Xantw0 ⊗⊘ on Nostr: Fucking end me. Get me out of my miserable mind, and the horrible person I am. I want ...
Fucking end me.
Get me out of my miserable mind, and the horrible person I am.
I want to get better, but I have no idea how.
The journey is painful. I feel miserable.
Maybe I deserve all of this pain
Published at
2026-08-05 17:10:47 UTCEvent JSON
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