One of the absolutely worst feelings of my life must be showing strangers (Potential future tenants) my living room, the room I lived in for over 10 years, laughed in, ...cried in, produced music in, programmed countless hours in, and dreamt in, without even having a future place myself. It feels like the last bit of hope for a better life, or atleast for a future worth living, is getting sucked straight of my soul.
And its hard, like really really hard to not loose the rest of my trust in humanity these days 🙈.
There are however few bright stars out there, and they seem to shine way brighter during these dark nights ☺️!
I'll try to keep you guys updated if/when I figure out how to live through April.
Katja Lutz
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