Nostr notes by 𖧧　𓏼　maxim ⌣

i like the people i suppose.. i dont know i dont really like the ...

2026-10-07T00:38:32Z

In reply to nevent1q…u0lw
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i like the people i suppose.. i dont know i dont really like the revpara ui.. and this was the first one ive been on.

i do have rpo, but im mainly active on here.

2026-10-07T00:33:43Z

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i do have rpo, but im mainly active on here.

its gotten to the point where i dont care if people find me on ...

2026-10-07T00:10:01Z

its gotten to the point where i dont care if people find me on the pediverse anymore.. i dont know if this is bad or not.
i think worst case scenario all my friends leave me and i get broken up with.

hi guys.hahaum. hi . im back.😅 everyone: we dont gaf.

2026-10-04T00:22:12Z

hi guys.hahaum. hi . im back.😅
everyone: we dont gaf.

i think its best for me to get off these websites a lot of bad ...

2026-09-20T21:30:47Z

i think its best for me to get off these websites a lot of bad things have been happening im sorry i dontknow what to do.
im sorry. please dont contact me or try to contact me.

i know!! dont call me a doofus. >:^(

2026-09-20T15:13:16Z

In reply to nevent1q…xh5m
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i know!! dont call me a doofus. >:^(

ohh i see!

2026-09-20T15:12:03Z

In reply to nevent1q…h6e9
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ohh i see!

it wont let me join.. but ill send it here. ...

2026-09-20T15:11:51Z

In reply to nevent1q…8jgl
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it wont let me join.. but ill send it here. https://disboard.org/server/1529240874637332540

disboard i mean.

2026-09-20T15:11:01Z

In reply to nevent1q…9p9w
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disboard i mean.

@Aco i found a dolls of aco gateway server on discord.. #spooky? ...

2026-09-20T15:10:37Z

@Aco i found a dolls of aco gateway server on discord.. #spooky? #curious.

@Aco i dont think i would be acos type since i am transmale and ...

2026-09-19T22:58:07Z

@Aco i dont think i would be acos type since i am transmale and only some of these things. 😅

ok heres an actual intro finaallllyyylly. hi im tyler or maxim or ...

2026-09-19T22:43:50Z

ok heres an actual intro finaallllyyylly.

hi im tyler or maxim or finn or soldat or whatever. i am fourteen turning fifteen (11 more days!!!) i am aam, almondsexual, and poly. i am semi-radq as i am permaproblematic, permahigh, and permaangel. i am profic/proship and anti-censorship. ^^ umm im mainly active on discord, just dm me and ask for my user if you wanna talk on there. (my matrix is in my bio!^^) i am a yumeshipper (different sharing status for most) but my main yume is griefer from blocktales and i am nonsharing with him. :^) i have no dni (obviously) and i am pretty open with things other than personal info. im really obsessed with finding someone to groom me 😅umem.,mmeb. im not sure!!what else to say but i try to be as active as i can. ^_^ heart emoji.

growing up i was taught that crying is a sign of weakness. as a ...

2026-09-18T22:40:13Z

In reply to nevent1q…5tm3
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growing up i was taught that crying is a sign of weakness. as a kid i was called a crybaby by my family very often so i only do it when im alone or i just dont do it at all.

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2026-09-18T22:37:08Z

ive cried about 4 times today i feel like such a baby.

i go out all the time on the weekends, i do all my schoolwork, i ...

2026-09-18T19:53:16Z

i go out all the time on the weekends, i do all my schoolwork, i do all my chores. but when i want just a few hours to myself to go on my laptop i get in fucking trouble for it. i cant do anything anymroe. im go on my laptop for a fewfucking hourss and i get told its my 'life' i cant do fucking anything for myself. what does she expect of me when i have nothing to do during the day. "go take the dog out on a walk" but i dont WANT to walk thestupid dog. i WANT to be alone. i WANT to isolate myself for a bit. i WANT to talk to my friends. but nooo i cant fucking do that. i cant dfucking do anything. its always always always what she wants me to do. never what i feel like doing. never. she wpnders why i wanna kill myself so badly. she needs to look in the fucking mirror. my abuser and my sa'er wonders why im miserable. SHEFUCKING WONDERS WHY. im tired of this. i hate it here. i ahte it.

