With my recent bout of depression, the heatwave, and financial struggles. it's been difficult to find the envy toward latex 😔
I'm scared of the weight I gained and ripping it, then not being able to afford it, and then the massive impostor syndrome is back...
I'm tired of my own brain
Xantw0 ⊗⊘
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