09-28T22:15:45Z

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I haven't gone in a couple weeks because I got tired of being the only woman there every time, and I haven't done actual gamedev in a long while either.

Some of the folks I used to talk most with in the past also hadn't come much anymore or didn't talk to me anymore
so I'm now considering just pulling the plug.

I hate how every goddarn place I go, I end up getting into situations that are so emotionally taxing for me that it just does not make sense anymore to stick around.

this discord that the screenshots are of, it was my main local ...

2026-09-28T22:14:37Z

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this discord that the screenshots are of, it was my main local gamedev hangout since like 2018

back when the first generative image models came out they were playing around with that in there, making gaff images, and I already felt skeeved out then (cause it's just... it doesn't add fucking anything)

god, fuck, I hate it here ...

2026-09-28T21:51:23Z

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god, fuck, I hate it here

I'm so fucking tired of having to hear this kind of apologia ...

2026-09-28T20:25:27Z

I'm so fucking tired of having to hear this kind of apologia all the time

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2026-09-27T17:52:03Z

Buy cheaper electric toothbrushes

2026-09-20T22:46:29Z

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Buy cheaper electric toothbrushes

Finally Rust is back in the Linux codebase

2026-09-20T21:11:06Z

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Finally Rust is back in the Linux codebase

presented without context ...

2026-09-15T12:23:00Z

presented without context

it would be really funny to have a classic dating VN but one of ...

2026-09-09T07:11:00Z

it would be really funny to have a classic dating VN but one of your options is a rodent you discover in your car or something

you gotta keep ignoring the other targets and choose to feed the rodent instead

Poweroff screen ...

2026-08-26T16:26:07Z

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Poweroff screen

Boot screen ...

2026-08-26T14:25:50Z

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Boot screen

today I did the temperature indicators ...

2026-08-26T10:41:28Z

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today I did the temperature indicators

I got all the parts needed for the weathergotchi and it's ...

2026-08-25T19:44:45Z

I got all the parts needed for the weathergotchi and it's actually working! The default screen artwork is very programmer-arty, so I decided to make my own, of course. Here's the "sleeping" screen.

https://github.com/Michael-Manning/E-Paper-Climate-Logger

it's now live, by the way: https://shirakumo.org/docs/lichat

2026-08-05T16:47:20Z

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it's now live, by the way:

https://shirakumo.org/docs/lichat

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2026-08-05T10:48:11Z

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another design idea ...

2026-08-05T09:47:54Z

another design idea

I built a lesbian robot #signalis #lego ...

2026-07-28T18:47:35Z

I built a lesbian robot #signalis #lego

I think it'd be pretty cool if one day we were suddenly ...

2026-07-23T21:33:53Z

I think it'd be pretty cool if one day we were suddenly invaded by aliens and the aliens turned out to be taller than us but still just look like humans, but also they were all only women and

It's cooler so I can finally put on my kyudo uniform and not ...

2026-07-21T13:37:41Z

It's cooler so I can finally put on my kyudo uniform and not sweat to death.

Hopefully, will see how it goes when I actually go shoot in an hour lol

#2279 We have a bit of a problem at the office where some women ...

2026-07-10T09:03:22Z

#2279

We have a bit of a problem at the office where some women don't clean up after themselves, so I made this "inspirational" drawing for a sign.

Support my work https://patreon.com/shinmera

#creativetoots #mastoart #onesies

So my office workstation is taking an inordinate time to boot and ...

2026-07-10T07:11:19Z

So my office workstation is taking an inordinate time to boot and I'm trying to figure out wtf is going on.

systemd-analyze tells me:
Startup finished in 51.414s (firmware) + 8.036s (loader) + 976ms (kernel) + 1min 7.909s (initrd) + 14.737s (userspace) = 2min 23.074s

And that initrd time seems insane. Looking at the systemd-analyze plot, all of the devices take an insane amount of time. I can't figure out why. Any ideas?

#linux #archlinux

I mean, it's a motorbike, not a bicycle

2026-07-04T19:05:11Z

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I mean, it's a motorbike, not a bicycle

fuckkkkk, got a really hefty fine for the place I parked my bike ...

2026-07-04T18:55:31Z

fuckkkkk, got a really hefty fine for the place I parked my bike in for the demo.

220CHF (240€, 273USD)

birds with crests so big they can't lift their heads properly ...

2026-06-22T09:53:03Z

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birds with crests so big they can't lift their heads properly anymore maybe?

you know the mad scientist in my brain wants to know what birds ...

2026-06-22T09:52:36Z

you know the mad scientist in my brain wants to know what birds would look like if they could perform cosmetics and plastic surgery on themselves

I feel like not enough people have seen this drawing I made some ...

2026-05-20T22:05:07Z

I feel like not enough people have seen this drawing I made some years back

#mastoart #fediart #illustration #messengerbag #fashion

Having watched the Challenger doc and thinking about all this LLM ...

2026-05-17T23:01:18Z

Having watched the Challenger doc and thinking about all this LLM policy crap again, this fact about disaster prevention occurs to me:

If you prevent a disaster, most times, nobody will know about it. All we will be able to see are the costs incurred by the caution taken to prevent a potential disaster.

