DigitalYankee on Nostr: I grew up in a feminist household, and had parents old enough to be my grandparents. ...

I grew up in a feminist household, and had parents old enough to be my grandparents. My siblings are basically gay, liberal, far-left, or thieves and con-artists. I have never had any friends because they have either all betrayed Christ, or the ones who pursue me as friends are actually faggots thinking they can make a score.

This isn't a thing to reassess in a few weeks or months, because this has been ongoing for a few decades. This world is corrupt. The closer I get to family, the more they and the surrounding area swallow me in depression. I try to reach out to females in casual conversation but the end result is basically always my initial statement, that they are feminists or whores thinking I want their v.

"Friends" and "family" have tried to introduce me, but the efforts have resulted in either the father saying I'm not good enough (because they want "missionaries", "pastors", or other), and decades later the woman becomes a liberal arts degree cat lady with countless bfs that have been in them, or their fathers tell them to "date around for a while and feel what's right for you," and half a decade later they are still flirting with countless men and having no results.

Feminism has fully infiltrated the church.

I've hibernated for far too long. I've waited patiently. Too patiently. I honestly don't know how much longer I have in mew.

What are my options?