うねり on Nostr: i have ceased to believe theological discourse alone is the path to truth. been in my ...

i have ceased to believe theological discourse alone is the path to truth. been in my theurgy arc (also interested in connecting theurgical ritual to whatever tf confucius was saying about it), but i haven't been able to settle on actual good work that I could do, since most modern theurgy is bullshit occult slop and Catholic ritual is pointing towards a truth that doesn't fit well inside my heart (and same with the neo-Platonists like Iamblichus, although I agree somewhat more with them). so currently, I'm just trying to cultivate virtue and not worrying about it until I feel like I could actually make any headway at all