ari :prideified: on Nostr: call me paranoid, but with today's php bug coming from php trying to handle OOM ...

call me paranoid, but with today's php bug coming from php trying to handle OOM conditions, and [the patch](https://github.com/php/php-src/commit/3584a98bda0f2c0d367255b046798b0d3a221a19#diff-34efd8072da78eab0a3ae73a4f0d30ca24e65bcfdaa851bcd2351792c1ef965b ) trying to handle OOM more... i don't trust that. this isn't OS kernel, this shouldn't try to handle OOM, and should just kill the process