This is especially bad when coupled with capitalism loving to cut "expenses". Because there was no disaster (because of the caution), it leads to a false sense of security.

あらあら…

2026-05-17T09:29:34Z

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あらあら…

You will never get me to not use language package managers. ...

2026-05-01T06:37:48Z

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You will never get me to not use language package managers. Distros package managers are a dead end for reasons I've described a million times over.

I have no clue about the scheme side of things

2026-04-30T09:01:23Z

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I have no clue about the scheme side of things

Like, yea, sure would be nice if folks contributed to Trial and ...

2026-04-29T20:34:16Z

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Like, yea, sure would be nice if folks contributed to Trial and so on so I have less work on my hands, but I also know I am not the person to rally people. And even if there were more folks I somehow doubt they'd actually contribute back anyhow 🫠

I'm not sure what you're observing is new? It seems to me ...

2026-04-29T20:32:56Z

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I'm not sure what you're observing is new? It seems to me like this is how things have always been, and many have already mused on why this insular nature seems so pervasive or whatever.

I personally don't really care, to be honest. I've never been interested in fostering or building the "community," I've just done what I did because I felt like I could help certain things right there in the moment, not out of any other intention.

New blog post: On #Lisp, LLMs, and Community ...

2026-04-29T17:13:01Z

New blog post: On #Lisp, LLMs, and Community
https://reader.tymoon.eu/article/444

#opensource

I'll probably write a short-ish blog about all of this stuff ...

2026-04-29T15:08:21Z

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I'll probably write a short-ish blog about all of this stuff later.

I'm still invested in Lisp as a technology and the ...

2026-04-29T15:07:05Z

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I'm still invested in Lisp as a technology and the maintenance of my projects. I'm not going to switch away from that pile.

I just have to be real about my involvement with the broader "community". This trend has been going on for many years now-- ceasing to read the IRC channels for the most part, leaving Discords, quitting Reddit, etc.

All of those places have just provided more frustration than benefits for me, and I don't have the youthful chutzpah to still sit around despite that anymore.

And I have to be honest, with my own personal life changes in ...

2026-04-29T15:01:25Z

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And I have to be honest, with my own personal life changes in recent years, I just don't really feel as much of a connection to the lisp "community" anymore as I used to.

In general I feel much less comfortable in places stuffed to the brim with men. Not that I feel like I'm necessarily in danger or anything like that, but I just don't really feel connected is more the point.

I kinda want to spend my very limited social energy and money on other things these days.

Which I'd be fine with, to be honest. I feel like I've ...

2026-04-29T14:58:30Z

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Which I'd be fine with, to be honest. I feel like I've more than done my part over the years, and it has been over ten years now that I've been going every single year.

For more than half of that time I've also been significantly involved in the organisational aspects of it: remaking the website, handling the transition to a hybrid online conference, handling the live streaming on-site, and last year doing all the local chair work to host the conference.

To be honest after the kinda nonsense that went down at last ...

2026-04-29T14:52:04Z

To be honest after the kinda nonsense that went down at last year's European #Lisp Symposium (#ELS25) with regards to folks touting LLMs, I am.... apprehensive about this year's.

I'm still going, but ... you know. It might be the last one if the vibes for me have turned rancid.

every time. exact same shit arguments on SBCL, too. ...

2026-03-14T10:51:00Z

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every time. exact same shit arguments on SBCL, too. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I sent the following text to the Swiss Competition Commission ...

2026-02-23T17:43:07Z

I sent the following text to the Swiss Competition Commission regarding https://keepandroidopen.org/

I urge you to do similar for whatever representatives or commissions you can reach.

MS is still doing the same thing it's been doing for all of ...

2026-02-20T22:57:32Z

MS is still doing the same thing it's been doing for all of its existence: buying up competition, saying they're gonna improve it, then kill it a couple years after

idk why people are still surprised all these decades later.

HELLO! My #opensource #lisp game Kandria is now out on GOG with a ...

2026-02-06T20:57:06Z

HELLO! My #opensource #lisp game Kandria is now out on GOG with a 70% discount (highest ever!) to go along with it:

https://www.gog.com/en/game/kandria

#commonlisp #indiedev #gamedev

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2025-11-11T07:08:59Z

What's confusing is that it was working fine before. I ...

2025-08-20T16:37:34Z

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What's confusing is that it was working fine before. I managed to wrangle it into a reasonable resolution by resetting the Xft.dpi in Xresources, but I didn't have to do that before so.... :psyduck:

I am so fucking pissed. I just want to draw, but for whatever ...

2025-08-20T16:08:50Z

I am so fucking pissed. I just want to draw, but for whatever dumbshit fuck reason Krita under Wayland is now suddenly GIGANTIC and I can't fucking see ANYTHING because all the scaling is complete nonsense.

None of the bizarro bullshit env variables seem to make it behave properly either
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck you

Uuuugghhhh Looks like @npub1fh7…ee83 is really aggressive ...

