I think I've lost my friend group. They no longer hang out with me, feeling ashamed ig. My facial hair is growing back uncontrolled. I haven't been combing my hair because idk how to set it up without looking like a old joke, plus the thinning hair. The barber will make fun of me. I experience deathening guilt contemplating buying the $40 trimmer. Been spending the $50 allowance, only on very occasional travel and external foods. None for me. I'm not that poor
Thinking of skipping the communicative class. I still haven't given the picture description presentation. She'll call me out for it in front of everybody
Wasting my time living this defunct life
Alone in the football field. Not too sunny
https://annihilation.social/media/1eba3661-d022-450d-a41b-da808d67dd05/IMG20231102121057.heic?name=IMG20231102121057.heic
Envewope me
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2023-11-02 07:15:58 UTC
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