2026-11-01T12:46:32Z https://nostr.now Vampire Ken :confusedlucy:​:rebeccaangry:​ https://nostr.now/npub138quq0j4yvrahj0u93wccg568zgs4ps550vlhgurf7qv2rvadnzskkp2qu https://corteximplant.com/system/accounts/avatars/109/443/966/824/577/514/original/26dbaffd4b006713.png https://corteximplant.com/system/accounts/avatars/109/443/966/824/577/514/original/26dbaffd4b006713.png https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz0h7mevyvgd7tts0jvswgyjwacjln6w3g3wkd9gyg6tepmd0kpwczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2vnjn3k Glad I&#39;m not going Creamfields this year but I really wanted to... now I am not so sure. <br/><br/><a href="https://youtube.com/shorts/5ET4MlQsP1A">https://youtube.com/shorts/5ET4MlQsP1A</a> 2026-08-28T06:44:18Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszz9yy7qgrf2rxmfj7vet9n59dgfz8yl3flfq96td35n864rsujzgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2jvlvua In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9td5czh7kzsxczm9a73kgn0268u8wdv5vu8h64gupzscaa5ac5vqaaasq6'>nevent1q…asq6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>true that, you are right! <br/><br/>If only they knew how hard food photographers work to actually come up with inventive ways to make food look okay. It&#39;s surprisingly difficult because if you do too much it can also look really gross haha. 2026-08-07T16:32:09Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs84n93vz29fwe5s805mezurpa067amk2pplddk4595agna6gqfy4szyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2j4652a In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0ugzfzd25cu3u6qpgrhu7r0mxygy4dlgzgkurgzpgt8ydl3zwtyqerxmye'>nevent1q…xmye</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>$10 buckaroos for some questionable alien grub. <br/>I think you took the words out of my mind... it&#39;s very uncanny valley and the eggs and tomato remind me of aliens. 🙈<br/><br/>I just don&#39;t know how they looked it it many times in the process of getting this made and printed and then stuck it up in big print and still think it&#39;s good. 2026-08-07T16:25:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswg6yu95mq943jqzrm8kh62gcpm6fcyap64df3zqrkzzpsxqsdhtszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ez2tly Cropped it so I don&#39;t dox the business thus doxxing myself...but look at that hash brown! Look at the uncanny tomato and eggs... What is wrong with the bacon and sausages?! The bread looks so strange... The mushrooms...<br/><br/>Why is the hash brown bubbly??? <br/><br/>Looking at it makes me feel very sick.<br/> <img src="https://corteximplant.com/system/media_attachments/files/117/055/101/865/735/351/original/cd9837d172e079e5.jpg"> <br/> 2026-08-07T16:12:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx34mxvkrmcpdwg5kku6ynu5sp8dsnp49fd3vmr0yhcreclz9uxuczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2hvyfku In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgwqn3aqta0cpdc0fuv9uypmwtq5cgmtvlwadkpd25mj3hgdsw0ts963evn'>nevent1q…3evn</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>when the commonwealth games came to my city, thus is where I found out about it too. <br/><br/>I love to see the lengths sports go to get better results. 2026-08-01T13:47:25Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxddujad9zlh8fc970f0fzzlgj84all66nv9x4uaq2s2s43gh2wxqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2uhfafy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8e38xj05cq92ryt97a2vslhnu7xqj33gwqqceddw8xy383lkh8asc3fg0d'>nevent1q…fg0d</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I have family members who are in education too, we remember during the lockdowns how people would struggle with their own children and couldn&#39;t wait to take them back to shool so the teachers could deal with the bad behaviour. 💀<br/>I remember being at school with some children who were very trying and straight up violent. <br/><br/>Yeah I don&#39;t blame them for feeling that way tbh. I think an adult would also eventually feel broken when watched by cameras in isolation. 2026-06-30T05:58:34Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsztad9dmulfhjsnrdm7fq4ra3f28u87dhwfzxgralwyj9w62h3htgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2avrp5n Prison.<br/> <a href="https://c.im/@BBC/116837296509175495">https://c.im/@BBC/116837296509175495</a> 2026-06-30T05:03:34Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfv4q2gz46yn4tyflhekl25anfhqlvzqekw3zf8uvhq2y6fxd6y2czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2x4dysn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsflc2a52x73lhqum32rfxtnn7uzthkfnpe5zc28amsqh0nmr7zw3qvdrakk'>nevent1q…rakk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m looking at your photos and some of them instantly click, it&#39;s like an &#34;ah-ha!&#34; moment when I remember when I&#39;ve been there or seen those places and they also tie in with memories. I&#39;m really enjoying your photos.<br/><br/>The only reason I pay so much attention is because I am a local and I have a family member who is very into history and the architecture, so I&#39;ve had the walking tour and explained of many old buildings around Manchester many times over. There&#39;s a whole under city network of tunnels and large brick arches under there too. Most of the buildings go down quite far and we have a river (the river Tib ....as in &#34;Tib Street&#34; from the Northern Quarter) running through the middle of the city but that was built over too. So much is hidden but there&#39;s still a lot on show. It makes sense when you notice how the city is built on and elevated level and you notice it approaching cornbrook, deansgate and Manchester Central (known locally as the Gmex).<br/><br/>Anyways I am going to stop rambling for real. I really enjoyed your photos so thank you for sharing! :johnnycoffeehands: 2026-06-20T07:17:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0a8k73cg204tqwlpfrx456cdtg82w47ynyt975hhyswdgdvrpytqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2jcpscn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2ysau8syztpm6du7jlvgqvvx6l0nmtv0yj3z4lwyd3s4c50m2wyc3gl467'>nevent1q…l467</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>they filmed a part of peaky blinders down there. 2026-06-20T07:02:30Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs99ry9ve0amnvxxcqqz2ayv8ppydump8xmt0h07qfwewxy7mgy8kgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2jyvwhg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxp8g68y9k9znnv3aqemggveu2r0wcxvq8ecges2e9u4cewrjx8rsupt5ec'>nevent1q…t5ec</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh! I think those carpark ramps must be twins! The brickwork it is built between does look more like the Great Northern though. <br/><br/>What a gem! Most people would never know it was there unless they went up the stairs or followed the great northern up and around the top, not everyone explored the stops at the top outside. I remember getting some chocolate and some of their logo stickers from there. It had a smell I&#39;d never smelled before in there mixed with something that smelled a bit like vinegar. Behind the counter you can see their full layout, nothing is obscured and that&#39;s how you know they&#39;re truly making it themselves from the bean all the way to a smooth bar of chocolate. I remember when I went in they had a giant picture of a lady from coronation street, Hilda Ogden. This was last year so they&#39;ve probably found a place for that picture or gotten rid of it by now. Good times!