i mean who knows, maybe i'll figure it out, idk
like i have emotions about it, sure, but i think the like, predictament of it is somewhat emotionless. i don't really wanna do dramatics or anything, it's more like, uh
i don't want to hurl myself off a bridge in mourning, it's more like, the option of living is more like the option of like "spending my years doing the labor of being alive", you just get tired. it's weariness
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2024-08-19 21:09:30 UTC
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