Joscelyn Transpiring on Nostr: So emotionally exhausted from yesterday’s struggle with keeping two bureaucracies I ...

So emotionally exhausted from yesterday’s struggle with keeping two bureaucracies I have no power over from keeping wrecking my life. It’s all finally resolved, got them to finally give up pedantry and carelessness to sign a damn form and complete the process.

All the stress involved…I screamed and cried yesterday because my nervous system was so fucking overdone after a week of this. I am so tired of not having control over the means of keeping myself housed and fed and paying the bills they heap on me to do the things I’m trying to do to contribute to the community. But it’s done, and I did not break…just something inside me got very very bent and dented and is going to take some care and work to repair.