<br/><br/>I am glad you got to enjoy that too! :D <br/>If it wasn&#39;t for Take That, lilly Allen and parklife festival I probably would have come into town. I feel like things are going to be a bit too busy for me this weekend. It&#39;s father&#39;s day tomorrow and my dad really likes dark chocolate. It&#39;s would be a great gift! XD 2026-06-20T07:00:50Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs27flklwnzva30ywjft8ttl9x2w4ur96g69c2s8xsj70lkkhae2ngzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ztcjhx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0m6z96lsgl0qggmmrcfw0g9zvf44muzu4krnru2z0gfzvmm7mu8s4xytwf'>nevent1q…ytwf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>this looks very similar to the one in Sale. 2026-06-20T06:47:45Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr5mapttm7mhhu3zxcudc0aylkwqajrfp9nk4lchevjlgcuw4nfeszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2u2xdqf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs903tshhzzl9gj6ge808cnz4649jup44wx2a65d7jy4xlkkunsqvsqsjn5t'>nevent1q…jn5t</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>very Eurovision, I would have loved to have seen this happen. 2026-05-21T05:04:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstgqpdw7a2mxgz05ytsu8c82grf58ul4c30mym9jd4a3h7vmrtutgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2eu843j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0zyxg9ay7xywzwdvddj88em6p0gjmle5z9wlfugqwwvg9rdcelssmxlkp2'>nevent1q…lkp2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I get that feeling. Eurovision is a special interest for me (that other people in my life didn&#39;t understand) so it feels like this year is empty? I really hope so. <br/><br/>If things heal I will return for a show (if lucky), the pre-parties and the hype.<br/><br/>Yeah, it sounds difficult to turn down but is definitely the right thing to do. I can only hope things get better but this year I haven&#39;t followed the preselection shows or any of the hype for a reason. 2026-05-13T12:14:19Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxdjtmscpxe2ajxcsfqffhc3xdjmu3vcue62f9esj407lx4jzn6nczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2a3dlqj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvausdfd9ht98ask6dnek447ux6aeq3fds436qhefuqjpgrr4wwcs79cls6'>nevent1q…cls6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>As sad as it is, I feel like you took the words right out of my mouth. I have some hope but not much. 2026-05-13T12:04:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs89u5matumdaffwjlh5vlf3q36rzw5cyq3fmpwjwdtnfayzh577egzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2hmenh6 Bloody hell they&#39;re still going. 😂<br/>They just celebrated 8 hours. Hopefully they raise some good money for a charity, it sounds like hell singing and playing that same song for 24 hours. 💀 But I suppose that&#39;s the point.<br/><br/><a href="https://corteximplant.com/@LevelUp/115703545498294840">https://corteximplant.com/@LevelUp/115703545498294840</a> 2025-12-12T06:04:25Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsf8xdqa0nqjut5e685dzkfhu0nn6tens6z54xw3ncnzqdxwlnzwgszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2mhqn8w I see people on the news gawking about what has happened in #Jamaica , Cuba, Haiti, the Carribbean but my feeds on fedi have been really reslly quiet about this issue and I haven&#39;t seen any fund raising links or anything much. <br/><br/>As a descendant of Jamaican diaspora I&#39;ve gotta share it around. Does anyone have any genuine fundraising links I can boost? <br/><br/>Edit: I have been provided with somes links to fundraisers, please boost. Jamaica has never had to deal with a category 5 hurricane until now. It&#39;s getting worse. <br/><br/><a href="https://supportjamaica.gov.jm/">https://supportjamaica.gov.jm/</a><br/><br/><a href="https://blackqueer.life/@so_treu/115455502648347916">https://blackqueer.life/@so_treu/115455502648347916</a><br/><br/>#BlackMastodon #melissa 2025-10-30T05:28:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx8yl0e30duncr8f4lncklq7zeyttwtjgcxhjaazm8j4lkaxa95lszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2uraqn5 I&#39;d love to meet more trans masc folk and trans men people on this platform. 2025-10-19T13:31:15Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9kcdwlum9fmnrcltqpp47gjqsq6482receqwwwdpu2fdeuwjh6rgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2c7r54m In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdqndw77qtc6y59csq7tdyvu2u35z3afpccypswcp608fv5u2df4clv83jl'>nevent1q…83jl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Feeling a bit dead inside now seeing my discharge note for my employer with my dead name in brackets. <br/><br/>It&#39;s not even my legal name anymore. They won&#39;t change it because the consultant has left now. <br/>My employer is always iffy with anything that so happens to have my dead name on it as well...<br/><br/>I&#39;m tired.<br/>Just take me home. 2025-09-23T11:31:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdqndw77qtc6y59csq7tdyvu2u35z3afpccypswcp608fv5u2df4czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv22p9mla I might get to go home today. 😭<br/>I didn&#39;t sleep at all last night so I would love to go home and sleep in my own bed. 2025-09-23T10:35:31Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8rejlamkkne6e0dv9eflssdktrze8sewarlkyu3ncvm0uk7kzjnqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ruhqd6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvgmgtdxk7xeulwg4acm5x76zrtvssezrl7reyujjsmlm388q8v4q58t9ed'>nevent1q…t9ed</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>this is an interesting perspective. From what I can tell, this is how it starts, there are definitely helpful things that are nice to have but it can be a slippery slope if not careful. The slope ends at a potential for overstimulation and guaranteed a lack of privacy. 😅😔 2025-09-22T09:52:39Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfz7mn2alxqp9y8cuc9rvkze35a8avcl9zzath6ke6vfxmheqsd5gzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2wv4rta In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz5cn6r94y5gx3r5c50lejrl527keyf453tq9ll0pcaa4vder3t6qu49y7s'>nevent1q…9y7s</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m glad someone understands my nonsense. It&#39;s sort of like a way of protecting yourself but when you don&#39;t have the energy, you just take some strange form of damage. :blobcatnotlikethis: :blobfoxnotlikethis: 2025-09-20T14:09:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsylcrm25ee5mkmehx4dxvf6u44s6kuz970m0hre9kvmwk5mjd2udczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv24nenc3 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqlfx4dv9egx960c7eywf06f9wcdz2cg8ddmzj7g5nnvhdnsgu3sqd2yzrc'>nevent1q…yzrc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I shouldn&#39;t yuck people&#39;s yums but sometimes I barely even have the energy to cringe...so then I take some sort of mental damage. 💀<br/><br/>An old mentor of mine said when you are free of cringe you are free but sometimes it also takes energy not to cringe. When you lack energy you take damage. He was the type to quick fire several puns in every interaction. Pretty much most sentences included a pun. <br/><br/>Psychic damage. 