i can't really bring myself to pursue art as a career in any realistic manner because..it's not realistic, there's no way for me to survive on it
but then i keep hitting the wall of like
i'm really unhappy if i'm not doing creative work. like, i'm in my thirties and it's hitting as a hard realization that i just can't really picture a life where i can get myself up in the morning without being able to create
which feels childish and unreasonable but i mean, i guess it is
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