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2026-09-18T19:13:28Z

hi friends.. talkto me pls..

i hate being like this. i just.i want to run away from ...

2026-09-13T23:50:14Z

i hate being like this. i just.i want to run away from everything. i hate living here. everything i do is wrong. every time i do something i just get yelled at. whats even the point of living anymore. one day ill be dead. i wont be a pussy about it. ill just kill myself then and there.
someone please just. take me away from all of this.

who am i kidding. no one will want someone who looks like me. im fucking disgusting and desperate.

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2026-09-08T21:20:48Z

how to make friends on ponytown no glue no borax..

#confessionaccepted.

2026-09-07T02:12:42Z

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#confessionaccepted.

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2026-09-07T01:43:46Z

gonna confess to my crush😅😅😅wish me luck ok guys?

hmm that is true. wat do adults usually like.. i know when i turn ...

2026-09-06T00:39:32Z

In reply to nevent1q…j6ec
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hmm that is true.
wat do adults usually like.. i know when i turn 21 im picking up the yart and smoking like no tomorrow!

i want. to talk to an older man. i think itd be fun. ...

2026-09-06T00:20:13Z

i want. to talk to an older man. i think itd be fun. :konatathink: people my age arent interesting.
older guys are cool.

Ah, sorry, it was mostly just pressure, she would always want to ...

2026-09-04T21:28:02Z

In reply to nevent1q…mgyd
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Ah, sorry, it was mostly just pressure, she would always want to do a lot of erps with me and it was weird, she would often tell me when she was horny and that's when I knew she wanted to do them with me, it's just odd for me.
Note that I'm using the words 'weird' and 'odd' very lightly, it's more of a deja vu thing.. it just feels awkward for me to want something similar to that, or an older man or woman to take advantage of me.

It was mainly her forcing me to do things with her and her ...

2026-09-04T21:21:47Z

In reply to nevent1q…r22x
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It was mainly her forcing me to do things with her and her leaving me for her ex and getting back together with me over and over again,, we also had a pretty big age gap but I guess that part isn't too bad. It's just weird to thing she's 20 right now LOL.

It genuinely feels so weird to want to be groomed again. I guess ...

2026-09-04T21:18:54Z

It genuinely feels so weird to want to be groomed again. I guess it's because it's what im used to but?? I don't know. I'm basically yearning at this point. :cry_konata: Dies.

hm maybe, i do like how this website is setup though, im not sure ...

2026-09-03T20:28:15Z

In reply to nevent1q…hz86
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hm maybe, i do like how this website is setup though, im not sure if all of them are like this actually but this reminds me of twitter mixed with discord in a way and it makes me happy.

kind of wish i could change my username, one of my friends found ...

2026-09-03T20:14:53Z

kind of wish i could change my username, one of my friends found me on here, thankfully theyre chill with it. i almost cried.
i have to be a different person now.

hello, sp8 (alter) posting here , this may be an odd question but ...

2026-09-03T19:35:25Z

hello, sp8 (alter) posting here , this may be an odd question but could anyone care to tell me what an instance or a matrix is? at first i assumed instance had something to do with vrchat since thats what it calls worlds but i suppose it isnt?? im not sure.

mm yeah sure i dont really mind tha t stuff.. pro-contact and ...

2026-09-01T21:29:00Z

In reply to nevent1q…vapc
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mm yeah sure i dont really mind tha t stuff.. pro-contact and anti-contact are touchy subjects for me because it really depends imo -_-"' but um yeah i dont mind radqs and other guys like dat.

hello.. thank u.. i seek friends..and fun. \^_^/

2026-09-01T21:25:12Z

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hello.. thank u.. i seek friends..and fun. \^_^/

hi!! imtyler or soldat and i am new to this website ! i hope we ...

2026-09-01T21:23:28Z

hi!! imtyler or soldat and i am new to this website ! i hope we can all be friends ok. i am very nice and i dont bite. dotn be shy.

Nostr notes by 𖧧 𓏼 maxim ⌣