my retirement plan is suicide.
I was actively making plans in 2025. If the usa invaded mexico.
Or even if there was a military intervention in canada.
It felt possible. It felt inevitable, even.
I planned for it.
Passive ideation never leaves me. Active has gotten really bad since the last couple of years.
To be fair I have not existed without suicidality since about age 13-14.
Luisf
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