2025-09-20T08:33:53Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqlfx4dv9egx960c7eywf06f9wcdz2cg8ddmzj7g5nnvhdnsgu3sqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv27wjw7g Just got a random test result back in regards to some tropical diseases. <br/><br/>Looks like this test was done early into my stay and it was sent to London for testing. They never told me they were testing for tropical diseases. I have asked them what each and every test is for but it looks like them omitted that one in any explanations. <br/><br/>Maybe if they asked me if I had traveled to any &#34;tropical&#34; countries I could have told them, no and saved them lots of time and money. 2025-09-20T07:21:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszfz0jpsh8ckymugcmpr08vq4rlappf7pk820wt0v7jnggpusmvfszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2yfuxyn Well, I had an upper endoscopy while awake and it was fucking traumatic. I experienced everything in real time but the medication they gave me affected my short term memory so it sorta felt like time was skipping forwards. <br/><br/>The throat numbing spray they gave me burned. They asked me to swallow it and it could do it the first time but on the second time they started spraying me I had lost my ability to swallow so then they knew it was working. It was artificial banana flavour. <br/><br/>There were some points where it felt like I was choking perhaps that was my gag reflex coming back? Some points I could feel what they were doing so I know they had to increase the dose of the pain killer and sedative, I&#39;m really glad they did. <br/><br/>I struggle to swallow at the moment, my throat and my tummy hurts so I think I will only ask for really soft foods today... <br/><br/>I can&#39;t stomach a full hot meal at the moment. 2025-09-18T05:45:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfs7v64unev30vtc6ud2vzfhcqdzrjnhylh57v0ggc5s3mzzg7x6szyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2p6vf99 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyrrgdf3u7jcf899l9khyjgqad022rsr6juyukwdm0qpgwg3gjrzshwdrxn'>nevent1q…drxn</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I think neurotypical people would definitely find the lack of sleep, the shouting of other patients and the persistent harassment to be very stressful. Add on top your beloved pet dying and it&#39;s very difficult indeed. <br/>And that&#39;s without thinking about how you either have something that will require immosupressant drugs for the rest of your life dmsk you don&#39;t get (more?) brain damage or you have cancer and might have to have treatment for that...but with how chaotic things have been, I haven&#39;t had bandwidth to really process it. 😅🥲😓<br/><br/>As unpleasant as the testing us, I am so grateful for it because they&#39;re finally taking it seriously. It&#39;s a relief that someone is paying attention. I&#39;d love hugs, thank you. :blobcathearthug:🫂🫂🫂 2025-09-08T07:34:58Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz7kpdqlev55rxsw8znm9xfmmmcds65249xur4jkltytaxkdgq8kgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv23d7qcf Day 10 <br/><br/>I have my Fl-41 lenses on today... I have a feeling that when it gets brighter it&#39;s going to be a shades and earplugs day..I am already wesring earplugs and noise cancelling headphones to block out pukey sounds from a new arrival and beepy sounds from the bed next to me. <br/><br/>I am slowly learning my survival tips. <br/>I still don&#39;t know how to really navigate the lady next to me with the extreme meltdown behaviour whenever she doesn&#39;t get exactly what she wants when she wants and is not taking no for answer / not valuing consent or boundaries. Very odd. <br/><br/>It was nice to squeeze in a bit of netflix, I felt a bit of mrntsl relief. Same goes for going on a walk and talking with my mother. 2025-09-08T07:09:14Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsr562xpdufnkdamv7ufq6p3gll6fztc43rfgpv3nct8cumk73a7kgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2rj3l9p In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstjpx4hz7kwn7pdpwr4hsqclydjhgps555wcntqg47r7zlt7sd3pclet2k7'>nevent1q…t2k7</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I have some headphones but can&#39;t sleep while wearing them and I left my loop earpñugs at home. I can normally sleep with the loops. I have asked family members to bring them but they keep forgetting them. I hope this time they manage it. 🤞<br/><br/>Even at work I wear my loop earplugs to block out my colleagues as they are loud for me too. Having the world dulled makes things so much more calm. ❤️✨<br/><br/>Going to try my best! 2025-09-03T09:07:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8860gh4v5mss2zycrcw80xkvl3xe548k6e72tc5e25xvqrllahqczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2p2aq00 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsy9pe4a5cfuhmt9zxee8ec02neu2k2y8f4yeclus5p5vv2f3dtd6s0gnhdr'>nevent1q…nhdr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>that was such a weird situation. I could only think, &#34;jeez get your own illness. :holdthepain: &#34; I have no doubt they&#39;re ill but they wouldn&#39;t want to deal with what I&#39;m dealing with and I wouldn&#39;t want to deal with their illness... <br/><br/>So them parroting me feels really weird and is a reminder that nothing is really private on a ward bay like this. <br/><br/>I think I am just going to lie down and just focus on trying to exist as quietly as possible. Or just focus on existing. <br/><br/>Trying to take myself to a happy place. This is the 4th time the lady with dementia has soiled her sheets and they&#39;re having to change her again. I don&#39;t know why they haven&#39;t tried a catheter but eh whatever I&#39;m not a nurse. I&#39;m just going to have to find a way to block out all of the loud overlapping voices in here. <br/><br/>When the doctors were talking to me I couldn&#39;t really hear them properly because the nurse were talking really loudly and the lady with dementia was shouting. I&#39;m trying my best to take it all in. 😅🥲<br/><br/>I&#39;m gonna atop moaning now maybe and just try to meditate. 2025-09-03T08:53:53Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsds3r0x9ylscf3cqm47yv5d2k2j67xs99qp73s8rxvclsamcfaqwczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2tfye2k In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxjacq7x9eynxx87eh63m4djc7khzvtp0en3dhl3ujk2ep4gtpa3q3ljylr'>nevent1q…jylr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;ve just told 2 doctors and a trainee doctor. Hopefully they can let the ward know that it&#39;s a struggle. <br/><br/>They said they could do it as outpatient but the difference is. <br/><br/>As an inpatient I get my scan back the same day.<br/>As an outpatient I have to wait 6 weeks for my scan and then atlest 4 weeks for the result. <br/><br/>I&#39;m looking at two possibilities that will kill me if not treated. One is slow acting and one is fast acting so they&#39;re trying to figure out which thing it is quickly so I can get the right treatment. <br/><br/>They&#39;ve said they might do a biopsy of my lacrymal glands or pancreas at some point. I don&#39;t like the idea of a needle near my eye but I managed to get through the lumbar puncture so I can do this too, I&#39;ve got to find out.