JustChapman on Nostr: my issues tend to be springing from sleep into a panic attack at 2 or 3am. It’s ...

my issues tend to be springing from sleep into a panic attack at 2 or 3am. It’s always about work because I chose a career that makes me feel like an idiot most of the time. I never get a sense of pride from completing projects; I get a brief clemency in thinking I’ve kicked the can for another day. It’s a horrible existence really. I don’t recommend it.