We went to visit him, and I got to sit with him in my lap for an hour before a vet showed up to tell us their recommendation. Then another half hour after that. Lots of purring and snuggling and hugs. He told me he love me and I tried my best to make it clear I love him too.
He died in my lap.
I'll try to stay off socials for a while. I want to burrow into a dark cave and sleep all winter and not know or feel, but I'll force myself to eat, and do garden work, and read. Not tonight, though
StarSloth
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2026-10-16 18:13:01 UTC
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