<br/><br/>They told me now that the doctors are either meeting this week or next week but yeah...it just means I will be here for a while. <br/><br/>I just heard a patient who is sat across for me try to tell a doctor almost word for word what I just told the other doctors. This patient only arrived last night...I have been here since Saturday suffering through crippling overstimulation... I shouldn&#39;t be mad but I do feel a bit upset... <br/>Maybe they do feel the same way, maybe they are also neurodivergent (?) but they&#39;re in here for diabetes whereas I&#39;m literally in here because there&#39;s a problem with my brain that is causing the migraines and problems with my eye muscles backed up by my MRI scans and I&#39;ve been in here longer and have been told I will be in here much longer than originally stated. :kekw: fruuuustrated 😂😭 2025-09-03T08:39:59Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvv5huhnzvfmkxeg7hfptc8rk6cvswph8xmcx2rhztl53m8gaqlmszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2cr226u In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9sy7uu8fvmf8xxzms5k2pzw7elt6ff8m2k6uzjj8tj0cpfy6ur9qdxtuu0'>nevent1q…tuu0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yeah, not gonna lie I am close to losing my rag. :kekw: 2025-09-03T08:12:03Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspz3vl690gyda8ty92cpnstn2ladju7k3wweg2mswwpd59zp3cuuszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2q5fy25 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx4d3aykhj0mrszf702wc2m6pa2kc6qqqleh03wlwd9y6xgtty9tg35n7up'>nevent1q…n7up</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It&#39;s the second patient with dementia that I have had to deal with yelling and screaming all night long and my migraines can&#39;t handle the stimulation in the daytime.<br/><br/>This ward is supposed to be the temporary &#34;idk&#34; ward while they figure what is wrong but because I&#39;m under multiple specialities with this complex illness they said they&#39;ll probably just keep me here. <br/><br/>It&#39;s such a high traffic area. If I had somewhere away from the chaos I might be able to rest. This hospital stay is just going to make me worse if I am made to stress like this. <br/><br/>I&#39;m hoping to speak to a doctor today atleast, if not then I will try to ask for one because I&#39;m at my wit&#39;s end. 😂😭 I&#39;ve been here since Saturday and patient around me has already changed at least a minimum of 5 times if not more. 2025-09-03T07:40:57Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqspy9thgjv059dln7tg3zrr8xyfynkd09dgajd0el7tthxf6p87hjgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv22dt0p2 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdru7u4k4sxq45tqrxhnx9exmr0sy7huyekzhfeqngtnqc9nfkx5c28t4s8'>nevent1q…t4s8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Nursing assistant: You&#39;re not sleeping again. I know it&#39;s busy in here but you should try to rest. <br/><br/>Mate I would of I wasn&#39;t a light sleeper with a crushing headache and a screaming roomie with dementia and incontinence problems. 2025-09-03T04:53:10Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdru7u4k4sxq45tqrxhnx9exmr0sy7huyekzhfeqngtnqc9nfkx5czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2hu358h In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfq7va3mhke6hfxuq3sg75xu0kjxpaj5ssfznrv6qe4u8yng5kgdqqx5sec'>nevent1q…5sec</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>This is gonna be rude but I&#39;m not sleeping at night because I have to share the space with dementia patients yelling for help all night long and then in the day it&#39;s just so noisy and bright that I suffer with my head. <br/><br/>The smell from most patients is fine but from some it&#39;s unbearable. Night is definitely the worst but the day is also a struggle. <br/><br/>Despite being stuck in this bed, I don&#39;t feel rested at all. Just stressed out... 2025-09-03T03:00:30Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfq7va3mhke6hfxuq3sg75xu0kjxpaj5ssfznrv6qe4u8yng5kgdqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2dp3y0j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvy456v2c47fte8jw5suz7dwx4v245ehapkycq2vc6z27yusjn9sq0zhuvu'>nevent1q…huvu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>5th day (?)<br/><br/>I&#39;m up at 2am. Hard to sleep when you&#39;re a light sleeper and so many people have been wheeled in an out for most of the night. Then they also wake you every 4 hours for observation as well. <br/><br/>I&#39;m kinda not doing well mentally for lack of privacy, stress, having to deal with my phobias constantly (needles and people vomiting), loud environments (loud talking, beeping and booming laughter) and so many strangers coming in and out like a revolving door (especially some with really unsafe and unkind opinions of non-white and non-cis people), I don&#39;t feel like I can relax at all. <br/><br/>I&#39;ve seen upto 4 people occupy one bed space (one at a time of course) in a 24 hour period. Most people only last half a day to a day here...sometimes less. People are parked here until they figure out what speciality they fall under and what ward to move them to if they don&#39;t discharge them home. Lots of patients but understaffed with the caring. So much for a few days... 😵‍💫<br/><br/>I have to stay here because I&#39;m under the care of multiple specialities at the moment, (each time I sneeze it&#39;s like another speciality gets added to my case) and things are very complex. <br/><br/>Struggling though.... <br/>I&#39;m mentally juggling a lot. <br/>I&#39;ve tried to write it down in a journal. 2025-09-03T01:29:01Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvy456v2c47fte8jw5suz7dwx4v245ehapkycq2vc6z27yusjn9sqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2acw2gc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsddekw4hpdpd3k4tt3njxht2euatdypcj25qm9a6fg7lx68t87t5se8c47g'>nevent1q…c47g</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh hey there&#39;s that familiar headache that I know and don&#39;t love!<br/><br/>I wondered if it had abandoned me since being in here incase it was shy to be on show but then again I have been taking stuff for my back.so that might explain the clearer head. <br/><br/>--- <br/>Sometimes I can&#39;t just vibe here and stare at a wall without a funny look. The over stimulation is real. 2025-09-01T06:55:37Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsddekw4hpdpd3k4tt3njxht2euatdypcj25qm9a6fg7lx68t87t5szyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2uvagfy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2mkauc2flfvazuulnlf3ydd3xk3x7xtl8qlgmvt2u6lgl3af8aaqf5p72u'>nevent1q…p72u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I know Spotify bad. Boo hiss.<br/>But this random playlist is the only thing keeping me sane right now. <br/><br/>Being on a shared ward with random sick strangers or waiting 12 hours in a waiting room with random sick strangers is nerve wracking because I have emetophobia and I just can&#39;t calm down. I can&#39;t really talk with anyone about why I&#39;m so worked up incase it appears crazy on my notes so I am clinging to my noise cancelling headphones like a crutch and as a way to put some distance between me and the rest of the world.<br/><br/>When the sunshine comes I want to atleast step outside somewhere for a small moment of peace. I am drained from being around new people and strangers. I need to find some calm somewhere...<br/> <img src="https://corteximplant.com/system/media_attachments/files/115/126/458/423/131/290/original/b1565cc84de679c3.jpg"> <br/> 2025-09-01T01:40:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2mkauc2flfvazuulnlf3ydd3xk3x7xtl8qlgmvt2u6lgl3af8aaqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2xfhf4j In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf59xrpwx7sjlp0y4vda7n04vuz59sfwz409nap7ap8m2zq0ldykqwnmxch'>nevent1q…mxch</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Finally after hanging around for almost 12 hours I am in my little hospital bed and I can rest a little bit. 2025-08-30T18:52:52Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsf59xrpwx7sjlp0y4vda7n04vuz59sfwz409nap7ap8m2zq0ldykqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2cr0h38 Take two, back at A&amp;E / the emergency room again. 