Dill on Nostr: oh dang, that's kind of hot, finding your own videos mixed in. But yeah, that'd ...

oh dang, that's kind of hot, finding your own videos mixed in. But yeah, that'd definitely be kind of scary at first!

As for me, I genuinely figured it out on my own. I was one of those kids that kept needing told to take my hands out of my pants. I wasn't really doing anything at first, just kind of keeping my hands warm with my crotch.

But when I was about five or six, I started idly pulling my foreskin back and forth, and found that it started feeling kind of nice and smooth once it was "warmed up" from the first few times. I was just using my thumb and index finger since I was so small, but one night in bed I started using my other hand too, like I was making a diamond shape around my foreskin.

I really didn't know why I was doing it, but I knew that pulling it up and down over and over and exposing my pink glans to the open air was starting to feel really nice. I started going faster, like I knew that I was racing towards some kind of finish, until I felt a sudden rush in my forehead, and an overwhelming tingling in my crotch. It throbbed and pulsed between my fingers but I wouldn't learn about ejaculation for a few more years.

I wanted to do it again, but I felt so sensitive I had to stop. I think most kids think they've "invented" masturbation, and I certainly did. I was a bit of a fiend about it; I ended up doing it almost every night, during and after school, and Saturday mornings watching cartoons before my parents were awake.