So:
My wife has been lying to me since at least Feb. 2025 about the finances. Repeatedly. Like I went from 'completely fine' to 'so fucked I'm not even sure I've mapped out the full extent of it because now I need to check EVERYTHING ELSE TOO'. If it was at least malicious I could be angry but I can't even fucking be angry.
My water and sewage might be shut off.
I'm trapped in a rural hick town.
My therapist seems to think I'm annoying or prone to panicking - honestly, if I had known the truth on Friday when I spoke to them last, I would have been panicking WAY MORE, if anything I was UNDERREACTING.
And I feel like I've been doing a bad job in my transition, and I'm stuck in a marriage I'm no longer sure I want to or can be in. I have a house I can't sell and the guy we hired to repair the car hasn't returned it to us and its been MONTHS.
what. the fuck. do I do.
what. the fuck. do. I. do.
what. the fuck. can. i do.
venmo.com/code?user_id=3216574441848832809&created=1782758245
PayPal: Taraamber@gmail.com
I certainly don't DESERVE your help, but any is appreciated.
I'm a fucking rat in a cage.
'i am no man' Charlotte Eowyn!
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