😅 I feel positive that atleast I can smile and keep positive...I know I&#39;m going to be waiting a while. 😅 2025-08-30T07:12:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsygf0mc9w6t54he37p4s34savpxstfg43snj8sdjg8kt0kdvaz0fqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2k8mj6e Seriously considering a visit to DE in October and NL in November if I&#39;m well enough. I missed out on lots of concerts this year but there is still time! 2025-08-20T07:29:06Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs89278uhjmasy8n3usqf2le23afvd2kfm5autmqk8tt50h6x9g2aqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2qe6vs0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqspnfpjegja9xynsn5jck344gvef0662p2su7pmqglwfz4gqg8psdesfdv'>nevent1q…sfdv</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>terrible takes on those PRs by people trying to justify it. :cursed_laugh: <br/><br/>The amount of iterations only for it to break or change something else that they didn&#39;t ask for it wild. It&#39;s such a mess. 2025-05-22T04:50:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8g37vv9yky82au5fsn2ca8xhgm0t9hqh0322zlwcz93anpml984czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2wtdl2n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz97navg6aej4y2xrjdkmcarx3zjr6zf74kqzszxfx0saa9y4w87s3t9qrc'>nevent1q…9qrc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I love Sissal but the synth and chords just scream &#34;Eurovision&#34; and &#34;Loreen&#34; to me. <br/><br/>Fun to sing along to. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T21:02:09Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz97navg6aej4y2xrjdkmcarx3zjr6zf74kqzszxfx0saa9y4w87szyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2v8vk7d In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2hzpwnzjpydu5uwcntf8kraf4qvsfql42jygckswutk4mm5xysqczh6ktj'>nevent1q…6ktj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Calming Portugal <br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:59:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2hzpwnzjpydu5uwcntf8kraf4qvsfql42jygckswutk4mm5xysqczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv29d7jel In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgj2yvj5h3cw9ex77qfy9ngsym84q48aalaqkdyd3523p83s79ngq3c0zjn'>nevent1q…0zjn</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>They have to mute the crowds so so much because they will be shouting KANT / CUNT. 😂<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:51:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgj2yvj5h3cw9ex77qfy9ngsym84q48aalaqkdyd3523p83s79ngqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2pvsac9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8c3mnczlxzkt64uyzsplgpc5af0lh58pmn59st3t43aae4khjgtc8hj4lz'>nevent1q…j4lz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Beautiful. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:50:38Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8c3mnczlxzkt64uyzsplgpc5af0lh58pmn59st3t43aae4khjgtczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv20x3lcj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9ejgshl7tntp7vv9v6zuwl7z5trhm0p7lwm03jnpec0r9xk87jqqjtgsxg'>nevent1q…gsxg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Hopefully the camera doesn&#39;t freeze this time.<br/><br/>One camera in this sequence. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:48:14Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9ejgshl7tntp7vv9v6zuwl7z5trhm0p7lwm03jnpec0r9xk87jqqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv254ckda In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0srpclapc2tsj856a8qkk4vkkhn8wauqy2nxytda826h8un7r8wg5k4tek'>nevent1q…4tek</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>My mum &#34;get that shit off your shoulders&#34;.<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:43:55Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0srpclapc2tsj856a8qkk4vkkhn8wauqy2nxytda826h8un7r8wgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2k7n0sg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyvy5th63dj5zaq9x3edcev4zgdpghl9kuc3myz0a2umlmn2ra0ucvlcs99'>nevent1q…cs99</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Idk why but the sound of his name...Parg...it makes me laugh. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:43:34Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsyvy5th63dj5zaq9x3edcev4zgdpghl9kuc3myz0a2umlmn2ra0uczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2r6sjln In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswjhucgw4nk4q6cwwmvw4ghz3xmhv2lvg8mgsqzqlr8mx8ew2v70szkemnx'>nevent1q…emnx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Greek lady is so pretty and have a voice to match. :blobfoxwoah: :cyberheart_cyan:<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:39:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs20e4wxmt9sg4glf02zr6vr93xs4gnatfvg6thzm38s8u00cd8gvqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv26a39sd In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8k7gwtufwjv4gv7zju0uk9c8u86sp9z8d47fpd3keav2e9ssq9zqkqn70v'>nevent1q…n70v</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Graham Norton is just sassy but fun. I wish it was an option for you too. 2025-05-17T20:38:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswjhucgw4nk4q6cwwmvw4ghz3xmhv2lvg8mgsqzqlr8mx8ew2v70szyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv28e79rr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8k8f37s564xgxf2pkt6swv5wkhkl5tazyuhgpl3cwkpkatnnywzgt45pvp'>nevent1q…5pvp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It&#39;s on my playlist. <br/>It&#39;s fun to sing to. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:34:24Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8k8f37s564xgxf2pkt6swv5wkhkl5tazyuhgpl3cwkpkatnnywzgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ns8dkk In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsta3jpv35rt6d9tuq5kylj6cwmq8d3z5lh0ctn2ad0nwz35zlm4ssu3k483'>nevent1q…k483</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The secret speaker dudes were on camera haha..:V <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:33:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsta3jpv35rt6d9tuq5kylj6cwmq8d3z5lh0ctn2ad0nwz35zlm4sszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ke3y5q In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8x0n9cqxgjuy23t9uj8vsfh55jxlr9t75uecsefleamqz888yxcqh5598h'>nevent1q…598h</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Keep going secret men in the boom box speakers! Make those speakers move!<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:32:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8x0n9cqxgjuy23t9uj8vsfh55jxlr9t75uecsefleamqz888yxcqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2zl6ne5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstxs58u696et6shmx05d960q35chv8eud63s3lv0fy0wz3uaaf76gdjt7gv'>nevent1q…t7gv</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I still prefer the acoustic and club versions of this. <br/><br/>It&#39;s fun to sing along to though. