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2026-09-03 19:37:20 UTC

for the sake of my safety and my sanity and my future i will be Leaving pedi alongside most social platforms indefinitely. i want to have a good life and the first step to that is getting my shitty life in order before i turn 18 . tbqh i dont know why i came back here. this place never did any good for me . i have only been repeatedly hurt by the people on here and the consequences of being on here . im tired of this weird feedback loop and i just want to be normal and respectable and stop worrying about what should be an already over chapter of my life. after i get out of school today im deactivating . i can only wish that those of you who are complicit/participatory in the harm here become aware of your mistakes.
ive been suppressing this need to escape thinking that feeling good about superficial facets of myself is enough of a reason to stay. it isnt and im tired of pretending it is.
so long and thanks for all the fish

2026-08-25 13:40:56 UTC

sometimes i miss running instances and then other times i remember how annoying it is

2026-08-23 20:45:59 UTC

(flirting) do you fw girls who are stoned Like 80% of the time

2026-08-23 14:45:07 UTC

college sem starts tomorrow. gulp

2026-08-23 14:16:04 UTC

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cant run on android can u compile to apk pls

2026-08-21 14:43:31 UTC

good morning pedi :konata_yawn: im skipping today

2026-08-20 19:39:36 UTC

everyone is doing the #beNiceToCloverChallenge . i . am running out of will power to do this fucking bit i wont even hold you anymore just please be nice to me

2026-08-20 19:10:17 UTC

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like i wouldnt even rly take anything other than pepper spray. thats all i would need to defend myself. its all bullshit

2026-08-20 19:08:29 UTC

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furthermore im not allowed to bring self defense vectors to school. they search our bags every day and make us go thru metal detectors. i am predisposed to just sit and take it and let it happen to me. i love living in a state that claims to protect kids

2026-08-20 19:04:24 UTC

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not at my school . there is ONE singular gender neutral bathroom available to non faculty members . its in the nurse's office on the first floor . so i usually have to hike across campus to go to the bathroom . ummm at the college campus i just dont use the bathroom because every time ive gone into the male restrooms ive been hatecrimed

2026-08-20 19:02:08 UTC

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if i use any gendered bathroom at school that doesnt align with what's on my birth certificate, i am expelled, and they are required to report it to the state, treat it as a sex offense, and fine me $25,000

2026-08-20 18:58:52 UTC

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im banned from bathrooms by state law because im trans

2026-08-20 18:54:40 UTC

breaking: high school is boring as shit

2026-08-17 02:38:41 UTC

3 days no Touching Myself im losing it

2026-08-12 16:39:49 UTC

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i am probably one of the only kids in this school that want to take pre calculus i think lol

2026-08-12 16:38:38 UTC

begging my counselor to put me in precalc is such a humiliation ritual

2026-08-10 04:44:22 UTC

hi pedi i tookm.y sleeping pill :konata_bounce:

2026-08-10 01:40:07 UTC

ok .. . i made it . yall can join just message me on matrix or something you know the deal yadda yadda yadda something somethin g something .. my handle is clover:xmr.se ^_^
#note1mug…s23l

2026-08-10 01:36:02 UTC

what if i made a matrix room for sharing things :AwooThink:

2026-08-08 18:59:13 UTC

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everyone likes it Because You Can Talk To Your Computer For Free but it has a bad economic and hardware footprint and its unoptimized

2026-08-08 18:56:55 UTC

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the problem with LLMs is that no matter how hard you try all they will do is validate input. theyre like autocorrect on crack