I felt trapped initially. I felt that horrible uncomfortable feeling that comes from believing you're trapped.
But I'm not trapped, there is nowhere else to go.
I'm either here & now; or I'm asleep, distracted by my mind.
Brisket
npub1jm…p6xcq
2026-10-30 03:51:35 UTC
in reply to nevent1q…hrgh
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