I find that when I don't keep my mind busy, I just constantly think "I want to kill myself", but I really don't. It's annoying that the thought keeps pestering me.
I am not suicidal. I have rationalized my way out of that. Don't worry about me.
I understand it so well, that I've turned it into strength. What can anyone threaten me with? I'm fearless.
Anyway, it kinda turned into apathy last month. I feel like that's worse.
Cy
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2025-10-25 23:52:40 UTC
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