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:32:22Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstxs58u696et6shmx05d960q35chv8eud63s3lv0fy0wz3uaaf76gzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2u9z9kr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdm5qqvj3u5ce03ysqx3q6el82xtjma6rtwg0cy6aeled7qzzpzdgwf6322'>nevent1q…6322</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Nobody thinks about the secret boom box men who make the speakers move. 😂 There&#39;s footage and I think...what a job!<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:31:56Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdm5qqvj3u5ce03ysqx3q6el82xtjma6rtwg0cy6aeled7qzzpzdgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ladgyv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszzqlj2358v373es89p4465st70r50zq45n4xfqmc396pz9tjat0qcwzujl'>nevent1q…zujl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The man on the right was so funny in the semis and he had a feral winners dance. <br/><br/>&#34;Nobody dances better on heels than polish woman and polish man.&#34;<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:28:08Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszzqlj2358v373es89p4465st70r50zq45n4xfqmc396pz9tjat0qzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2dgrgnd In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqtfr3wvjwhkdlqup2w4wjknqpx8mjve5z598j7tzluaq2zhkp9wq25wncm'>nevent1q…wncm</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Saw Justyna live and her dancing was good but her mic was low. The audio is better tonight. <br/><br/>This is her second time on the Eurovision stage.<br/>It&#39;s been decades. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:26:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstuufx6s7n8qg4we9d9clskg60krfg3q8zx6czyrll8glc5y3afpszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv24hy736 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsveuq2flqyu0e6krszgvfknamcsdf68sy2f9al5zwmva3mph3vnqs2vw27w'>nevent1q…w27w</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>the UK commentator said the singer thought it was important that people know what he&#39;s singing about. 2025-05-17T20:25:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqtfr3wvjwhkdlqup2w4wjknqpx8mjve5z598j7tzluaq2zhkp9wqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2wndmg9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx36h3lavz45qu7kyuj97027lk3phemwrzmr64dprupqpys605rdsxaez6u'>nevent1q…ez6u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Harmonica break<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:24:28Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx36h3lavz45qu7kyuj97027lk3phemwrzmr64dprupqpys605rdszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2gnv6mu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrdqdnmjcch66ldz36yggj9rq89s9v68e7rfkkj2v03us5fxn3jns37g47l'>nevent1q…g47l</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Gimmie that large pianooooo!<br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:24:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsrdqdnmjcch66ldz36yggj9rq89s9v68e7rfkkj2v03us5fxn3jnszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv25m8n2r In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8m05sprsjtxpjc25y3n7vqhhj8gphv9afqyt37qya86lm2yaq95cu6vsa4'>nevent1q…vsa4</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Horny ass song.<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:16:16Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8m05sprsjtxpjc25y3n7vqhhj8gphv9afqyt37qya86lm2yaq95czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2rvx4ys In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqzjd7uk308t8ldavjvwp2mkfla9t3u56qvf4ul5fcuq6nfvmwjwcxuty44'>nevent1q…ty44</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Ooohhhh ERIKAAAAAA!!!<br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:16:04Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsqzjd7uk308t8ldavjvwp2mkfla9t3u56qvf4ul5fcuq6nfvmwjwczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv25w8t5y In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdpwsjfku4aqa2cx4e2mjhymjmlxelyycerzrp5lztfe9ft6s7v0g7a7d0r'>nevent1q…7d0r</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Awww Claude! ❤️✨<br/>Another fun one to sing along to. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:12:03Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsdpwsjfku4aqa2cx4e2mjhymjmlxelyycerzrp5lztfe9ft6s7v0gzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2hl3kah In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs25atnvvu8su8rugaa0s0nggel62xn4n2d0ham5avu6y27s3sqaugverc8z'>nevent1q…rc8z</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>ROÁ is fun to sing along to even though the vocals aren&#39;t great...and now Latvia is just mesmerising. I&#39;m in awe! <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T20:10:54Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs25atnvvu8su8rugaa0s0nggel62xn4n2d0ham5avu6y27s3sqaugzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2wumhvj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs90t5u8dzz0j6cxwwqpg0zss0vxx3rfuejevclwnrh8ty9r49htlq9sc0y4'>nevent1q…c0y4</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The UK doesn&#39;t get to choose their entry but I do think they can sing at least. Unlike some of our entries. :D <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:54:31Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs90t5u8dzz0j6cxwwqpg0zss0vxx3rfuejevclwnrh8ty9r49htlqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv26cge4y In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs855u5rmzf4qhzu2r88rs2wsq5ssjnrshaurqwf0wz9varqrt8sdqele7ap'>nevent1q…e7ap</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I loved Daniel&#39;s costume it gives me...sailor moon vibes. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:49:26Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs855u5rmzf4qhzu2r88rs2wsq5ssjnrshaurqwf0wz9varqrt8sdqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2mxdhzx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9dwexp4gfzd9jgjyt6czfaajzedkfvp6huk09z0vhe0z5lcrujqczujgs0'>nevent1q…jgs0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I love bird of pray yay!<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:45:07Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9dwexp4gfzd9jgjyt6czfaajzedkfvp6huk09z0vhe0z5lcrujqczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv20fm3ns In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszh2qvllds8a9j7cz6lu9wwlrg40p3a084fmrqyskmc7axtflu3vqzv5htg'>nevent1q…5htg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Esa Diva is fun to sing along to. ❤️<br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:44:42Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszh2qvllds8a9j7cz6lu9wwlrg40p3a084fmrqyskmc7axtflu3vqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv25d2dgj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsytg9yymsrf827pfchlmpw3shxngfpz9yj8tz6xfn75yaglhy4nnq800p3n'>nevent1q…0p3n</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Looking forward to wind machine! <br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:38:03Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsytg9yymsrf827pfchlmpw3shxngfpz9yj8tz6xfn75yaglhy4nnqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2e0xqct In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs07dhjqjh2y68dxkqyqmga4uq9yd38d65mqxhs26jed54w9z3whvg2mvjz2'>nevent1q…vjz2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Coffee / tea or toilet break anyone? This is your reminder to go and do it while the night is young. