#WritersCoffeeClub Oct. 14: Who do you wish you could share your work with, but can't?
Caniba. I miss her. :(
We talked so much more about her work than mine, to be honest, but she was so passionate about her stuff and I was just happy to help with it. Maybe that sounds fake, like it's too selfless, but it was all so cool that it was so easy to get lost in. I'm used to not having anyone to share mine with, but it still hurts to have finally had someone to do it with even if it wasn't 1:1 and lose her. I mean it wasn't perfect; there was some stuff I linked her and I was kind of annoyed she never got around to looking at it, but we talked about it. I dunno, she was so wrapped up in *Cruciform* that maybe she just never found the time. She was shopping *Cruciform* around and had concrete plans; I can't really blame her if that felt more important than my "someday." Hindsight is 20/20. Still, she's the only person I've ever been able to geek out with until far too late at night about writing.
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