Kiri Rocketfingers on Nostr: See the thing is you reply like that to a) provoke a reaction b) because you're so ...

See the thing is you reply like that to

a) provoke a reaction
b) because you're so autistic you don't realize I'm serious and you want to be part of the joke.

So here's your reaction or an epiphany, depending on which it is:

Me, every sane and good person, and even large parts of your own family would want you dead in very short order if they ever found out about the shit you do and the grotesque, hedonistic wiring of your brain. It's a biological reaction when presented with a predator to want it dead so that your loved ones are protected.

Your parents wouldn't accept you if they found out, they would see you as a monstrous skin-walker which consumed their child, so disgusted with what you are that they would be unable to connect the boy they raised with the horrific abomination standing before them.

There's a good chance most people in your life sense it when they talk to you, that you're some kind of freak masquerading as normal. You've probably noticed people cut contact or end conversations abruptly -- you're not mistaken but you are crazy. In the future. when you notice people are barely paying you any mind (which you likely notice seldom, due to your self-obsessed autistic brain lacking any emotional-connection to your fellow man), just know that response is the exact result of who you have chosen to become.

I genuinely hope one day that you have a moment of clarity, where you are able to fully comprehend that no man who is of sound mind, moral or just thinks to himself "I want to rape that" when he thinks of a women or animal. When you do, I pray you find the nearest implement and bludgeon / impale yourself upon it.

There is no going back; there is no salvation; not even death will absolve your sins, but it would be a very good start.