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:31:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs07dhjqjh2y68dxkqyqmga4uq9yd38d65mqxhs26jed54w9z3whvgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2y3lv94 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswwxr6vmzcchp394wgpsxa0ug8vv2knsnq7mmzw782h0qu3ymvt8gtxauzl'>nevent1q…auzl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>This performance was better than at his selection. Well done. <br/><br/>&#34;Life is like spaghetti, it&#39;s hard until you make it.&#34;<br/><br/>Coffee for everybody!!<br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:31:02Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswwxr6vmzcchp394wgpsxa0ug8vv2knsnq7mmzw782h0qu3ymvt8gzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2hww4j6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw9f27pvdsl0rs6aaps07gtuync6x8gdstw5nxphca4x6f26s5n8cs49rqp'>nevent1q…9rqp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Lmao let&#39;s go Tommy...even if you can&#39;t sing!<br/>I will sing it!<br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:27:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsw9f27pvdsl0rs6aaps07gtuync6x8gdstw5nxphca4x6f26s5n8czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv20t39sw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfxw35vfre25634xd4edz8df60mkummfkksfsd5pc8h4p8m4ml03qhfa46e'>nevent1q…a46e</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh nooo.. I don&#39;t like Luxembourg&#39;s song this year...the singer is talented but I don&#39;t know...maybe the lalalalala?<br/><br/>Or the doll theme? I can&#39;t put my finger on it. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:23:54Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfxw35vfre25634xd4edz8df60mkummfkksfsd5pc8h4p8m4ml03qzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2t5pgyy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx86qrslk04faja758mdjzvg7w68z9d689l5x8zul535yxrxv328cz0h8qj'>nevent1q…h8qj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>He recovered well from his emergency dental surgery. Wisdom teeth are so stupid. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:20:46Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsx86qrslk04faja758mdjzvg7w68z9d689l5x8zul535yxrxv328czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ze5vgw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8grvpvgg2uj4p5qt2ne58znm8vngxmnpx2hf60xg7wk3n3uy7mfcjfytkj'>nevent1q…ytkj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Oh good I can actually hear him a bit better now. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:19:49Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8grvpvgg2uj4p5qt2ne58znm8vngxmnpx2hf60xg7wk3n3uy7mfczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv279qyuj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvpn0z6h5yvw3rykgcg24g2443mfqsdzyj3fmkjst3apthjjrk4gcly3pk5'>nevent1q…3pk5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I really hope the mixing is better now. <br/>I won&#39;t lie the lyrics are silly but Lighter has been an earworm for me. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:19:27Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvpn0z6h5yvw3rykgcg24g2443mfqsdzyj3fmkjst3apthjjrk4gczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2r7pgt9 I&#39;ve slowly come to adore Hazel already. She&#39;s funny, award and weird. I love her clothing for each of the shows. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-17T19:18:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsfmvxeh7pcnlwuzvxy7x7zhtwvzvxhssycjy0pmxep3mpsm8258tczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2yj8xqh In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz6xpkwqkjahv36vzpm4cn7jlj7v4kqzq35ej6ms6ntzz9f7sm0qgayc0ma'>nevent1q…c0ma</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Honestly, I did that and did not miss much. It&#39;ll be good to have another break I guess. 2025-05-15T21:18:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs2fvd9drskj7tsvxw9ttua8j5z0zegxjdrs798rntp2zmx2d5rzuqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv24zhv9y In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsphcth67dp4m8mku20v87rp9ur0m9evytcph3nvn98vphpn23yumq0ptew2'>nevent1q…tew2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I wish I understood French right now. #esc #eurovision <br/><br/>Celine Dion! :cyberheart_cyan: :blobfoxwoah: 2025-05-13T21:02:55Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsphcth67dp4m8mku20v87rp9ur0m9evytcph3nvn98vphpn23yumqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv273twph In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq6a0p7pyts9z3xlcu7e0kkkvd2c0ey3awnhuduvhm2wnjrv36t8c8auepa'>nevent1q…uepa</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>NGL, I have that song from Italy on my playlist haha #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T21:02:03Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq6a0p7pyts9z3xlcu7e0kkkvd2c0ey3awnhuduvhm2wnjrv36t8czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv29tstcy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszaa9l892rv8rq3qqmvfsz6jpnu4z5d50ypp58kalfxuuyk2me7gg749es3'>nevent1q…9es3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>They missed out Europapa lol. That has around 178,000,000 streams #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T21:01:29Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszaa9l892rv8rq3qqmvfsz6jpnu4z5d50ypp58kalfxuuyk2me7ggzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv239636w In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8rsv3ntanax5jep8v9ulrxd25vnkjgvufhnw70zs7a4pw4euz4jq9ldt44'>nevent1q…dt44</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>What a legend. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:47:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8rsv3ntanax5jep8v9ulrxd25vnkjgvufhnw70zs7a4pw4euz4jqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv25xttps In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf77hzswuhd060tclfz3d4yn3quphakefyyqanqve2tj4xq3nrfgcjzjkeg'>nevent1q…jkeg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Petra! :cyberheart_cyan: #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:45:13Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsf77hzswuhd060tclfz3d4yn3quphakefyyqanqve2tj4xq3nrfgczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2pd8zx0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp50z0cqdae6uqj430ndutwfylhk4nppyzq4sehc4ur8t00tqnfacl3xqar'>nevent1q…xqar</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Camera malfunction. Oof. <br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:30:44Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsp50z0cqdae6uqj430ndutwfylhk4nppyzq4sehc4ur8t00tqnfaczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2hws28f In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8he3ru7v68ajwvn4vmkzevk56jp5rsmfcu9e6h7c95jwptf205vqtp3gja'>nevent1q…3gja</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Remember with eurovision the cameras and home viewers come first so the audience probably see a big camera in the singer&#39;s face <br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:28:38Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs8he3ru7v68ajwvn4vmkzevk56jp5rsmfcu9e6h7c95jwptf205vqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2r7ghq6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvegllakxr8ttlp0j3ht87n4vme5feye62vz2s7lddpe8mwrvc6nsm3h87y'>nevent1q…h87y</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Zoë Më has a really great voice...but the song is also kind of calming to me. It&#39;s fun to sing along though! One continuous shot