hegatherhohrnws on Nostr: i dunno it's just like, the thing with it is, it feels very matter of fact. like i ...

i dunno it's just like, the thing with it is, it feels very matter of fact. like i dunno i kept kind of getting myself involved with work but i think i just had this hard limit or something, i just keep being like, frustrated i can't just choose death as an alternative without like, traumatizing people. like for all intents and purposes, death is off the table, so i got my remaining years to exist and goddammit i'm doing creative work