2025-08-14T14:22:37Z

Uuuugghhhh
Looks like Codeberg (npub1fh7…ee83) is *really* aggressive about blocking quick connections, which fucks up my "pull all repos" script.

Even when I don't parallelise, it pulls one or two, then all repos just start failing to pull.

Before/After reactivating anubis ...

2025-08-10T16:19:36Z

Before/After reactivating anubis

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2025-03-19T17:28:34Z

OSS be like ...

2025-02-28T08:50:29Z

OSS be like

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2025-02-20T18:30:20Z

lmfao "This project isn't maintained" "Isn't ...

2025-02-04T11:08:42Z

lmfao

"This project isn't maintained"
"Isn't that all the more reason to maintain it???"

https://github.com/portacle/portacle/issues/181#issuecomment-2633579498

#2173 Support my work https://patreon.com/shinmera #creativetoots ...

2025-01-29T19:14:09Z

#2173

Support my work https://patreon.com/shinmera

#creativetoots #mastoart #sickos #yukari #onesies

Huh? Aaron did not create Markdown.

2025-01-11T20:49:10Z

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Huh? Aaron did not create Markdown.

these comics always act like 30 year old people are at the end of ...

2024-12-16T07:13:19Z

these comics always act like 30 year old people are at the end of their life or something

Just doodling around is a lot more fun than it should be, ...

2024-12-14T18:10:01Z

Just doodling around is a lot more fun than it should be, honestly https://youtu.be/_FpVrJRfkHk

#indiedev #screenshotsaturday

It's one of my favourite shows, why wouldn't I

2024-11-08T14:16:45Z

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It's one of my favourite shows, why wouldn't I

:columbo:

2024-11-08T14:15:21Z

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:columbo:

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2024-11-08T14:06:36Z

Lemme tell ya, shaving with a swollen jaw is no fun

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2024-11-01T18:07:54Z

I know I should be tagging this stuff with #gamedev and #indiedev ...

2024-10-15T11:19:19Z

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I know I should be tagging this stuff with #gamedev and #indiedev and whatnot, but... I .... I have no excuse I just really hate bringing attention to myself.

Finally made objects have some amount of pushback weight. ...

2024-10-15T11:11:54Z

Finally made objects have some amount of pushback weight.

You know, every time I think about how horrendously inefficient ...

2024-09-18T12:51:52Z

You know, every time I think about how horrendously inefficient larger companies are and how, despite comparatively nobody doing fucking anything, they still make profit while small companies' employees work their ass off and get nothing, I just

Anger isn't really the right way to describe how I feel about that.

Bafflement? A state of overwhelming confusion and injustice?

"Capitalism leads to the most efficient allocation of resources" lmao

Just lol forever that people actually believe this

#2135 🐛 Support my work https://patreon.com/shinmera ...

2024-09-16T18:33:05Z

#2135

🐛

Support my work https://patreon.com/shinmera

#creativetoots #mastoart #haruna #yukari #onesies

Ok, my article on porting the SBCL common #lisp implementation to ...

2024-09-13T09:09:04Z

Ok, my article on porting the SBCL common #lisp implementation to the nintendo #switch is now live:

https://reader.tymoon.eu/article/437

Boosts would be much appreciated! It's been a lot of work to get this far.

#opensource #gamedev #indiedev

In mastodon's case it's not the users of the instance ...

2024-09-10T18:57:11Z

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In mastodon's case it's not the users of the instance that are the issue, but rather that federating means copying all of the media the server touches locally. Even my piss instance with just me on it quickly ate up 50+ gigs of space from all the federated media it mirrored.

In all seriousness though I think 99% of the cost in something ...

2024-09-10T16:56:34Z

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In all seriousness though I think 99% of the cost in something like mastodon is image and video hosting. That shit eats data and perf like nothing.

have u heard of mailing lists

2024-09-10T16:54:40Z

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have u heard of mailing lists

I can't overstate how much of a joy it is whenever the ...

2024-09-06T06:55:01Z

I can't overstate how much of a joy it is whenever the weather gets cool enough to wear jackets again

ELS24 recordings are now on youtube! ...

2024-09-05T08:22:18Z

ELS24 recordings are now on youtube! https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLA66mD-6yK8wXG7ts9RJY5isNabRi8uCT

Heeeeeeere's an end of the month update for my lovely ...

2024-08-31T11:49:55Z

Heeeeeeere's an end of the month update for my lovely patrons!

https://www.patreon.com/posts/status-update-111131762

Despite me ostensibly, hypothetically, being forbidden from working, quite a few things happened anyway, so this update is no less beefy than the others!

#opensource #indiedev #gamedev #lisp

where is this and why am I not there ...

2024-08-22T19:35:40Z

where is this and why am I not there

PromptFont v1.7 is out: - Some more device glyphs - Glyphs to ...

2024-08-01T10:48:02Z

PromptFont v1.7 is out:

- Some more device glyphs
- Glyphs to signify button press/hold behaviours
- Left/Right keyboard modifier glyphs
- Device glyphs for specific gamepads

https://github.com/Shinmera/promptfont/releases/tag/v1.7

#gamedev #indiedev