Everyday I now fight myself to regain that self trust in an industry and society that will find every possible way to push me down, and where I still have to get back up and continue.
It's exhausting...
And even though I know I cry up in some form of privilege... I'm so tired...
But this year... I also found support.
I found friendships,
Alternative forms of relationships,
I found love.
Xantw0 ⊗⊘
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