Disability and the attendant not working has made it really hard for me to feel like anything I do matters or is interesting.
I don’t really do photography anymore, I struggle to get my streaming consistent, writing is kind of impossible, and writing software is just for myself. Enjoyable to keep my skills at least a little sharpened, but somewhat meaningless as I’m not doing anything that matters.
So yeah.
I feel a lot like nothing I’m doing matters.
Aurynn Shaw
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