man just suck it up and move on
There is no flipping the narrative. You, without anyone putting a gun to your head, posted something that, barring the statute of limitations and state-by-state romeo and juliet laws, you'd get serious irl shit for.
The best advice anyone can give anyone about these sorts of things is: shut up about it. If you can't admit to yourself that it's shameful, you can at least keep it to yourself out of courtesy to regular people, you fucking freak.