hmmm? :) #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:27:27Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsvegllakxr8ttlp0j3ht87n4vme5feye62vz2s7lddpe8mwrvc6nszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2uzyqpv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz0q02jfzlpskeakzepte2vfp0rd933djl9782u43nmgxmjlnx6vg9e8d0f'>nevent1q…8d0f</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Well... I&#39;m not going to that bakery... #esc #eurovision <br/><br/>Hearing how people in his country have been so homophobic is sad though. I wish him well. 2025-05-13T20:25:21Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsz0q02jfzlpskeakzepte2vfp0rd933djl9782u43nmgxmjlnx6vgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2g5sl80 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswefnf0mzm6y9gwuxxfte0se7x3x43jy0y644lk2gm5gnsxv7dvfse3almp'>nevent1q…almp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Claude! #esc #eurovision ❤️✨ 2025-05-13T20:21:23Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqswefnf0mzm6y9gwuxxfte0se7x3x43jy0y644lk2gm5gnsxv7dvfszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2uep43x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszgpalrwfkhuasrckudpjpvjn9mm04lzmqz3zdxyve0et3uey2m6c0wx69n'>nevent1q…x69n</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>What are they hitting? #esc #eurovision <br/>In the live version they have an electronic instrument for this part. 2025-05-13T20:16:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqszgpalrwfkhuasrckudpjpvjn9mm04lzmqz3zdxyve0et3uey2m6czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2vlccg8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxxmws0cp4mv4yqu38ajc9sc6v69fvugxe64qlwksmdhqa9n2hx5qwzm27h'>nevent1q…m27h</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Zrjerm! I saw this live and it was electric. They live up to the name #esc #eurovision<br/><br/>She&#39;s so pretty too. 2025-05-13T20:14:32Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxxmws0cp4mv4yqu38ajc9sc6v69fvugxe64qlwksmdhqa9n2hx5qzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv286hs7r In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0txmyqtsu0uf5m5cg6uklf8m52eg2z20tpzf0umklf2mfvtgqhtqfm22gk'>nevent1q…22gk</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>This song has had me hyped for a while haha. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:12:31Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0txmyqtsu0uf5m5cg6uklf8m52eg2z20tpzf0umklf2mfvtgqhtqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv23d82k8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd7ud86y6a4caxaqvppljxf68ttcm78jghza7q5kcz7snpq7ngwyqlhqe3h'>nevent1q…qe3h</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m excited for this one. Anonymous session singers and all! It&#39;s such a summer song! Like a chant haha. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:09:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsd7ud86y6a4caxaqvppljxf68ttcm78jghza7q5kcz7snpq7ngwyqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2rmsdgl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq0ugplp6eapknqjlhny74f0eks42a7y5gn8z79f8u2xqra292nfgmyvzcx'>nevent1q…vzcx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I knew from the studio recording of Run With U that it could be a (hot) mess live. <br/><br/>It has potential but needs better vocals. <br/><br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:06:43Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq0ugplp6eapknqjlhny74f0eks42a7y5gn8z79f8u2xqra292nfgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2zzgvs2 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgcz02pnem40m5jk6924uf5cvc35qksk09hern8kcd9rk6ht6pquqknadlg'>nevent1q…adlg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I love how garbled the English translation is. It&#39;s just a silly song but it sounds so pretty. It was hard for me to tell the meaning from the first few listens ... I&#39;m glad it was as strange as I thought haha. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T20:00:40Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsgcz02pnem40m5jk6924uf5cvc35qksk09hern8kcd9rk6ht6pquqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv22a4knq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0vq60zkmfwzf8qwudter40ly8q7p9hejuaynykrd8pe93x25enns70zupc'>nevent1q…zupc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Such a long piano holy shit balls #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:58:05Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs0vq60zkmfwzf8qwudter40ly8q7p9hejuaynykrd8pe93x25ennszyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2xep672 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstejz2d6nyve2z7l956y83uwhg2k0m4f898cq86rsg2m3g4h3zcjqp5dkaw'>nevent1q…dkaw</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>The Italian singer spooks me but I do like his song. 💪💪✨ It&#39;s beautiful. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:57:12Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqstejz2d6nyve2z7l956y83uwhg2k0m4f898cq86rsg2m3g4h3zcjqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2yha3c5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9wa8djq7lq9ksqgnsk7dc7a6na4x4zk6d2xusx36kgu6czjup4yc2h5njn'>nevent1q…5njn</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>God luck Red Sebastian! ❤️✨<br/>The message resonates with me. <br/>Find the best version of yourself! <br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:52:48Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs9wa8djq7lq9ksqgnsk7dc7a6na4x4zk6d2xusx36kgu6czjup4yczyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv28l4u7m In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs24qqcl22f49jjxtyq7vfscsz55ud3cupkg9x5fjm5x7t3mmtahqgng2kmr'>nevent1q…2kmr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>No way! no way!!! :V <br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:50:50Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqs24qqcl22f49jjxtyq7vfscsz55ud3cupkg9x5fjm5x7t3mmtahqgzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv26l9gkl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq5vn4gm2xdhqv02vzm50tn5q8ydjgpj2x5w44lth03g6h4xm6erq2em72d'>nevent1q…m72d</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>He&#39;s tiny IRL but very cute. <br/>He&#39;s very the youngest contestant this year I hope he does well. It&#39;s a lot pressure.<br/>#esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:49:49Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsq5vn4gm2xdhqv02vzm50tn5q8ydjgpj2x5w44lth03g6h4xm6erqzyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2ugalxn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxflr8pzwwq3mmw55wjhez25dphz28zs6uzd4puatnuaelwqdht9cc7kcvf'>nevent1q…kcvf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Well well well...if it isn&#39;t Lil Mr Lighter!<br/>I hope he has recovered from his emergency dental surgery he had last week. <br/><br/>This has silly lyrics but it&#39;s so catchy #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:48:47Z https://nostr.now/nevent1qqsxflr8pzwwq3mmw55wjhez25dphz28zs6uzd4puatnuaelwqdht9czyzyursp7253s0k7flsk9mrpzngufzz5xzj3an7arsd8cp3gdn4kv2mmju4v In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszzuj2k3cw9syx6ut9c8xnmapn42jt7w4ecsu20rd507au86rnuncvgdcgx'>nevent1q…dcgx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Portugal&#39;s song is nice but it doesn&#39;t interest me as much as the rest... it&#39;s a song I can chill out to...like background music. #esc #eurovision 2025-05-13T19:46:33Z